School's starting next week, and i hate it.
I absolutely love my hols, i realli dread sko life.
To the people in my sko, im like this very quiet person stuck in this "pretty girl group".
Like just one of em la.
But im not. I am never a quiet and dull person- Only for those people i dont know.
After almost a year, i still dont know the people there la.
The so called friends. The weird teachers.
Wtf.
Im pessimistic?
Yeah, maybe i am.
JUST FUCKING HATE SKO!
I seriously cant wait to get out of this freaking place.
I think in the mean time i'll just show them my fucking attitude or just sit there in the corner like an antisocial la.
I think i should forget bout it first, after all, i still have 1 week plus to be happy.
And then i will have to wait for the next long break.
=(
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Happy Birthday my Lord!!!
Sometimes i feel so unworthy.. please forgive me.
Yesterday had a really meaningful christmas eve.
I was not in a good mood the whole day.
Plus my best buds cancel the Christmas hangout last minute.
The whole shop packed was last min shoppers
(thou its a really small place but there is only 2 sales assistants).
It was real hectic.
I was alone in the shop and i havent even finish attending 2 customers,
then the 3rd customer came.
In the end i still have to call my supervisor back when he was in the toilet doing his business half way. haha.
I was realli realli frustrated.
Then this woman and her daughter came, she seems like those normal customers, she ask me to intro her jazz music, thou i wasnt realli into it, but niwae, i recommended her some cds.
She sampled 3, than finally she want this particular OM music. So i was like, "ok, u buying this for a gift?"
She said yes so i helped her to take out the price tag and everything.
Than the woman asked me for my name and she wrote the GEMs card for me.
I was so surprised!
U know, the little pink card doesnt mean anything to the shoppers, but it meant everything to the service staff ( or maybe its just me.)
Im this freak who likes to take this kinda card home
and pin it on my bulletin board.
Its realli a motivation to me! WOOHOO!
And then i learnt something valuable: gratitude.
Regardless of how close the person is to you, those little things u do goes a long long way.
Even when u smile at the toilet auntie when she is moping on the toilet floor, u just made her day more enjoyable.
Just by thanking ur parents for doing YOUR laundry, it makes them feel that bringing you up is all worthwhile. (Thou after 10 mins, they will nag at u again.)
So im here to blog and wishing everybody a Merry Christmas!
Thank You just for simply existing in my life.
2006 hasnt been really smooth sailing, but i thank God for every lesson learnt.
And i cant wait for 2007 to start !!!
Sometimes i feel so unworthy.. please forgive me.
Yesterday had a really meaningful christmas eve.
I was not in a good mood the whole day.
Plus my best buds cancel the Christmas hangout last minute.
The whole shop packed was last min shoppers
(thou its a really small place but there is only 2 sales assistants).
It was real hectic.
I was alone in the shop and i havent even finish attending 2 customers,
then the 3rd customer came.
In the end i still have to call my supervisor back when he was in the toilet doing his business half way. haha.
I was realli realli frustrated.
Then this woman and her daughter came, she seems like those normal customers, she ask me to intro her jazz music, thou i wasnt realli into it, but niwae, i recommended her some cds.
She sampled 3, than finally she want this particular OM music. So i was like, "ok, u buying this for a gift?"
She said yes so i helped her to take out the price tag and everything.
Than the woman asked me for my name and she wrote the GEMs card for me.
I was so surprised!
U know, the little pink card doesnt mean anything to the shoppers, but it meant everything to the service staff ( or maybe its just me.)
Im this freak who likes to take this kinda card home
and pin it on my bulletin board.
Its realli a motivation to me! WOOHOO!
And then i learnt something valuable: gratitude.
Regardless of how close the person is to you, those little things u do goes a long long way.
Even when u smile at the toilet auntie when she is moping on the toilet floor, u just made her day more enjoyable.
Just by thanking ur parents for doing YOUR laundry, it makes them feel that bringing you up is all worthwhile. (Thou after 10 mins, they will nag at u again.)
So im here to blog and wishing everybody a Merry Christmas!
Thank You just for simply existing in my life.
2006 hasnt been really smooth sailing, but i thank God for every lesson learnt.
And i cant wait for 2007 to start !!!
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Say that you stay a little;
don't say bye bye tonight.
Say you'll be mine just a little of bit of love;
Is worth a moment of your time..
Funny how this song reminds me of my baby.
Its been the 2nd day since he went for his camping trip in Msia again.
Realli miss him a lot. Miss his everything.
Keep him in my prayers everyday.
He is like the greatest gift God has ever given me.
Come back soon baby.. i bet you will haf lotsa stories to tell me when ur back!
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Peeps, check out my song of the day..
Opeth- Beneath The Mire
What a magnificient piece of metal artwork.
Im amazed.
Had a realli interesting day last nite. Ha.
Though i was workin full shift, Furby came to visit me.
Went to eat dinner wit him then he went to the EZ house to cut his hair.
Blah blah blah..
and then he went back to my shop.
But its difficult not to look at his cute face even when im working.. haha..
Then he glared at me.
So i shouted at him, " DIAO ME FOR WHAT!!!"
Suddenly this ah beng looking customer wit his ah beng-lookin gay friend passed me by.
Den he look at me.
I look the other way. (Feelin so fookin' embarassed.)
And the worst thing is that stupid furby acted like he didnt hear it.
But thank God the ah beng was in good mood. Ha.
Eventually he still smiled at me and ask me to find this dvd for him.
After work Furby went into the toilet.
I was planning to scare him, so i hid behind the wall.
So i waited.. and waited.. and waited.
And finally i saw a shadow coming out of the gents..
Feelin real good with the adrenaline rush and the excitement tt's goin on..
I gave that real scary look and wit a real creepy voice i said, " RARRRRRR~!"
To my horror, it was somebody else.
Damn it.
My whole face turned red.
That guy walked a few steps forward then turned to look at me.
Reaction damn retarded.
By that time i was lol-ing. I apologised and i rushed out of the shop wit Furby ( who saw the whole thing.)
We laughed all the way from Thomson plaza to the bus stop and from the bus stop to the bus.
After that i went to J8 and saw Sharwn and Shan an.
Damn~ they never get sick of this place.
They were lookin for pretty girls.
im like wadeva.
And Sharwn made that vroom vroom joke again.
Damn~ it isnt funny alrdy, TRY SOMETHING NEW, bangla!
hehe.. that's all.. i laughed to sleep last nite thinkin bout the toilet thing.
Wad an interesting day. And its the first time i hear furby laugh so loud. =)
Opeth- Beneath The Mire
What a magnificient piece of metal artwork.
Im amazed.
Had a realli interesting day last nite. Ha.
Though i was workin full shift, Furby came to visit me.
Went to eat dinner wit him then he went to the EZ house to cut his hair.
Blah blah blah..
and then he went back to my shop.
But its difficult not to look at his cute face even when im working.. haha..
Then he glared at me.
So i shouted at him, " DIAO ME FOR WHAT!!!"
Suddenly this ah beng looking customer wit his ah beng-lookin gay friend passed me by.
Den he look at me.
I look the other way. (Feelin so fookin' embarassed.)
And the worst thing is that stupid furby acted like he didnt hear it.
But thank God the ah beng was in good mood. Ha.
Eventually he still smiled at me and ask me to find this dvd for him.
After work Furby went into the toilet.
I was planning to scare him, so i hid behind the wall.
So i waited.. and waited.. and waited.
And finally i saw a shadow coming out of the gents..
Feelin real good with the adrenaline rush and the excitement tt's goin on..
I gave that real scary look and wit a real creepy voice i said, " RARRRRRR~!"
To my horror, it was somebody else.
Damn it.
My whole face turned red.
That guy walked a few steps forward then turned to look at me.
Reaction damn retarded.
By that time i was lol-ing. I apologised and i rushed out of the shop wit Furby ( who saw the whole thing.)
We laughed all the way from Thomson plaza to the bus stop and from the bus stop to the bus.
After that i went to J8 and saw Sharwn and Shan an.
Damn~ they never get sick of this place.
They were lookin for pretty girls.
im like wadeva.
And Sharwn made that vroom vroom joke again.
Damn~ it isnt funny alrdy, TRY SOMETHING NEW, bangla!
hehe.. that's all.. i laughed to sleep last nite thinkin bout the toilet thing.
Wad an interesting day. And its the first time i hear furby laugh so loud. =)
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Does being good looking really matter?
Everybody hear phrases and quote phrases.
"Beauty is only skin deep."
"Character is more important."
"Im clever, being handsome doesnt matter."
But ultimately. who doesnt have the desire to be good looking?
Even when we pass by the glass window pane, we "check out" ourselves to see whether we look presentable in that very moment.
And of course, ME, just like any other human being, share the same mindset.
It makes me feel good when someone compliments me. I dont deny this fact.
But the sad thing is, beauty doesnt last forever.
You look like Tyra Banks now, how bout 50 years later?
Who cares about an old hag (though she was Miss Universe 1950?)
Who cares about Britney Spears when there's Hilary Duff?
Who cares about MP3 when you have MP4?
Just like everything we possess in this world- Fame, Money, Material things, and even your spouse: what happens AFTER "till death do us apart?"
I dun crave being the most popular girl in the skool.
Nor i dig the "Wow-all-the-guys-want-my-number" kinda excitement.
BUT
I want to be like Daniel of the babylonians. In the bible, he dwelled in the surrondings of anti-christians, yet he was still able to shine for God.
He was physically healthy, grooms himself well, excel in arts, literature, science, and has an attitude to serve His people.
I want to be successful for Him.
Isaiah 60:1
"Arise! Shine! For your light has come!
And the glory of the Lord is risen upon you!"
Of course, people might say, "So? Im not a Christian, but i want to be successful too."
But i crave to shine for my God.
Same target, different purpose.
Everybody hear phrases and quote phrases.
"Beauty is only skin deep."
"Character is more important."
"Im clever, being handsome doesnt matter."
But ultimately. who doesnt have the desire to be good looking?
Even when we pass by the glass window pane, we "check out" ourselves to see whether we look presentable in that very moment.
And of course, ME, just like any other human being, share the same mindset.
It makes me feel good when someone compliments me. I dont deny this fact.
But the sad thing is, beauty doesnt last forever.
You look like Tyra Banks now, how bout 50 years later?
Who cares about an old hag (though she was Miss Universe 1950?)
Who cares about Britney Spears when there's Hilary Duff?
Who cares about MP3 when you have MP4?
Just like everything we possess in this world- Fame, Money, Material things, and even your spouse: what happens AFTER "till death do us apart?"
I dun crave being the most popular girl in the skool.
Nor i dig the "Wow-all-the-guys-want-my-number" kinda excitement.
BUT
I want to be like Daniel of the babylonians. In the bible, he dwelled in the surrondings of anti-christians, yet he was still able to shine for God.
He was physically healthy, grooms himself well, excel in arts, literature, science, and has an attitude to serve His people.
I want to be successful for Him.
Isaiah 60:1
"Arise! Shine! For your light has come!
And the glory of the Lord is risen upon you!"
Of course, people might say, "So? Im not a Christian, but i want to be successful too."
But i crave to shine for my God.
Same target, different purpose.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
God forbid I know I've been a letdown, stupidly reaching for the sky when im lying in a gutter.
Im sick of the pain, sick of the sorrow.
Sick of today, sick of tomorrow.
I climb to the top just to fall to the bottom.
I'm addicted to the misery in my head and I better stop before I end up dead.
I can't be your angel when I'm living like a devil.
I can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel.
I don't want your pity & I don't want your help.
Don't try & save me go take care of yourself
Im sick of the pain, sick of the sorrow.
Sick of today, sick of tomorrow.
I climb to the top just to fall to the bottom.
I'm addicted to the misery in my head and I better stop before I end up dead.
I can't be your angel when I'm living like a devil.
I can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel.
I don't want your pity & I don't want your help.
Don't try & save me go take care of yourself
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Monday, December 04, 2006
hm. its 3.36am now, dun even noe wad the fuck im doin rite here.
mom is gonna wake up any moment and she's gonna scream in my ear if she noes im still awake.
Wasnt planning to go sko tmr aniwae.Tmr is my supposedly special day.
but it didnt start well when it hit 12 midnite. We were arguing again.
Sigh. A year ago i went to sleep wit a heart full of hope and blissful-ness.Now when i tried to sleep, my puffy eyes are so tired but my brain just cant shut down.thinkin bout him makes the tears fall again.
Just cant stop.
mom is gonna wake up any moment and she's gonna scream in my ear if she noes im still awake.
Wasnt planning to go sko tmr aniwae.Tmr is my supposedly special day.
but it didnt start well when it hit 12 midnite. We were arguing again.
Sigh. A year ago i went to sleep wit a heart full of hope and blissful-ness.Now when i tried to sleep, my puffy eyes are so tired but my brain just cant shut down.thinkin bout him makes the tears fall again.
Just cant stop.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Had an inspiring time bible-studyin wit Bro Vic a few days ago.
"If God is great, why cant He just read my mind instead i must say it out?!?"
And he said," U noe u love ur bf and u noe ur bf loves u too. But dun it feel good to just say it out for each other to hear?"
Yeah. And God is always faithful. Even when im at my lowest level of life, he is alwaes there.
Sometimes just realli cant ctrl my emotions.
God is faithful. God is faithful.
AARGH!! God save me please!!!
I just need to trust Him. I shall wait for the right season and the right time.
"If God is great, why cant He just read my mind instead i must say it out?!?"
And he said," U noe u love ur bf and u noe ur bf loves u too. But dun it feel good to just say it out for each other to hear?"
Yeah. And God is always faithful. Even when im at my lowest level of life, he is alwaes there.
Sometimes just realli cant ctrl my emotions.
God is faithful. God is faithful.
AARGH!! God save me please!!!
I just need to trust Him. I shall wait for the right season and the right time.
Pictures Galore!!!!
Stanley and Shaan- Our sisters "candid"-ing.
"There's smth on ur nipple.."
"Really meh!!!"
Me and Mo Jo!!
Sometimes its pretty hard to confess ur love 4 some1...
THE Original wewes.
Wewes with Big fish.
She cute eh.
And lastly, everybody wants to get their hands on Shaan. (Not literally.)
Ha. Cya next entry.
Stanley and Shaan- Our sisters "candid"-ing.
"There's smth on ur nipple.."
"Really meh!!!"
Me and Mo Jo!!
Sometimes its pretty hard to confess ur love 4 some1...
THE Original wewes.
Wewes with Big fish.
She cute eh.
And lastly, everybody wants to get their hands on Shaan. (Not literally.)
Ha. Cya next entry.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
"""" you may think, "aiyah.. i'm still young, still got many more years ahead of me" but what you would never know is that your foundation is already cracked the moment you make this statement. with that crack in your foundation, the devil can come in easily and cause you to go off course. """"
Quote from somebody's blog. Im inspired.
Quote from somebody's blog. Im inspired.
Its not so tough with this ordinary hands, if we trust someone wit extraodinary plans.
Ha. My entries are getting boring? Issit?
This is my life. I love my life. It is fuckin interesting to me.
This is my blog. I love my blog. It is fuckin interesting to me.
So those dumbass out there, get the fuck out of my blog.
Do i force u to open ur motherfucking eyes to read my blog???
Do i even force ur motherfucking fingers to type my address in the first place?
Huh?
Huh?
Huh?!?
Ha. My entries are getting boring? Issit?
This is my life. I love my life. It is fuckin interesting to me.
This is my blog. I love my blog. It is fuckin interesting to me.
So those dumbass out there, get the fuck out of my blog.
Do i force u to open ur motherfucking eyes to read my blog???
Do i even force ur motherfucking fingers to type my address in the first place?
Huh?
Huh?
Huh?!?
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Imma get rich and imma die tryin'
I ain't 50 Cent but respect my mind
Respect my gansgsta respect my shine
Put your click in chick if you step outta line
I ain't Kanye but I been thru the wire
Couple more albums before I retire
Too many strikes, Got too many priors
Messin with us like playin with fire
Get your wick split, time to meet your messiah
I ain't Yung joc but imma not gonna fear,
if u dun respect me den get the fuck out of here!!!
I ain't 50 Cent but respect my mind
Respect my gansgsta respect my shine
Put your click in chick if you step outta line
I ain't Kanye but I been thru the wire
Couple more albums before I retire
Too many strikes, Got too many priors
Messin with us like playin with fire
Get your wick split, time to meet your messiah
I ain't Yung joc but imma not gonna fear,
if u dun respect me den get the fuck out of here!!!
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Some ppl are so eager to see my update. So here it is.
Last week's bdae week, there some ups and downs la.
But why focus on the sad things rite? Ive got happier things to tok about.
Got a big big surprise for my bdae. Cant believe wad my baby had planned for me. Its such a blessing to be able to spend such a special day with my loved one as well as my best friends. Those who came- Thnks so much!!! And i cant believe sop actualli came. So antisocial but still come for my sake. Tank~ u!!!!!
All this will never happen if my baby's not sweet enuf to remember all my best friends and take the effort to call em. Love him so much. Cant wait for our 1st yr anni. Woot!! Im counting down the days.
18th years old.
Aim to be a better friend, sweeter girlfriend, and a stronger woman of faith. =)
Last week's bdae week, there some ups and downs la.
But why focus on the sad things rite? Ive got happier things to tok about.
Got a big big surprise for my bdae. Cant believe wad my baby had planned for me. Its such a blessing to be able to spend such a special day with my loved one as well as my best friends. Those who came- Thnks so much!!! And i cant believe sop actualli came. So antisocial but still come for my sake. Tank~ u!!!!!
All this will never happen if my baby's not sweet enuf to remember all my best friends and take the effort to call em. Love him so much. Cant wait for our 1st yr anni. Woot!! Im counting down the days.
18th years old.
Aim to be a better friend, sweeter girlfriend, and a stronger woman of faith. =)
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Dear Lord, please,
i beg Your forgiveness for everything ive done.
For ive sinned and forsaken You in many ways.
Without You in my life my world is cold.
I hated everybody.
I hated myself.
At some point of time i hated You.
I couldnt feel You there.
I thought You abandoned me.
I thought that You are nothing but a lie.
Ive strayed when i promised You not to.
I had took things for granted.
I took wad You blessed me wit for granted.
My mind is always thinkin bout revenge for the people i hate,
but all the while i was too blinded to see
the people around who loves me.
But though im hard to reach,
You showed me where to go.
You send me angels to usher my way,
You gave me songs that touches my heart.
So right now im gonna forgive those people,
who broke my heart and forsaken me,
just like the way You forgave me.
I will not let hatred break me down,
because even when i lost everything
i know ive still got You.
One day when all my chores are done,
i wanna meet You with no regrets.
But right now my heart is going to sing
of Your risen glory.
Jesus my saviour,
here i praise your name.
i beg Your forgiveness for everything ive done.
For ive sinned and forsaken You in many ways.
Without You in my life my world is cold.
I hated everybody.
I hated myself.
At some point of time i hated You.
I couldnt feel You there.
I thought You abandoned me.
I thought that You are nothing but a lie.
Ive strayed when i promised You not to.
I had took things for granted.
I took wad You blessed me wit for granted.
My mind is always thinkin bout revenge for the people i hate,
but all the while i was too blinded to see
the people around who loves me.
But though im hard to reach,
You showed me where to go.
You send me angels to usher my way,
You gave me songs that touches my heart.
So right now im gonna forgive those people,
who broke my heart and forsaken me,
just like the way You forgave me.
I will not let hatred break me down,
because even when i lost everything
i know ive still got You.
One day when all my chores are done,
i wanna meet You with no regrets.
But right now my heart is going to sing
of Your risen glory.
Jesus my saviour,
here i praise your name.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Monday, October 30, 2006
The hardest part of death is leaving you..
This song makes me cry.
My Chemical Romance- Cancer
Turn Away,
If you could get me a drink of water
Cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
help her gather all my things
and bury me in all my favourite colors
my sisters and my brothers
still, I will not kiss you
Now Turn Away
cause I’m awful just to see
cause all my hairs abandoned all my body
I’m in agony
know that I will never marry
and baby I’m just Sogin from the chemo
and counting down the days to go
its just a Livin
and I just hope you know
that if you say
goodbye tonight
I'd ask you to be true
Cause the hardest part of death is leaving you
This song makes me cry.
My Chemical Romance- Cancer
Turn Away,
If you could get me a drink of water
Cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
help her gather all my things
and bury me in all my favourite colors
my sisters and my brothers
still, I will not kiss you
Now Turn Away
cause I’m awful just to see
cause all my hairs abandoned all my body
I’m in agony
know that I will never marry
and baby I’m just Sogin from the chemo
and counting down the days to go
its just a Livin
and I just hope you know
that if you say
goodbye tonight
I'd ask you to be true
Cause the hardest part of death is leaving you
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Ystd on my way back home on the bus, suddenly felt like listening to some praise and worship songs.
In the middle of it, tears just suddenly welled in my eyes.
No tears rolled down my cheeks, my eyes are not crying.
But my heart is.
And the feeling is worst den just physically crying outwards.
Crying inwards kills.
Its worst to know you are doin something wrong, and you are still doing it.
And ur not sure why u do it, cux u FEEL like doing it.
Life is one big puzzle.
As i told papa, sometimes i just laugh abt it.
Sometimes i just choose to focus on it, get depress by wad's happening.
Optimistic?
Everybody wants to be.
But the sad thing is, we feel stronger abt the bad things in life.
So we keep focusing on it.
I am an angry bitch.
I am frustrated.
I like to curse.
I like to swear.
I hate everything around me.
I dun feel like i deserve the good things around me.
Even God.
People just wonder, "what happen to u, girl?!?"
"Oh. Cos i didnt go church nowadays."
Is it because of church or religion that's y i was surpressed by the demons in my head?!?
Wout church im just a f up bitach?
I hate everything bout life.
It feels like everything i had learnt, now i have to un-learn.
Be nice, be kind, be good?!?
WHO THE HECK WILL APPRECIATE?
People take things for granted.
I take things for granted.
Dun need to think bout karma.
Ha. So if u treat a person good, u will live longer?
Funny joke.
It is funny to me.
Life is a big joke.
A BIG FUCKING JOKE.
In the middle of it, tears just suddenly welled in my eyes.
No tears rolled down my cheeks, my eyes are not crying.
But my heart is.
And the feeling is worst den just physically crying outwards.
Crying inwards kills.
Its worst to know you are doin something wrong, and you are still doing it.
And ur not sure why u do it, cux u FEEL like doing it.
Life is one big puzzle.
As i told papa, sometimes i just laugh abt it.
Sometimes i just choose to focus on it, get depress by wad's happening.
Optimistic?
Everybody wants to be.
But the sad thing is, we feel stronger abt the bad things in life.
So we keep focusing on it.
I am an angry bitch.
I am frustrated.
I like to curse.
I like to swear.
I hate everything around me.
I dun feel like i deserve the good things around me.
Even God.
People just wonder, "what happen to u, girl?!?"
"Oh. Cos i didnt go church nowadays."
Is it because of church or religion that's y i was surpressed by the demons in my head?!?
Wout church im just a f up bitach?
I hate everything bout life.
It feels like everything i had learnt, now i have to un-learn.
Be nice, be kind, be good?!?
WHO THE HECK WILL APPRECIATE?
People take things for granted.
I take things for granted.
Dun need to think bout karma.
Ha. So if u treat a person good, u will live longer?
Funny joke.
It is funny to me.
Life is a big joke.
A BIG FUCKING JOKE.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I dun understand, why do some people like to use their powderful
english to break people down?
So what if u speak fuckin fluent angmoh?!?
So what if u are rich?!?
So what if u so called, "Know" my boss?
The truth is, i dun give a fucking damn.
Maybe i shld pity these kinda loners, shopping alone,
nuttin to do at home, so they have to come into some shops and show
their fuckin authority?
Here's some powderful english that ive found:
abhorrent, atrocious, awful, base, beastly, contemptible, cursed, deplorable, despicable, detestable, disgusting, execrable, foul, grim, hairy*, hateful, heinous, hellish, horrible, loathsome, lousy, nasty, nauseating, obnoxious, odious, offensive, repellent, reprehensible, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, rotten, sleazeball, stinking, terrible, very bad, vile, wretched.
Go on, highlight them and store it in ur motherfuckin brain!!
And use it on some innocent sales assistant!!
Customer is always rite.
Come on, YOU know ur rights.
Meanwhile, go home and fuck the wall, COCK-y bastards!!!
english to break people down?
So what if u speak fuckin fluent angmoh?!?
So what if u are rich?!?
So what if u so called, "Know" my boss?
The truth is, i dun give a fucking damn.
Maybe i shld pity these kinda loners, shopping alone,
nuttin to do at home, so they have to come into some shops and show
their fuckin authority?
Here's some powderful english that ive found:
abhorrent, atrocious, awful, base, beastly, contemptible, cursed, deplorable, despicable, detestable, disgusting, execrable, foul, grim, hairy*, hateful, heinous, hellish, horrible, loathsome, lousy, nasty, nauseating, obnoxious, odious, offensive, repellent, reprehensible, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, rotten, sleazeball, stinking, terrible, very bad, vile, wretched.
Go on, highlight them and store it in ur motherfuckin brain!!
And use it on some innocent sales assistant!!
Customer is always rite.
Come on, YOU know ur rights.
Meanwhile, go home and fuck the wall, COCK-y bastards!!!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
i stopped watching love movies
and dramas since donkey years ago.
Because i dun wanna end up love sick
or despo for guys or smth like tt.
but these days i felt like i was getting heartless,
so decided to rent a love story from video ezy.
And wow, im so freakin glad tt i borrowed it.
So i watched "The notebook" wit my baby.
Quite an old show. But nevertheless we love it.
Makes us cherish each other more.
I meant, how long will u be living?
If u can die of old age, tt's great.
But how long is a lifetime?
i want forever. Wit my furby fishball caveman alien. Heh.
Touched my heart.
Felt it.
Imma little less heartless today. =)
Wun u cheer for me?!?
and dramas since donkey years ago.
Because i dun wanna end up love sick
or despo for guys or smth like tt.
but these days i felt like i was getting heartless,
so decided to rent a love story from video ezy.
And wow, im so freakin glad tt i borrowed it.
So i watched "The notebook" wit my baby.
Quite an old show. But nevertheless we love it.
Makes us cherish each other more.
I meant, how long will u be living?
If u can die of old age, tt's great.
But how long is a lifetime?
i want forever. Wit my furby fishball caveman alien. Heh.
Touched my heart.
Felt it.
Imma little less heartless today. =)
Wun u cheer for me?!?
Friday, October 20, 2006
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Had a shitty day at work ystd.
but realise my attitude was quite bad.
Maybe im just too tired. Its not easy to juggle work and studies.
I cried so hard, in front of my manager somemore.
Malu sia.
Things that i have learnt as a HUMAN
1) Life is not a fairy tale.
2) Humans always think they know anything, but they dont know EVERYTHING.
3) Small fishes eat shrimps, medium fishes eat small fishes and BIG fishes eat
medium fishes.
4) Money isnt everything- only to a VERY SMALL extent.
5) The SMALL extent is because of Love- family, BGR, friends stc.
6) The SMALL extent doesnt include those who give because of they "love"
but inside their hearts, they still mind.
7) Not many Humans actally mean what they say.
8) Humans feel that they are very wise when they advice or reprimand a person,
but when tables are turned they do not act the same way as they advice others.
9) No matter how FLAWLESS u think u are, there will be humans talking behind ur back.
10) Humans take things for granted.
11) Humans are contradicting.
12) Customer is always right. Sometimes u feel like punching his face or burn his dick
wit acidic liquid but u cant.
Because you have supervisors, managers, an a big boss who gives little pay but
expects u to work overtime for him.
The boss doesnt care bout ur rights, or ur feelings.
His main objective is money.
and that leads to my last conclusion..
13) Humans are selfish.
but realise my attitude was quite bad.
Maybe im just too tired. Its not easy to juggle work and studies.
I cried so hard, in front of my manager somemore.
Malu sia.
Things that i have learnt as a HUMAN
1) Life is not a fairy tale.
2) Humans always think they know anything, but they dont know EVERYTHING.
3) Small fishes eat shrimps, medium fishes eat small fishes and BIG fishes eat
medium fishes.
4) Money isnt everything- only to a VERY SMALL extent.
5) The SMALL extent is because of Love- family, BGR, friends stc.
6) The SMALL extent doesnt include those who give because of they "love"
but inside their hearts, they still mind.
7) Not many Humans actally mean what they say.
8) Humans feel that they are very wise when they advice or reprimand a person,
but when tables are turned they do not act the same way as they advice others.
9) No matter how FLAWLESS u think u are, there will be humans talking behind ur back.
10) Humans take things for granted.
11) Humans are contradicting.
12) Customer is always right. Sometimes u feel like punching his face or burn his dick
wit acidic liquid but u cant.
Because you have supervisors, managers, an a big boss who gives little pay but
expects u to work overtime for him.
The boss doesnt care bout ur rights, or ur feelings.
His main objective is money.
and that leads to my last conclusion..
13) Humans are selfish.
Monday, October 16, 2006
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Jus took a glance at the time now. 5.50AM.
zzz.
Woke up at 4 am, itch in my nose. turns to a huge flu again.
Look, im typing deliriously. dang.
My brain cant even process properly.
Just visited the O school website- its partly organised by my church..
Teaching street dance and hip hop moves.
Feelin the 'its-interesting-i-wanna-join" itch.
U see, i have no dreams anymore.
I seriously dunno wad's my passion for life.
Age 6, cops shows are freakin popular.
I wanted to be a policewoman.
Age 13, loves singing.
I wanted to be a singer.
Age 15, thy articles published frequently in sko newsletters.
I wanted to be a journalist.
Age 17, O levels results.
Hopes dashed.
Dreams disappeared.
Disappointed?
Discouraged?
Beyond hope?
No idea. I just dunno where i wanna go.
Wad's my true passion?
Can i realli find out what i realli love in life and ignite it into a passion?
Or do i just join smth, hoping that i will get interested in it one day,
den cry to my boyfriend when things goes wrong?
feel so weak. I want to be strong. I dun want to rely on him always.
I dun want to be in any mundane job, inside of me, i want something extraordinary.
Not just a office worker, goin to work in her own cubicle from 9 to 5.
Not just a sales assistant, with meagre pay and tiring working hours.
i crave for something glamourous.
i crave for something exciting.
i want people to admire me.
Its no freakin mistake to say this in my blog. (i mean, how many ppl can be this true
when writing their own blog?)
i dun crave for fame.. its a short term thing.
No, not actress, not singer.
these jobs are pretty superficial.
Im fuckin demanding la. Ha.
If there's one thing that i can say i have true passion with, its my fuckin obsession wit
hip hop and rock.
passion=obsession?!?
God, show me the light.
Ignite the fire in me and i will shine for u.
I wanna shine for u, Lord.
zzz.
Woke up at 4 am, itch in my nose. turns to a huge flu again.
Look, im typing deliriously. dang.
My brain cant even process properly.
Just visited the O school website- its partly organised by my church..
Teaching street dance and hip hop moves.
Feelin the 'its-interesting-i-wanna-join" itch.
U see, i have no dreams anymore.
I seriously dunno wad's my passion for life.
Age 6, cops shows are freakin popular.
I wanted to be a policewoman.
Age 13, loves singing.
I wanted to be a singer.
Age 15, thy articles published frequently in sko newsletters.
I wanted to be a journalist.
Age 17, O levels results.
Hopes dashed.
Dreams disappeared.
Disappointed?
Discouraged?
Beyond hope?
No idea. I just dunno where i wanna go.
Wad's my true passion?
Can i realli find out what i realli love in life and ignite it into a passion?
Or do i just join smth, hoping that i will get interested in it one day,
den cry to my boyfriend when things goes wrong?
feel so weak. I want to be strong. I dun want to rely on him always.
I dun want to be in any mundane job, inside of me, i want something extraordinary.
Not just a office worker, goin to work in her own cubicle from 9 to 5.
Not just a sales assistant, with meagre pay and tiring working hours.
i crave for something glamourous.
i crave for something exciting.
i want people to admire me.
Its no freakin mistake to say this in my blog. (i mean, how many ppl can be this true
when writing their own blog?)
i dun crave for fame.. its a short term thing.
No, not actress, not singer.
these jobs are pretty superficial.
Im fuckin demanding la. Ha.
If there's one thing that i can say i have true passion with, its my fuckin obsession wit
hip hop and rock.
passion=obsession?!?
God, show me the light.
Ignite the fire in me and i will shine for u.
I wanna shine for u, Lord.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Yu ting!
- Scientists believe that Yu ting began billions of years ago as an enormous ball of dust and gas!
- Fifty-two percent of Americans drink Yu ting!
- While sleeping, fifteen percent of men snore, and ten percent grind their Yu ting!
- The colour of Yu ting is no indication of her spiciness, but size usually is.
- Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of Yu ting every year!
- It takes forty minutes to hard-boil Yu ting.
- Yu ting can last longer without water than a camel can.
- Yu ting is the world's tallest woman!
- A thimbleful of Yu ting would weigh over 100 million tons!
- A Yu tingometer is used to measure Yu ting.
Monday, October 09, 2006
Went to watch "The Banquet" wit my baby few days ago.
Kinda dragged him into it, cuz u know, he is not as artistic as i am.
Hahaha.
Nah...
I always watch those typical comedies, so i wanna try something new.
And i didnt regret it, it is a great movie- Sex, lies, hatred, revenge, murder, greed..
All about being human. ha.
And what's more poisonous than venom?
"The human heart."
We are 2 suckers for movies. Haha.
Ystd we went to video ezy to borrow another DVD to watch again.
"Harold and Kumar goes white castle."
Im sure its gonna be fun.
Okie gonna watch my fav. antm show again..!!
TATA!!!!
Kinda dragged him into it, cuz u know, he is not as artistic as i am.
Hahaha.
Nah...
I always watch those typical comedies, so i wanna try something new.
And i didnt regret it, it is a great movie- Sex, lies, hatred, revenge, murder, greed..
All about being human. ha.
And what's more poisonous than venom?
"The human heart."
We are 2 suckers for movies. Haha.
Ystd we went to video ezy to borrow another DVD to watch again.
"Harold and Kumar goes white castle."
Im sure its gonna be fun.
Okie gonna watch my fav. antm show again..!!
TATA!!!!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
The fucking new semester is coming.
And i fucking hate sko. I dream about it every nite.
I dread about it every single second.
Fuck. Hope i can quit sko. Wun get me far aniwae.
Okie here to share a song that i find it very meaningful.
No F words, no S words.. just a great song.
I am not my hair- India Arie Feat. Akon
Talking:
Is that India.Arie? What happened to her hair? Ha ha ha ha ha
[Verse 1]
Little girl with the press and curl
Age eight I got a Jheri curl
Thirteen I got a relaxer
I was a source of so much laughter
At fifteen when it all broke off
Eighteen and went all natural
February two thousand and two
I went and did
What I had to do
Because it was time to change my life
To become the women that I am inside
Ninety-seven dreadlock all gone
I looked in the mirror
For the first time and saw that HEY....
[Chorus]
I am not my hair
I am not this skin
I am not your expectations
I am not my hair
I ma not this skin
I am a soul that lives within
[Talking:]
What'd she do to her hair? I don't know it look crazy
I like it. I might do that.
Umm I wouldn't go that far. I know .. ha ha ha ha
[Verse 2]
Good hair means curls and waves
Bad hair means you look like a slave
At the turn of the century
Its time for us to redefine who we be
You can shave it off
Like a South African beauty
Or get in on lock
Like Bob Marley
You can rock it straight
Like Oprah Winfrey
If its not what's on your head
Its what's underneath and say HEY....
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Does the way I wear my hair make me a better person?
Does the way I wear my hair make me a better friend? Oooh
Does the way I wear my hair determine my integrity?
I am expressing my creativity..
[Verse 3]
Breast Cancer and Chemotherapy
Took away her crown and glory
She promised God if she was to survive
She would enjoy everyday of her life ooh
On national television
Her diamond eyes are sparkling
Bald headed like a full moon shining
Singing out to the whole wide world like HEY...
[Ad lib]
If I wanna shave it close
Or if I wanna rock locks
That don't take a bit away
From the soul that I got
If I wanna wear it braided
All down my back
I don't see what wrong with that
And i fucking hate sko. I dream about it every nite.
I dread about it every single second.
Fuck. Hope i can quit sko. Wun get me far aniwae.
Okie here to share a song that i find it very meaningful.
No F words, no S words.. just a great song.
I am not my hair- India Arie Feat. Akon
Talking:
Is that India.Arie? What happened to her hair? Ha ha ha ha ha
[Verse 1]
Little girl with the press and curl
Age eight I got a Jheri curl
Thirteen I got a relaxer
I was a source of so much laughter
At fifteen when it all broke off
Eighteen and went all natural
February two thousand and two
I went and did
What I had to do
Because it was time to change my life
To become the women that I am inside
Ninety-seven dreadlock all gone
I looked in the mirror
For the first time and saw that HEY....
[Chorus]
I am not my hair
I am not this skin
I am not your expectations
I am not my hair
I ma not this skin
I am a soul that lives within
[Talking:]
What'd she do to her hair? I don't know it look crazy
I like it. I might do that.
Umm I wouldn't go that far. I know .. ha ha ha ha
[Verse 2]
Good hair means curls and waves
Bad hair means you look like a slave
At the turn of the century
Its time for us to redefine who we be
You can shave it off
Like a South African beauty
Or get in on lock
Like Bob Marley
You can rock it straight
Like Oprah Winfrey
If its not what's on your head
Its what's underneath and say HEY....
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Does the way I wear my hair make me a better person?
Does the way I wear my hair make me a better friend? Oooh
Does the way I wear my hair determine my integrity?
I am expressing my creativity..
[Verse 3]
Breast Cancer and Chemotherapy
Took away her crown and glory
She promised God if she was to survive
She would enjoy everyday of her life ooh
On national television
Her diamond eyes are sparkling
Bald headed like a full moon shining
Singing out to the whole wide world like HEY...
[Ad lib]
If I wanna shave it close
Or if I wanna rock locks
That don't take a bit away
From the soul that I got
If I wanna wear it braided
All down my back
I don't see what wrong with that
Monday, October 02, 2006
Lord.. let me know.
Should i trust my instincts, my heart and my own feelings,
or should i do what i SHOULD do?
What they tell me to do?
Wad is morally right?
Wad is right?
Wad is wrong?
Looking back on the past few years..ive been a good girl. Doin wad people think its right.
Listening to people's advice and following it.
I was sensitive bout people's feelings, afraid that i might hurt people's feelings,
so i did what i dont feel like doing.
Or maybe i wasnt...?
Is it just a facade?
Maybe i just wanna find a friend?
Maybe i just wanna be popular?
Maybe i just wanna let people think that im a nice person.
And maybe that isnt realli true after all.
I dun want to be bad, i dun want to be nasty.
I just dun want to be a hypocrite.
i wanna do things i feel like doing, say things i feel like saying.
I dun want to play the "i think they will think that way bout me.. " game wit myself.
Its tiring.
I want to be real.
Few days before went out wit a hypocrite friend of mine. She still hasnt change.
Before hanging out i was like, shit, better dun reveal too much secret, or wadeva things
bout myself, she is bound to spread it like wildfire, den people will have a bad impression
of me.
It was always a struggle to hang out wit her in sec sko, cos' she was always telling me how
bad those people are, and then got along so well with them.
she showed me how hypocrisy is like, and i hate it.
When we met up again few days ago, i was surprised. Not by her. By myself.
How much ive changed. (Because she hasnt.)
ive realised over the months, ive changed not only by appearance, but my thinkin as well.
Im no longer what she thinks i am.
She didnt manage to break me down.
Still trying to find the real me. After so many things that has been said and done,
im still quite lost in what is right and what is wrong.
Some things are still pretty vague to me.
But i'll have to follow my heart.
Im no longer a kid anymore, i think for myself.
Bye bye, Ms Nice.
Hello, Real Me!
Should i trust my instincts, my heart and my own feelings,
or should i do what i SHOULD do?
What they tell me to do?
Wad is morally right?
Wad is right?
Wad is wrong?
Looking back on the past few years..ive been a good girl. Doin wad people think its right.
Listening to people's advice and following it.
I was sensitive bout people's feelings, afraid that i might hurt people's feelings,
so i did what i dont feel like doing.
Or maybe i wasnt...?
Is it just a facade?
Maybe i just wanna find a friend?
Maybe i just wanna be popular?
Maybe i just wanna let people think that im a nice person.
And maybe that isnt realli true after all.
I dun want to be bad, i dun want to be nasty.
I just dun want to be a hypocrite.
i wanna do things i feel like doing, say things i feel like saying.
I dun want to play the "i think they will think that way bout me.. " game wit myself.
Its tiring.
I want to be real.
Few days before went out wit a hypocrite friend of mine. She still hasnt change.
Before hanging out i was like, shit, better dun reveal too much secret, or wadeva things
bout myself, she is bound to spread it like wildfire, den people will have a bad impression
of me.
It was always a struggle to hang out wit her in sec sko, cos' she was always telling me how
bad those people are, and then got along so well with them.
she showed me how hypocrisy is like, and i hate it.
When we met up again few days ago, i was surprised. Not by her. By myself.
How much ive changed. (Because she hasnt.)
ive realised over the months, ive changed not only by appearance, but my thinkin as well.
Im no longer what she thinks i am.
She didnt manage to break me down.
Still trying to find the real me. After so many things that has been said and done,
im still quite lost in what is right and what is wrong.
Some things are still pretty vague to me.
But i'll have to follow my heart.
Im no longer a kid anymore, i think for myself.
Bye bye, Ms Nice.
Hello, Real Me!
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Jux read a touching article in the reader's digest.
Its about this man suffering from extreme amnesia- he couldnt remember
anybody except his wife.
He have to live in the brain surgery unit everyday, but he would always
reognise his wife's voice everytime she calls.
Everytime he wakes up, he forgets what happened yesterday and repeat
his conversation every single day.
But his wife will never get tired of what he says. She works full time to
support his medical fees and talks regularly with him daily by the phone.
The couple only meets up every weekend where they spend their time playing
music together.
Getting all emo.. hahaha.
Love is a crazy thing.
Heartbreaking yet so empowering.
How many people actually found true love in their lives?
Love is not all abt affection, intimacy, or sweet talking.
Its not all about the "I am attached" status.
True love is when a couple go thru thick and thin, high times and low times,
and still able to love each other.
Some of my girl friends got attached, they called their steads "hubby",
"lao gong" and all the other mushy stuff.
For me, i realli wish to call him that but the future is really unknown.
But what i really know is that right now, i love him a lot.
Willing to sacrify my everything for him.
Next week is his birthday and our 10th mth anniversary. (n it actualli falls on
the same day!)
Cant wait to celebrate! =)
Its about this man suffering from extreme amnesia- he couldnt remember
anybody except his wife.
He have to live in the brain surgery unit everyday, but he would always
reognise his wife's voice everytime she calls.
Everytime he wakes up, he forgets what happened yesterday and repeat
his conversation every single day.
But his wife will never get tired of what he says. She works full time to
support his medical fees and talks regularly with him daily by the phone.
The couple only meets up every weekend where they spend their time playing
music together.
Getting all emo.. hahaha.
Love is a crazy thing.
Heartbreaking yet so empowering.
How many people actually found true love in their lives?
Love is not all abt affection, intimacy, or sweet talking.
Its not all about the "I am attached" status.
True love is when a couple go thru thick and thin, high times and low times,
and still able to love each other.
Some of my girl friends got attached, they called their steads "hubby",
"lao gong" and all the other mushy stuff.
For me, i realli wish to call him that but the future is really unknown.
But what i really know is that right now, i love him a lot.
Willing to sacrify my everything for him.
Next week is his birthday and our 10th mth anniversary. (n it actualli falls on
the same day!)
Cant wait to celebrate! =)
Thursday, September 28, 2006
These entry is for all the guys that are clueless.
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a fewseconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "Ill love you forever,"
she means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Getit?!?
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a fewseconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "Ill love you forever,"
she means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Getit?!?
Dao Qing's blog caused quite a huge hoo-ha bout racism.
Yeah.. a touchy subject ya know.
We are all racist thinking bout how racist other people is- that's human.
Malays breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Chinese breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Indians breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Eurasians breathe, eat, shit and farts.
So what is the *** difference between all the races in Spore?
Cause we have different skin colour?
How shallow is it huh?
I suppose its smth that passes from generation to generation.
Parents always characterize other races by stereotypes.
Naturally we grew up thinking," Yeah, maybe that's true."
And when we go out and meet a few people like that, it clicks wit everything our
parents told us.
We assumed everybody who is of their race/religion are like that.
I never realise racism is such a big problem before.
I was in a Buddhist primary sko, and 99.9% are Chinese.
(the other 0.1% is a mixed.)
In my secondary school years, thou there are malays and indians,
majority are chinese.
But i managed to click with the malays. though their always in a group,
we still chat once in a while.
Sometimes we speak our language in front of them, but no doubt there is mutual respect.
In sec 5 i found 2 best buds
- one indian-malay mix and one pure malay (& a fuckin fat one, heh).
Then when i came to ITE, everything changes.
They made racist joke in malay in front of the whole class.
They made fun of my God.
And im like thinking, So, now, they are the majority, so they can do whatever they want?
In what way are chinese less superior than the malays?
But now i realise, why am i angry at malays as a whole?
Some malays did that. But not all.
Am i thinking the way these shallow people think?
I have brains, ya know.
Its just people. they are a bunch of imbecile-s.
Dumb is an appropraite word to describe.
But not because they are malays, but they are just dumb in the head.
They think its damn amusing to make these kinda jokes.
Well, i find it amusing that they find these kinda things amusing.
Ironic.
Just let them say what they want, and let them laugh all they want.
Because only smart people have the last laugh.
And all the smart people of the world (regardless of race, language or religion say Amen.
ha.
Yeah.. a touchy subject ya know.
We are all racist thinking bout how racist other people is- that's human.
Malays breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Chinese breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Indians breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Eurasians breathe, eat, shit and farts.
So what is the *** difference between all the races in Spore?
Cause we have different skin colour?
How shallow is it huh?
I suppose its smth that passes from generation to generation.
Parents always characterize other races by stereotypes.
Naturally we grew up thinking," Yeah, maybe that's true."
And when we go out and meet a few people like that, it clicks wit everything our
parents told us.
We assumed everybody who is of their race/religion are like that.
I never realise racism is such a big problem before.
I was in a Buddhist primary sko, and 99.9% are Chinese.
(the other 0.1% is a mixed.)
In my secondary school years, thou there are malays and indians,
majority are chinese.
But i managed to click with the malays. though their always in a group,
we still chat once in a while.
Sometimes we speak our language in front of them, but no doubt there is mutual respect.
In sec 5 i found 2 best buds
- one indian-malay mix and one pure malay (& a fuckin fat one, heh).
Then when i came to ITE, everything changes.
They made racist joke in malay in front of the whole class.
They made fun of my God.
And im like thinking, So, now, they are the majority, so they can do whatever they want?
In what way are chinese less superior than the malays?
But now i realise, why am i angry at malays as a whole?
Some malays did that. But not all.
Am i thinking the way these shallow people think?
I have brains, ya know.
Its just people. they are a bunch of imbecile-s.
Dumb is an appropraite word to describe.
But not because they are malays, but they are just dumb in the head.
They think its damn amusing to make these kinda jokes.
Well, i find it amusing that they find these kinda things amusing.
Ironic.
Just let them say what they want, and let them laugh all they want.
Because only smart people have the last laugh.
And all the smart people of the world (regardless of race, language or religion say Amen.
ha.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Yo!
Time to bitch bout ANTM again!!!
Woot!
wow, and Jade's said she wanna be a Kindergarden teacher.
And i tot its a joke.
Does she even have compassion?
and cmon, wit her fuckin looks like tt, she will probably scare all the kids away.
See the way she posed at the pics, she looks like Bai ling.
And both of them are equally ****.
She said to the other contestant," Its not American's Next Top Best Friend."
But its not American's Next Top Bitch either.
Im sure she will come out tops for that contest. Ha.
And Gina.. Its a waste, i guess she has alrdy give up on herelf and the competition.
Its not bout the looks really, its bout self-confidence.
Okie, i shall bitch next tym, my bro's watching South Park- vol 3 (An Elephant makes love
to a pig) so i cant help but to watch it wit him.
Plus all those Hip hop dirty r&b, my fav entertainment-s is slowly corrupting my mind.
Or shld i say im alrdy fucking corrupted.
There i go again.
Time to bitch bout ANTM again!!!
Woot!
wow, and Jade's said she wanna be a Kindergarden teacher.
And i tot its a joke.
Does she even have compassion?
and cmon, wit her fuckin looks like tt, she will probably scare all the kids away.
See the way she posed at the pics, she looks like Bai ling.
And both of them are equally ****.
She said to the other contestant," Its not American's Next Top Best Friend."
But its not American's Next Top Bitch either.
Im sure she will come out tops for that contest. Ha.
And Gina.. Its a waste, i guess she has alrdy give up on herelf and the competition.
Its not bout the looks really, its bout self-confidence.
Okie, i shall bitch next tym, my bro's watching South Park- vol 3 (An Elephant makes love
to a pig) so i cant help but to watch it wit him.
Plus all those Hip hop dirty r&b, my fav entertainment-s is slowly corrupting my mind.
Or shld i say im alrdy fucking corrupted.
There i go again.
Monday, September 25, 2006
Ystd's been a real scary day at work for me.
Eversince i started working at SMC, ive seen lotsa crazy shopper (some even regular ones).
Crazy as in there's a nut screwed up in their heads.
Most of them are harmless, we just ignore them, but ystd i met a real scary one.
My supervisor's out, so im left alone in the shop.
I was serving an auntie who was looking for vcds, so i go all the way to the back
to search for her.
At the same time there's a man in his 50s kept staring at me.
The auntie couldnt get what she want so she left the shop,
and then this man is like practically shouting," EH!"
So i ask him whether he need any assistance, then he said eh again then he move
forward like he's gonna attack me.
He look so fierce.
I backed off.
It happens the second time, i culdnt stand it so i went to the front where there is
a regular customer (who is also crazy but harmless).
Then that scary man walk right in front then he started to scold me stupid.
He look so fierce like he's gonna attack me.
Now, this is like a pet peeve, i hate ppl scolding me "stupid."
U can scold me anything, but not stupid.
So thou i was shaking inside, i shout back, i called him mad.
Well i was being honest rite? ha.
He stand outside the shop and giving me that angry stare.
So i glared at him.
Im seriously fucking pissed,
i m ready to defend myself by hurling cds if he ever attack me.
Im realli freaked out.
Den i told that harmless crazy guy that i was freaked out.
He laughed.
And i said," U dunno meh, there are lotsa crazy people at thomson plaza."
He said," Really?!?"
And im like thinking, " yeah, ur one of them."
But thnk God he is there, if not i dunno what will happen to me.
i used to think he is farkin annoying, but i guess he is just lonely.
At least he is harmless.
Eversince i started working at SMC, ive seen lotsa crazy shopper (some even regular ones).
Crazy as in there's a nut screwed up in their heads.
Most of them are harmless, we just ignore them, but ystd i met a real scary one.
My supervisor's out, so im left alone in the shop.
I was serving an auntie who was looking for vcds, so i go all the way to the back
to search for her.
At the same time there's a man in his 50s kept staring at me.
The auntie couldnt get what she want so she left the shop,
and then this man is like practically shouting," EH!"
So i ask him whether he need any assistance, then he said eh again then he move
forward like he's gonna attack me.
He look so fierce.
I backed off.
It happens the second time, i culdnt stand it so i went to the front where there is
a regular customer (who is also crazy but harmless).
Then that scary man walk right in front then he started to scold me stupid.
He look so fierce like he's gonna attack me.
Now, this is like a pet peeve, i hate ppl scolding me "stupid."
U can scold me anything, but not stupid.
So thou i was shaking inside, i shout back, i called him mad.
Well i was being honest rite? ha.
He stand outside the shop and giving me that angry stare.
So i glared at him.
Im seriously fucking pissed,
i m ready to defend myself by hurling cds if he ever attack me.
Im realli freaked out.
Den i told that harmless crazy guy that i was freaked out.
He laughed.
And i said," U dunno meh, there are lotsa crazy people at thomson plaza."
He said," Really?!?"
And im like thinking, " yeah, ur one of them."
But thnk God he is there, if not i dunno what will happen to me.
i used to think he is farkin annoying, but i guess he is just lonely.
At least he is harmless.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Okie, this update is to satisfy some "faithful" readers of mine. Ha.
Feeling a bit of a hangover now, cux i accidentally added
wine into my grass jelly ystd.
N i didnt even noe. How dumb was i huh?
Well, the grass jelly itself is sweet but i didnt noe.
N damn it, how m i suppose to noe that my mom put cooking wine into the goddamn jar (used to contain honey.)
So u culdnt blame me.
Ystd's Sunday (Its early in the morning now so i can blog bout ydae, heh).
N i had to work.
I hate working on Sundays. Lotsa shitty customers who have no shopping "etiquette".
There's this uncle who put the rewards card on the table and didnt say anything,
so i tot it was for smth else and cash in wit his visa,
and he said he wanna use the rewards card.
" Den i put there for wad?" He said as if i was dumb.
For heaven's sake, uncle, pls open ur fucking golden mouth n talk ya?
I m not a mind reader u 1beep2.
then comes and auntie, want me to airplay so many disc,
but dun even noe what the heck she wanna buy.
Another customer came and said, " Oh, Luther vandross is nice.. But he died of stroke at a young age."
Den that auntie said," really??? He died..OH!!!"
In the end, out of 6 cds, she only bought one.
Guess, Its Luther Vandross.
Pls have a mind of ur own, music is something u explore,
she dunno even noe a shit bout music.
Sad.
Den i suggest u use the money to invest on anti ageing creams, auntie.
okie okie, that's all for now. More shit to tell u next time,
cus im waitin for a vip to come.
Heh.
And i DEMAND a hangout wit the Wewes.
Feeling a bit of a hangover now, cux i accidentally added
wine into my grass jelly ystd.
N i didnt even noe. How dumb was i huh?
Well, the grass jelly itself is sweet but i didnt noe.
N damn it, how m i suppose to noe that my mom put cooking wine into the goddamn jar (used to contain honey.)
So u culdnt blame me.
Ystd's Sunday (Its early in the morning now so i can blog bout ydae, heh).
N i had to work.
I hate working on Sundays. Lotsa shitty customers who have no shopping "etiquette".
There's this uncle who put the rewards card on the table and didnt say anything,
so i tot it was for smth else and cash in wit his visa,
and he said he wanna use the rewards card.
" Den i put there for wad?" He said as if i was dumb.
For heaven's sake, uncle, pls open ur fucking golden mouth n talk ya?
I m not a mind reader u 1beep2.
then comes and auntie, want me to airplay so many disc,
but dun even noe what the heck she wanna buy.
Another customer came and said, " Oh, Luther vandross is nice.. But he died of stroke at a young age."
Den that auntie said," really??? He died..OH!!!"
In the end, out of 6 cds, she only bought one.
Guess, Its Luther Vandross.
Pls have a mind of ur own, music is something u explore,
she dunno even noe a shit bout music.
Sad.
Den i suggest u use the money to invest on anti ageing creams, auntie.
okie okie, that's all for now. More shit to tell u next time,
cus im waitin for a vip to come.
Heh.
And i DEMAND a hangout wit the Wewes.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
NOVEMBER HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new
people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this
month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
WAHAHA!
Just finished watchin ANTM on tape.
The korean girl Gina is pretty, but she should be proud of her heritage.
I mean, if ur an Asian, then ur an Asian.
its America's next top model, not AmericaN next top model.
Getit?!?
i dun understand why some people wanna dye their hair gold and
tryin to be an ang moh.
For me, im proud to be an Asian! =)
And i hate that bitch (Jade) who is constantly trying to put her down.
What? She got a prob wit Asian or smth?!?
I tell you, she dun haf the right.
Why?
BECAUSE SHE IS DAMN FUCKING UGLY.
Look at her looks. *Puke*
So fuckin ugly so she feels that there's a need to put ppl down so
she could win.
Fugly bitch.
Still wanna be an america's next top model?
The judges must be blind to have her as one.
Eww. She is the ugliest and the most digusting bitch contestant ive seen
in any cycle.
look at her evil smirks and all. She must have worship satan or smth.
Eww!
Okie, its just me and my fav show. Wahaha.
IM OBSESSED!
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new
people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this
month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
WAHAHA!
Just finished watchin ANTM on tape.
The korean girl Gina is pretty, but she should be proud of her heritage.
I mean, if ur an Asian, then ur an Asian.
its America's next top model, not AmericaN next top model.
Getit?!?
i dun understand why some people wanna dye their hair gold and
tryin to be an ang moh.
For me, im proud to be an Asian! =)
And i hate that bitch (Jade) who is constantly trying to put her down.
What? She got a prob wit Asian or smth?!?
I tell you, she dun haf the right.
Why?
BECAUSE SHE IS DAMN FUCKING UGLY.
Look at her looks. *Puke*
So fuckin ugly so she feels that there's a need to put ppl down so
she could win.
Fugly bitch.
Still wanna be an america's next top model?
The judges must be blind to have her as one.
Eww. She is the ugliest and the most digusting bitch contestant ive seen
in any cycle.
look at her evil smirks and all. She must have worship satan or smth.
Eww!
Okie, its just me and my fav show. Wahaha.
IM OBSESSED!
Monday, September 18, 2006
The Lord spoke to me, so loud and clear.
He said, "Give me some time."
I never actually believe God can speak to people,
but its true.
Its not that hard to differentiate God's voice
with your own voice actually.
Its pretty amazing.
Let me share an inspiring word from the bible.
"Let your light so shine before men,
that they may see your good works
and glorify your Father in heaven."
- Matthew 5:16
Yeah. It doesnt really matter whether
we are from ITE, Poly or JC.
Being in which institute doesnt necessary gauge ur future.
ITE doesnt mean its the end. We are bright students, we really are.
Its just that we slacked too much.
Most of us have better imagination than those people
who practically memorise the whole model composition book
just to score their Eng O lvls, no pun intended.
I am gonna be a living testimony for God!
Before i end this entry, just wanna tell u a good news.
I
have
Gotten
anOther
GEMS
CARD!
WoOT~!
He said, "Give me some time."
I never actually believe God can speak to people,
but its true.
Its not that hard to differentiate God's voice
with your own voice actually.
Its pretty amazing.
Let me share an inspiring word from the bible.
"Let your light so shine before men,
that they may see your good works
and glorify your Father in heaven."
- Matthew 5:16
Yeah. It doesnt really matter whether
we are from ITE, Poly or JC.
Being in which institute doesnt necessary gauge ur future.
ITE doesnt mean its the end. We are bright students, we really are.
Its just that we slacked too much.
Most of us have better imagination than those people
who practically memorise the whole model composition book
just to score their Eng O lvls, no pun intended.
I am gonna be a living testimony for God!
Before i end this entry, just wanna tell u a good news.
I
have
Gotten
anOther
GEMS
CARD!
WoOT~!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Hey bloggy... Should i tell u a secret?!?
Hm.. i dun think so...
Should i?
Its pretty embarassing.................................................................
Let me think................. Hm..........................................................
Okie okie it wun hurt niwaes..
Here goes...
i miss skool.
AARGH! What have i said! Wad the *!!!!!
How on earth did my fingers type this out?
WAD THE *! Wad the *!
Hm.. i dun think so...
Should i?
Its pretty embarassing.................................................................
Let me think................. Hm..........................................................
Okie okie it wun hurt niwaes..
Here goes...
i miss skool.
AARGH! What have i said! Wad the *!!!!!
How on earth did my fingers type this out?
WAD THE *! Wad the *!
Music: Bullet for my valentine- All these things i hate (Revolve around me)
Once more I'll say goodbye to you.
Things happen, but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this
Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
All these things i hate evolves around me.
Just back off before i snap!
It hasnt been smooth sailing today.
I just felt sad, over what? I seriously cant put my finger on the prob.
Was it because of my new cell group?
Toie?
Somedays i wake up feeling fresh and confident, ready to crack some stupid joke.
But somedays, things just feel so out of place, like im not myself.
It's one of these days that i hate my freaking character.
I guess im just a fuckin introvert. Cant realli mixed around well wit new people.
Its my problem, really, my own * problem.
Since young i always like to shy away from people, when i was a bit older, i only tok to those whom i feel like talking to, and we ended up being pretty good friends, and they say i wasnt myself the first few days that i met them.
And now, i tried to mix around. I did. And some people think im friendly, im not. Im just a fuckin antisocial tryin to be friendly. I dun even what the fuck is wrong wit me. Ok, im not very fugly in appearance, but im just not very confident on the inside. I seriously dunno y.
Maybe i just dunno how to express myself when im talking. When i communicate wit toie, i just culdnt really tell him how i was feeling. If i were to write, i can write ten pages full for him.
Aargh. I feel like a *! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT ME!?!
Why cant i be as charismatic as them?
Why God Why!
On a lighter note, i just recieved 2 GEMS card ystd!!!
Woot!
GEMS= Go the Extra Mile Service
Heh. Call me easily contented- im just very motivated by those pink cards!
Im so determined to serve my customers better!!
Hope i'll be happier for the days to come. Im an emotional freak.
Why m i always putting myself down?
Aargh, i dunno.
Im just lookin forward to my best buds hangout on weds.
Cux sop is a more antisocial then me! Yays! =P
Once more I'll say goodbye to you.
Things happen, but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this
Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
All these things i hate evolves around me.
Just back off before i snap!
It hasnt been smooth sailing today.
I just felt sad, over what? I seriously cant put my finger on the prob.
Was it because of my new cell group?
Toie?
Somedays i wake up feeling fresh and confident, ready to crack some stupid joke.
But somedays, things just feel so out of place, like im not myself.
It's one of these days that i hate my freaking character.
I guess im just a fuckin introvert. Cant realli mixed around well wit new people.
Its my problem, really, my own * problem.
Since young i always like to shy away from people, when i was a bit older, i only tok to those whom i feel like talking to, and we ended up being pretty good friends, and they say i wasnt myself the first few days that i met them.
And now, i tried to mix around. I did. And some people think im friendly, im not. Im just a fuckin antisocial tryin to be friendly. I dun even what the fuck is wrong wit me. Ok, im not very fugly in appearance, but im just not very confident on the inside. I seriously dunno y.
Maybe i just dunno how to express myself when im talking. When i communicate wit toie, i just culdnt really tell him how i was feeling. If i were to write, i can write ten pages full for him.
Aargh. I feel like a *! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT ME!?!
Why cant i be as charismatic as them?
Why God Why!
On a lighter note, i just recieved 2 GEMS card ystd!!!
Woot!
GEMS= Go the Extra Mile Service
Heh. Call me easily contented- im just very motivated by those pink cards!
Im so determined to serve my customers better!!
Hope i'll be happier for the days to come. Im an emotional freak.
Why m i always putting myself down?
Aargh, i dunno.
Im just lookin forward to my best buds hangout on weds.
Cux sop is a more antisocial then me! Yays! =P
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
I was an effin idiot. And i still am. Haha.
Things turn out better. Starting to see the light.
Finished our exams ystd, it isnt tt easy. Some of my frens are realli f* up bout the paper, well, i dun realli expect myself to get high marks, after all, i didnt realli put in much effort. Ha.
Okie, i promise that i will study hard next semester. It isnt an empty promise.
But right now, IT'S TIME FOR HOLS!!! WOOT!!!!!
I do miss my best buds (sop if ur readin tis), i cant wait to hang out wit em la. Niwaes seldom see Sop in sko, even if we do, we acted like strangers. Ive no idea why.
But well..... i want another food trip. ( and yes ur treating =P)
Oh and im gonna miss my girls too. We had so much fun bitching at the airport ystd. i realise that im becomin such a bitch after i know them, wahaha..
Or shuld i say that they made me realise the potential bitch i have in me.
Im so crappy today. But aargh, whatever.
And i realise i seriously shuldnt use the word "whatever", its freakin irritating.
I need to hang out wit so many people, but i dun think i have tt much time, most probably i'll be burying myself in work.
"Money, why are u so important?!?" (Quote and unquote from Mrsop.blogspot.com.)
I freakin agree.
Things turn out better. Starting to see the light.
Finished our exams ystd, it isnt tt easy. Some of my frens are realli f* up bout the paper, well, i dun realli expect myself to get high marks, after all, i didnt realli put in much effort. Ha.
Okie, i promise that i will study hard next semester. It isnt an empty promise.
But right now, IT'S TIME FOR HOLS!!! WOOT!!!!!
I do miss my best buds (sop if ur readin tis), i cant wait to hang out wit em la. Niwaes seldom see Sop in sko, even if we do, we acted like strangers. Ive no idea why.
But well..... i want another food trip. ( and yes ur treating =P)
Oh and im gonna miss my girls too. We had so much fun bitching at the airport ystd. i realise that im becomin such a bitch after i know them, wahaha..
Or shuld i say that they made me realise the potential bitch i have in me.
Im so crappy today. But aargh, whatever.
And i realise i seriously shuldnt use the word "whatever", its freakin irritating.
I need to hang out wit so many people, but i dun think i have tt much time, most probably i'll be burying myself in work.
"Money, why are u so important?!?" (Quote and unquote from Mrsop.blogspot.com.)
I freakin agree.
Monday, September 11, 2006
"Just after you achieved a spiritual victory, is when you're the most vulnerable.
When suddenly you don't sense the presence of God in your life anymore. Instead, you sense this overwhelming force of darkness surrounding you. The devil screaming in your ears, mocking you, tempting you to compromise. You won't have to find distractions. Distractions will automatically find you. The whole thing makes you feel like exploding on the inside. You feel like a balloon being pricked by a needle."
Wow. Gary's words suddenly enlightened me. ha.
Thnks Gary.
When suddenly you don't sense the presence of God in your life anymore. Instead, you sense this overwhelming force of darkness surrounding you. The devil screaming in your ears, mocking you, tempting you to compromise. You won't have to find distractions. Distractions will automatically find you. The whole thing makes you feel like exploding on the inside. You feel like a balloon being pricked by a needle."
Wow. Gary's words suddenly enlightened me. ha.
Thnks Gary.
Feeling: Lost
Music: Lucifer's angel
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Must i sit here and try to stand it?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I make the right moves but Im lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
It’s all too much to take in
If I turn my back Im defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then theyll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
Im so afraid that Im out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to
Dont you know ?
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside
Music: Lucifer's angel
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Must i sit here and try to stand it?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I make the right moves but Im lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
It’s all too much to take in
If I turn my back Im defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then theyll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
Im so afraid that Im out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to
Dont you know ?
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Was in the bus just now, there is this 2 girls sitting in front of me cuddling each other. Ha.
I find it interesting. Im sick. Ha. Whenever i saw 2 guys browsing cds in my shop, i'll be wondering whether they are brokeback mountains.
Its getting more popular in Singapore, i dun give a damn but the government should consider bout it. Not enuf babies in the coming future. Wahaha.
Thnks peeps for all ur tags. At least i've friends who love me. Heex.
Went to yun's family gathering at pasir ris park, it was a night i will never forget.
Her 5 year old cuzzy is soooo cute! Love her a lot. We brought the children to the playground and played games we havent played for ages. Then this other kid began to join us, and soon enuf, we had lotsa lotsa fun!
It sure brings back the childhood memories. I love kids.
I can feel a very special connection wit em, and i find them very inspiring.
They do not need to care much bout wad others think, so lovable and they are contented and happy with the simplest thing.
it feels great playing catching wit them, and i run, it feels like i was a 5 year old kid again, with no worries, no pain, no sorrow.
I felt so free.
Xin Yi. Isnt she sweet?!?
Drew this for her. She's so happi wit my drawing! *Proud*
And i miss toie so much.
Now waiting for his call. I pray for him everyday.
Aargh, i just love him so much!!!
Enuf of this sappy shit. Cya next entry.
Oh ya, and all the best for ur exams tmr =)
I find it interesting. Im sick. Ha. Whenever i saw 2 guys browsing cds in my shop, i'll be wondering whether they are brokeback mountains.
Its getting more popular in Singapore, i dun give a damn but the government should consider bout it. Not enuf babies in the coming future. Wahaha.
Thnks peeps for all ur tags. At least i've friends who love me. Heex.
Went to yun's family gathering at pasir ris park, it was a night i will never forget.
Her 5 year old cuzzy is soooo cute! Love her a lot. We brought the children to the playground and played games we havent played for ages. Then this other kid began to join us, and soon enuf, we had lotsa lotsa fun!
It sure brings back the childhood memories. I love kids.
I can feel a very special connection wit em, and i find them very inspiring.
They do not need to care much bout wad others think, so lovable and they are contented and happy with the simplest thing.
it feels great playing catching wit them, and i run, it feels like i was a 5 year old kid again, with no worries, no pain, no sorrow.
I felt so free.
Xin Yi. Isnt she sweet?!?
Drew this for her. She's so happi wit my drawing! *Proud*
And i miss toie so much.
Now waiting for his call. I pray for him everyday.
Aargh, i just love him so much!!!
Enuf of this sappy shit. Cya next entry.
Oh ya, and all the best for ur exams tmr =)
Friday, September 08, 2006
Why is it always that i have an off day and i choose to stay at home, quarrels happen?
WHY?!?
If its not for this reason, its for the other.
All the fingers pointing at me.
We were having dinner and i finished eating first, i went ahead to watch my vcd.
After they come back, that woman said:" WHy is the dining table so messy?"
Me: I finished my dinner first.
Her: Why are u so selfish? U shuld have cleaned up for bro and sis.
Me: But how m i suppose to know whether they have dirtied the table? I have my own stuff to do rite? U dun expect me to wait for them to finish their food then clean their table for them, rite?
Her: U shuld at least tell them to clean the table themselves rite?
WTF!
Is this fair?
Im not a fucking naggy housewife like her who will observe every single thing they do.
Im 17, gimme a break!
i have my own life.
Every thing i do is selfish. One pri 4, one Sec2, they should be responsible for their own stuff.
Am i suppose to remind them to do all their shit? So when they need to go toilet i have to stand outside the bathroom and remind them to flush the toilet bowl?!?
IT ISNT FAIR.
It isnt fucking fair!
Then my dad starts to come in and said i have no freaking respect for her wadsoever.
He said i dun belong to this family since i wanna believe in Christianity.
"Go to ur Father God, why regard us as a family?!?"
My dad is the only reason why i want to go home. It seems that it doesnt even fucking matter at all.
Ths house is so beautifully painted with the colour of warm peach..
But yet it feels so cold.
For me, this house is only for shower, sleep, and breakfast.
Other than that, everything i do seems so damn wrong.
Life is just work, sko and friends.
I dun feel like goin to church anymore, it isnt meant for motherfucking sinners like me who is bound to go to hell anyway.
Since he is not around, the only thing i can do to get rid of all the thoughts in my head is to blast rock the whole night.
I think im going deaf soon.
You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed
But so have you- Guilty (The Rasmus)
WHY?!?
If its not for this reason, its for the other.
All the fingers pointing at me.
We were having dinner and i finished eating first, i went ahead to watch my vcd.
After they come back, that woman said:" WHy is the dining table so messy?"
Me: I finished my dinner first.
Her: Why are u so selfish? U shuld have cleaned up for bro and sis.
Me: But how m i suppose to know whether they have dirtied the table? I have my own stuff to do rite? U dun expect me to wait for them to finish their food then clean their table for them, rite?
Her: U shuld at least tell them to clean the table themselves rite?
WTF!
Is this fair?
Im not a fucking naggy housewife like her who will observe every single thing they do.
Im 17, gimme a break!
i have my own life.
Every thing i do is selfish. One pri 4, one Sec2, they should be responsible for their own stuff.
Am i suppose to remind them to do all their shit? So when they need to go toilet i have to stand outside the bathroom and remind them to flush the toilet bowl?!?
IT ISNT FAIR.
It isnt fucking fair!
Then my dad starts to come in and said i have no freaking respect for her wadsoever.
He said i dun belong to this family since i wanna believe in Christianity.
"Go to ur Father God, why regard us as a family?!?"
My dad is the only reason why i want to go home. It seems that it doesnt even fucking matter at all.
Ths house is so beautifully painted with the colour of warm peach..
But yet it feels so cold.
For me, this house is only for shower, sleep, and breakfast.
Other than that, everything i do seems so damn wrong.
Life is just work, sko and friends.
I dun feel like goin to church anymore, it isnt meant for motherfucking sinners like me who is bound to go to hell anyway.
Since he is not around, the only thing i can do to get rid of all the thoughts in my head is to blast rock the whole night.
I think im going deaf soon.
You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed
But so have you- Guilty (The Rasmus)
Mood: Disappointed
Music: F-F-F-Falling- The Rasmus
When people got new friends, they moved on.
I supposed.
Sigh.
friends forever?!?
How many friendships will last a lifetime?
Things change.
LIFE STILL GOES ON.
I don't go to school every single day
I've got my reason to sleep
Don't you tell me how I should be
Made up my mind 'bout the music
Made up my mind 'bout the style
This life is so full of temptation
And I want to keep it that way
I know myself I can handle the game
Made up my mind 'bout the future
Made up my mind 'bout the past
I know that I'm stable and able to hold on
i need a flame I need a spark
Don't be afraid to open my heart
I need a game I need a shock
Don't be afraid my heart is unlocked.
Music: F-F-F-Falling- The Rasmus
When people got new friends, they moved on.
I supposed.
Sigh.
friends forever?!?
How many friendships will last a lifetime?
Things change.
LIFE STILL GOES ON.
I don't go to school every single day
I've got my reason to sleep
Don't you tell me how I should be
Made up my mind 'bout the music
Made up my mind 'bout the style
This life is so full of temptation
And I want to keep it that way
I know myself I can handle the game
Made up my mind 'bout the future
Made up my mind 'bout the past
I know that I'm stable and able to hold on
i need a flame I need a spark
Don't be afraid to open my heart
I need a game I need a shock
Don't be afraid my heart is unlocked.
1 idoit.
2 idiots.
4 idiots.
1 shawty and 1 idiot.
2 idiots rejoice.
And 10 Little INDIAN BOYS!!!
Yays.
Im here to post again!!!!!
New pics to entertain thyself.....
Im here to post again!!!!!
New pics to entertain thyself.....
(In the risk of getting killed.)
haha.
2 days.
2 more days.
Racial Harmony?
I DUN GIVE A SHIT!
Cant realli post much, i dun wanna get sued or smth.
Thank God Its Friday.
Enjoy ur weekend peeps!
(While i mugged for my exams. Sigh.)
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
My covenant with the Lord
3rd day since he has been away.
He'll be coming back for awhile but i haf no idea when.
Pray that i'll be able to meet him. =)
Juz read my classmate's blog, it seems that almost every Christian have the same problems. Sigh.
One of the 3 rules every Christian is to marry somebody with the same belief.
Even if it is not a rule, it is difficult to communicate with somebody who doesnt have the same belief or simply doesnt believe that ur God existed.
It is never easy to be a Christian. Nobody said it was easy. (To be a true Christian, at least.)
A friend says,"Christians sin more than non christians."
Well, i dun deny that the statement is true. We are still human, we DO sin, we are not God.
And sometimes the more you believe, the devil will tempt you more. It is a test of faith.
Recently i begin to lose faith. I had even forgotten to give thanks when i was having my meal.
The doubts in my mind came back.
God, if You are true, why cant You soften my parents heart?
God, if You are true, why are there still so much suffering in the world?
Im so ashamed. I sin, i swear, i curse.
But somehow, something in my heart tells me to continue to go church, to attend cell group meetings, there are lotsa doubts in my mind but the only thing that i will never doubt is the presence of God that feels so strong in my heart, mind and soul.
Well, some people think, its fun to go church, it is fashionable, that's why people went there to recieve Christ.
Think about it again.
Every fri, you have to attend cell group meetings.
Every sat, instead of hanging out wit ur friends, you have to attend service.
If you are a helper in cell group, you'll have to follow up.
Evangelise.
You think its fun to call friends to church, huh?
When we are so desperate, you think we are bugging u.
You think we like to bug you?
I would rather much live in my own comfort zone, but i dont.
When i hear my parents speak of blasphemy, i feel so sad. When they confront me, i denied Christ. I felt so guilty, so guilty. I felt like i was Simon Peter when Jesus was captured. But they might never allow me to go church again.
Lord, please guide me. I know You are there.
I know You are always there.
Even when i forsake you, you will still be there.
I was once lost, but now im found.
The world will never take away my covenant with You, Lord.
He'll be coming back for awhile but i haf no idea when.
Pray that i'll be able to meet him. =)
Juz read my classmate's blog, it seems that almost every Christian have the same problems. Sigh.
One of the 3 rules every Christian is to marry somebody with the same belief.
Even if it is not a rule, it is difficult to communicate with somebody who doesnt have the same belief or simply doesnt believe that ur God existed.
It is never easy to be a Christian. Nobody said it was easy. (To be a true Christian, at least.)
A friend says,"Christians sin more than non christians."
Well, i dun deny that the statement is true. We are still human, we DO sin, we are not God.
And sometimes the more you believe, the devil will tempt you more. It is a test of faith.
Recently i begin to lose faith. I had even forgotten to give thanks when i was having my meal.
The doubts in my mind came back.
God, if You are true, why cant You soften my parents heart?
God, if You are true, why are there still so much suffering in the world?
Im so ashamed. I sin, i swear, i curse.
But somehow, something in my heart tells me to continue to go church, to attend cell group meetings, there are lotsa doubts in my mind but the only thing that i will never doubt is the presence of God that feels so strong in my heart, mind and soul.
Well, some people think, its fun to go church, it is fashionable, that's why people went there to recieve Christ.
Think about it again.
Every fri, you have to attend cell group meetings.
Every sat, instead of hanging out wit ur friends, you have to attend service.
If you are a helper in cell group, you'll have to follow up.
Evangelise.
You think its fun to call friends to church, huh?
When we are so desperate, you think we are bugging u.
You think we like to bug you?
I would rather much live in my own comfort zone, but i dont.
When i hear my parents speak of blasphemy, i feel so sad. When they confront me, i denied Christ. I felt so guilty, so guilty. I felt like i was Simon Peter when Jesus was captured. But they might never allow me to go church again.
Lord, please guide me. I know You are there.
I know You are always there.
Even when i forsake you, you will still be there.
I was once lost, but now im found.
The world will never take away my covenant with You, Lord.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Current mood: Lazy
Music: Leave me alone (im lonely)- Pink
I promised him not to cry.
But everytime i lay on bed while hugging shaggy, i'll be like thinkin, what is he doin there?
Is he thinking of me like im thinking of him now?
Is he doing fine?
Though i know that he cant be doing any better there, tears starts streaming down.
Im such a crybaby. Haha.
I miss him so much.
God can You fast forward the time to 6 days latr?
Go away, give me a chance to miss you.
Say Goodbye, it'll make me wanna kiss you.
Music: Leave me alone (im lonely)- Pink
I promised him not to cry.
But everytime i lay on bed while hugging shaggy, i'll be like thinkin, what is he doin there?
Is he thinking of me like im thinking of him now?
Is he doing fine?
Though i know that he cant be doing any better there, tears starts streaming down.
Im such a crybaby. Haha.
I miss him so much.
God can You fast forward the time to 6 days latr?
Go away, give me a chance to miss you.
Say Goodbye, it'll make me wanna kiss you.
Current mood: Confused
Music: London Bridge- Fergie
Went for the Sunday service for the first time, it was also my first time wit my new cell grp, N347. They are friendly people. But it feels kinda weird cuz there are more young working adults.
Nonetheless i miss my cell grp so so much.
But when people go to church (namely, city harvest), is it becuz of their friends?
Peer pressure?
Insecurity?
To have fun?
Or do they have some teenage delinquency?
Some people just dont get it. They only believe in hear' say.
They dont even noe anything about it yet they judge us.
Next time when u have some opinion of our church, come and attend our service before you even comment.
Sigh. Ive forsaken the Lord so many times. I feel so guilty.
Music: London Bridge- Fergie
Went for the Sunday service for the first time, it was also my first time wit my new cell grp, N347. They are friendly people. But it feels kinda weird cuz there are more young working adults.
Nonetheless i miss my cell grp so so much.
But when people go to church (namely, city harvest), is it becuz of their friends?
Peer pressure?
Insecurity?
To have fun?
Or do they have some teenage delinquency?
Some people just dont get it. They only believe in hear' say.
They dont even noe anything about it yet they judge us.
Next time when u have some opinion of our church, come and attend our service before you even comment.
Sigh. Ive forsaken the Lord so many times. I feel so guilty.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Okie its an old song. But the lyrics really touched my heart.
Switchfoot- Dare you to move
Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here.
I DARE YOU TO MOVE. Now.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Look alike huh.
Caught this outside my sko. Auntie, ur sooo HOT!!
My dearest sissy bro.I had a "holy'' dream of him last nite. I dreamt that he was Jesus Christ. (Lord, have mercy on me.)
Papa salutin to sheep.
Well, these are some pics uploaded to entertain thyself. I pray that next entry will be a good one. I guess im seriously tired these days.
Today has been a freakin bad day. I just wanna curse and swear now...
&8%$@^*!
Starting in the morning i realised i lost my neoprint. Man.. where on earth did i put it? Or did i dropped it outside somewhere? Why did i keep losing things nowadays?
Not a stupid excuse, but when i reached hme, im so damn fuckin tired that all the energy that's left is only to crawl to the bed and sleep.
I practically searched the whole room. U wont know how precious it is to me.
So i was late for sko. But i dun realli care.
Then comes the motherfuckin bzf lesson. It is bad enuf to have a teacher who doesnt know how to teach. But its seriously worse when she is a teacher who doesnt even fuckin noe how to teach and takes personal grudges, awards people 5 marks more if they "participate" in class making freakin fools out of themselves. Ha. Ha. Ha.
Im not going to be a clown to entertain that bitch just for her 5 shitty marks. Im not a person who begs and im a straightforward person who doesnt like ur cb mouth shootin sarcastic remarks because i seriously think it isnt sarcastic enough for me.
Oh darn, im such an anti-christ today.
Go ahead, shoot me.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Of all the places in Singapore, i will never never never ever work in Macdonalds.
Not talking abt the low wages, but i just cant stand the irritating "OOoooohh.." sound coming from the recent plasma tv placed there. I dun know what's the freakin use of that stupid tv when the only thing u can see is advertisments, repeated trailers and super weird National geographical channel shit, showing some Orang laut makin the OOOOOOh sound, i dun need such entertainment to make my fillet O fish taste ooooooh nice.
And how bout the trailers? "Akeelah and the bee, My name is A-K-E-E-L-A-H."
Eh.. excuse me ar, little girl, u look nerd-ishly cute wit all the braids and all that, and i know ur brainy, but spare me all the agony of all the spelling shit while im trying to eat my hot fuck(fudge) chocolate ice cream.
That's why i say Subway is better. The mac team should seriously consider to stop all those aggravating programmes before it chases away all the food lovers like me.
THANK Y-OU!
Not talking abt the low wages, but i just cant stand the irritating "OOoooohh.." sound coming from the recent plasma tv placed there. I dun know what's the freakin use of that stupid tv when the only thing u can see is advertisments, repeated trailers and super weird National geographical channel shit, showing some Orang laut makin the OOOOOOh sound, i dun need such entertainment to make my fillet O fish taste ooooooh nice.
And how bout the trailers? "Akeelah and the bee, My name is A-K-E-E-L-A-H."
Eh.. excuse me ar, little girl, u look nerd-ishly cute wit all the braids and all that, and i know ur brainy, but spare me all the agony of all the spelling shit while im trying to eat my hot fuck(fudge) chocolate ice cream.
That's why i say Subway is better. The mac team should seriously consider to stop all those aggravating programmes before it chases away all the food lovers like me.
THANK Y-OU!
Friday, August 25, 2006
Just visited my sec skool mate's friendster profile. Somehow it reminds me of my past. Creepy.
I dun haf a very dark past, but well, looking back, feel so stupid for all the things that i've done and felt. I think almost everybody shares the same sentiments.
But it is of no use dwelling in the past cux its over.
Like what bro Vic said ystd, everyday is a new beginning.
God wants us to put away the old and He forgives us every single morning.
If we continue to dwell on our past, our hearts will only accumulate hatred, hurt and disappointments.
Though we should alwas evaluate our mistakes, the next thing we should do is to move on, have a vision, and focus on God.
He loves us and wants us to be joyous and constantly gives us new visions and dreams.
I am sooo excited about what God is planning for me tomorrow~! =)
I dun haf a very dark past, but well, looking back, feel so stupid for all the things that i've done and felt. I think almost everybody shares the same sentiments.
But it is of no use dwelling in the past cux its over.
Like what bro Vic said ystd, everyday is a new beginning.
God wants us to put away the old and He forgives us every single morning.
If we continue to dwell on our past, our hearts will only accumulate hatred, hurt and disappointments.
Though we should alwas evaluate our mistakes, the next thing we should do is to move on, have a vision, and focus on God.
He loves us and wants us to be joyous and constantly gives us new visions and dreams.
I am sooo excited about what God is planning for me tomorrow~! =)
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Dad, I'm big but we're smaller than small In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all.
Here's a riddle for you- Find the Answer.
There's a reason for the world .
There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see .
I guess we're big and I guess we're small
If you think about it man you know we got it all
The batter swings and the summer flies
As I look into my angel's eyes
A song plays on while the moon is hiding over me
Something comes over me..
Five for fighting- The Riddle
"Hardest ting" is here to post again!!!
Haha. Trust Jo to give such weird nicknames.
I took my health for granted. Though its just a minor flu, it realli showed me how much people realli cared.
Toie accompanied me to the polyclinic and he waited patiently for 2 hrs- and he didnt even complain!
And after lunch he kept me company till i fell asleep.
While i was sleeping, he helped me packed my stuffs, clean my bag (which is filled wit used tissues) and even charge my mobile phone.
How sweet.. cant find a better boyfriend than u, dear.
Thk God he's there, if not i dun even noe wad will happen to me. The medicine makes me drowsy.. i almost wore my ugly yellow slippers to work! uurgh..
Its been almost a week since bro Vic broke the bad news to us. Our cell-group is goin to disband. Almost everybody is goin their seperate ways. Tried to control my tears from falling though ChewLin noticed the tears welled in my eyes. Thou i'm still the youngest christian there, I'll never forget the memories that we had. But this is God's plan. Each and everyone of us is goin to grow stronger in the kingdom of God day by day.
W244- I wish u guys all the best! Take care and God bless u=)
Haha. Trust Jo to give such weird nicknames.
I took my health for granted. Though its just a minor flu, it realli showed me how much people realli cared.
Toie accompanied me to the polyclinic and he waited patiently for 2 hrs- and he didnt even complain!
And after lunch he kept me company till i fell asleep.
While i was sleeping, he helped me packed my stuffs, clean my bag (which is filled wit used tissues) and even charge my mobile phone.
How sweet.. cant find a better boyfriend than u, dear.
Thk God he's there, if not i dun even noe wad will happen to me. The medicine makes me drowsy.. i almost wore my ugly yellow slippers to work! uurgh..
Its been almost a week since bro Vic broke the bad news to us. Our cell-group is goin to disband. Almost everybody is goin their seperate ways. Tried to control my tears from falling though ChewLin noticed the tears welled in my eyes. Thou i'm still the youngest christian there, I'll never forget the memories that we had. But this is God's plan. Each and everyone of us is goin to grow stronger in the kingdom of God day by day.
W244- I wish u guys all the best! Take care and God bless u=)
Sunday, August 20, 2006
From top: OUR beef lasagne (yum yum!)Our creation- leftover pizza, paper, cream of mushroom, coke, sprinkled wit cheese and chilli flakes.
Us- Best bud rocks=)
Heaven on Earth
In the toilet waiting for Fatim to finish dollin up herself. SO SLOW!
fatim with her good friend sitting beside her. (Can u see it?)
Fatimah is geisha no more, she changed her name to Nurul SG idol!!!Sorry to repeat thyself again, but i want to say tt BEST BUDS ROCKS!
Lookin forward to another food trip!
(P.s: sry for 'snatchin" ur pics soppie, haha, my camera images sucks.)
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Your answers suggest you are a Counsellor.
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:
Counsellors have a natural understanding of human relationships and the complexities of life, which they use to help others. They search for meaning in everything and develop complex insights.
Counsellors feel most relaxed and creative when their surroundings are organised. They are deeply private people who only share their insights with trusted friends; however, they will defend their values if challenged.
In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Counsellors may withdraw from the people around them or become resentful. Under extreme stress, Counsellors may feel overwhelmed and be driven to organise small parts of their lives such as their kitchen cabinets or their record collection.
Counsellors typically prefer a few close relationships to a wide circle of friends.
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:
Counsellors have a natural understanding of human relationships and the complexities of life, which they use to help others. They search for meaning in everything and develop complex insights.
Counsellors feel most relaxed and creative when their surroundings are organised. They are deeply private people who only share their insights with trusted friends; however, they will defend their values if challenged.
In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Counsellors may withdraw from the people around them or become resentful. Under extreme stress, Counsellors may feel overwhelmed and be driven to organise small parts of their lives such as their kitchen cabinets or their record collection.
Counsellors typically prefer a few close relationships to a wide circle of friends.
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" u DO NOT touch my drink!"
Wow, just read some1's blog.. sizzlin hot ah.
Haha. U know some people just like to focus on hate.
Their heart is so small, they think that their problems are so big.
They think its so cool to be that angry.
They think the problem will be solved by just ventin it on their blog and embarass people just to show that their cool.
If life suck so much, then why live? There many ways to die, seriously. And im sure u dun need people to teach u that, U evil little imp.
Well, i m just so thankful that im over that phase. I've found great joy in knowin my saviour and he is gonna guide me in the right path. I love u, Jesus.
"In You, O Lord, i put my trust.
Deliver me to Your righteousness, be my strong refuge.
You are my rock and my fortress." - Psalms
Haha. U know some people just like to focus on hate.
Their heart is so small, they think that their problems are so big.
They think its so cool to be that angry.
They think the problem will be solved by just ventin it on their blog and embarass people just to show that their cool.
If life suck so much, then why live? There many ways to die, seriously. And im sure u dun need people to teach u that, U evil little imp.
Well, i m just so thankful that im over that phase. I've found great joy in knowin my saviour and he is gonna guide me in the right path. I love u, Jesus.
"In You, O Lord, i put my trust.
Deliver me to Your righteousness, be my strong refuge.
You are my rock and my fortress." - Psalms
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Okie this entry is updated to shut sop's constant naggin in my tag board.
Life's been great, praise God.
Haha, does it "satisfy" ur needs now, hippo?
Hate to say this, but Im havin writer's block right now.
Speak for urself a*hole!!!
And dun act like u dun know me in sko, u **********!'
Lord, i pray that i'll never have to swear again. =)
Life's been great, praise God.
Haha, does it "satisfy" ur needs now, hippo?
Hate to say this, but Im havin writer's block right now.
Speak for urself a*hole!!!
And dun act like u dun know me in sko, u **********!'
Lord, i pray that i'll never have to swear again. =)
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Hon n Me.. <3
Baby I love you.
You are my life. My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side.
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome.
You are my raindrop, I am the sea.
With you and God, who's my sunlight I bloom and grow so beautifully.
Baby, I'm so proud, so proud to be your girl.
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and messed up world..
I am in love with you, you set me free
I can't do this thing called LIFE without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave.
Just keep lovin' me the way I love you loving me.
What does Tyra Banks gotta do with my mp3?
What does Tyra Banks gotta do with my mp3?
Geez.
Definitely suffering from withdrawal symptoms.
I WANT MY MP3!
Nobody can understand how i cant live without it.
The mornin show on fm radio just suck.
Aargh.
America's next top model new season.. debutin in Spore today!!!
WOOT!
Entertainment is just so vital to me.
Im not that type of person who watch channelnewsasia or prime time morning.
Enough depressing news alrdy.
Though u might think this is escaping reality, the truth is,
WHAT CAN U DO TO CHANGE DA SITUATION?
Gimme Tyra banks anytime =)
Geez.
Definitely suffering from withdrawal symptoms.
I WANT MY MP3!
Nobody can understand how i cant live without it.
The mornin show on fm radio just suck.
Aargh.
America's next top model new season.. debutin in Spore today!!!
WOOT!
Entertainment is just so vital to me.
Im not that type of person who watch channelnewsasia or prime time morning.
Enough depressing news alrdy.
Though u might think this is escaping reality, the truth is,
WHAT CAN U DO TO CHANGE DA SITUATION?
Gimme Tyra banks anytime =)
A day out wit Hippo 2
A Day Out Wit Hippo 2
Lookin' Dramatic
Thinkin bout his crush
Laughin his head off
Laughing Out Loud.
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