It was quite boring actually. No hot guys. And i accidentally danced with an ugly guy for like a freaking 20 minutes or so.. after everything we were outside the petrol station havin cup noodles and i asked Stacey, " Just now that guy.. was he ugly? i can only recall a bit.."
And he said, " Eh ya.. but he is tall though.. its a plus point and somemore u were havin fun so i didnt want to interrupt u.."
Holy SHIT!!!
And not to mention the hangover is terrible... one of the worst.
I just found this band and i am FUCKING OBSESSED with them already. ITS SO DAMN FUCKING AWESOME.
Listen to their cover version of Still Fly by Big Tymers.
OMG, PURE MOTHERFUCKING GREATNESS. Cant believe it they are a Christian band..
Check out these songs:
Hey John, What's Your Name Again? HTML Rulez d00d You cant spell Crap without "C" Spongebob Grindpants Rosemary had an accident
Found them just in time.. Thank God because im running out of fresh sounds for my ipod.
Shan an just called. Seems like we are just drifting apart. I mean, i should have known. Sometimes there are no such thing as a BFF, after all its just a term. Bimbos use it because they are bimbos. Haha. Dunno what i am talking about. Friendships are just like relationships, cant put too much expectations in it, its not healthy.
Life works like fengshui, declutter your brain and let new things come in!!
201108
Local Dinner Buffet @ Grand Hyatt
MENTOR AND ME!
Games: Time for some bonding time!
Alex LOLed.
Peifang and me. Sometimes i think she suck but her working attitude is really good. I can see her passion in Banking and Finance. I feel kinda guilty cuz i dun give a fuck about my job at all. I just love the pay. Sigh.
The food was so-so actually. But the dessert is good! The ondek-ondek was really nice! And the yam paste, and pineapple tarts, and the durian ice cream is amazing too!
The Raffles city peeps were obsessed with the Buddha-jumped-over-the-wall soup. But personally i love those fungus, sea cucumber and bittergourd (I have no idea i just love them) and i took lotsa lotsa servings! Heheheh.
Ambience, quite zen, but the music sucks. I think its a local artiste compilation (to suit the buffet theme) they've got Chinese, Malay and Indian songs but i have never heard of them before. Im like, wth... cuz to me music is fuckin important la. hahaha.
***
Well, after a day of enjoyment, today i came back to work and got a complaint from customer. MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE YOU THINK YOU FUCKING EDUCATED RITE?
CHEEBYE YOU THINK YOU ARE FUCKIN CAVEMAN EH? NO INTERNET ACCESS TO PRINT YOUR OWN STATEMENTS CAN GO ONLINE AND SEND COMPLAINT LETTER? YOU THINK WE ARE STUPID? I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU HAVE GOT A DICK-FACE I HOPE YOU FUCKING GET AIDS AND DIE.
*%E%&#(&#*&(#&$*&!
Its not my dream job but i need the pay. I cant give up my lifestyle now man seriously.
I wished i can go back.. back to being a sweet and innocent girl, who sees the best in people..
There are some things you will never be able to tell even your very best friend. I feel like such a sinner.
I got over the heartbreak, but right now it is scarier.
I dont feel anything. At all. And i am just doing things for the sake of it. I know it sounds crazy, but guys make me sick.
About Mr 8 Packs, he will make the best boyfriend in the world.. if he changes some things about himself.
But nobody is perfect, just like me. I aint perfect. I am not a good girl, i dont deserve him.
I'm not the type to get my heart broken I'm not the type to get upset and cry Cuz I never leave my heart open Never hurts me to say goodbye Relationships don't get deep to me Never got the whole in love thing And someone can say they love me truly But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round And deep inside, my tears i'll drown I'm losing grip, what's happening I stray from love, this is how I feel
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Meet my lesbian partner- Stacey Isabella
*from UOB Jalan Something (Silly Zone)
The FUNNIEST transvestite with the most convincing strap-on.
And it wun come off even when he rides his bike!
Quote of the week:
"Do you know why there is so many November/December babies? Cuz there are too many public holidays in the beginning of the year, thats why people got nothing to do so there is a lot of mood to make babies.
And why am i born in April, i just happened to be an accident on a cold rainy night."
- Stacey Isabella (On questions of his existence)
Aiya i absolutely love him can. Makes me laugh till my stomach aches every lunch break.
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Still feeling a bit hangover from last nite... zzz...
Alright i shall start frm the beginning.
Went to Serchin's bdae celebration at AMK RC, its more like a family thing with his little cousins and all.. which i think its a pretty smart move because your friends dont give you big Angbaos on your 21st do they? I think im gonna ask all my relatives to celebrate my 21st next year, eh hehehehe.
Aiyo Shengyuan look like a dwarf beside him, so cute.
Boonkiat the Anime Boy!
STUPID DENNIS! YOU DONT TRYNA GIMME ATTITUDE OKAY U ASSHOLE. (But i managed to smile thou.) =)
Charmaine our Ah ma.
HAHA its actually Yida's hair behind, but this optical illusion makes him look like the retarded Ben Stiller in Tropic Thunder.. HILARIOUS!
CLASSIC.
YAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERCHIN-CHIN!
His actual birthday is on 10/11, no wonder he also somehow exudes that sexy vibe (AHAHAHA!)
***** At the party i was contemplating on whether i want to go down to dbl O to meet Mun Foong and the rest. The party ended early i didnt feel like going home, that was when Serchin told me his friend Kenny was also going, so i was like, alright lets go then!
We were chatting normally on the cab, bla bla bla.
He was not bad looking, i noted. I mean, not all guys look good in ear studs, right?
And he is as tall as Sebastian. After we reached dbl O we went our seperate ways. After a few drinks with my colleagues i went to the dancefloor but i didnt feel the music. So i went back to the seat and drank a bit more.
The next thing i know i was with Kenny on the dancefloor. And both of us were like fucking drunk. then things got a little hot and heavy.
After awhile he got outside for a smoke and den he was like puking. Then his friend came over and try to bullshit with me. That was when Mun foong came out and save me for like the godzillionth time.
Munfoong is like the nicest guy ive ever known can, really. After that we went to GuanLiang's house at West Coast for supper. Damn that guy is FUCKIN rich. He even got an elevator in his house! I thought i was hallucinating or something.
After that Munfoong sent me home and i only slept for like a few hours. ZZZ. So tired and so broke.
I think this Dbl O fever has to stop.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
What happens when your boss suddenly give you an off day outta the blue?
Do i sit at home and start emo-ing about those bad memories?
No!
Bikini? Check.
Sunblock? Check.
T shirt and FBTs? Check.
Toiletries? Check.
3 digestive dark chocolate biscuits and off i go!
And my new biker friend Stacey Isabella (hehe) promised a ride home. From Jurong to Sengkang. Wee!! I love the adrenaline rush!
Ciaos~
Great Expectations- Part 2
The first time i set my eyes on Mr 8 Packs, i knew there was something. It was a bbq. He is no Dwayne Johnson, but you should have seen those arms. And those abs. Damn, he has got the packs.
He has a slightly chiselled face, and small eyes that somehow tells a story. On the first look you wouldnt exactly call him good looking but it is just something about the tough vibe he gives. Maybe its the way he walks. Or the way he talks.
He has only got one tattoo, which i find it so amusing. It was this cheesy heart shape with his ex girlfriend's name on it. I laughed.
Silly Mr 8 Packs, what a hopeless romantic.
The way he sms-es, if it is anybody else it would have really turned me off. It is like those freaking cheenah little girls with "..." and "lol-xxxx".
It frustrates me sometimes to decipher what he meant, but sometimes after i figured out what he is writing it kinda amuses me. He has he own way of cheering people up though.
And then comes the bad part.
I dont think i am being materialistic here, but every girl will want the best for their future. I dont need a man who will buy me stuff, but a man who will think about the future.
And I certainly dont want a man who thinks he has his limits and not wanting to broaden his knowledge and skills. I think nobody really likes to study, (those are really freaks) neither do i, but entrepreneurship isnt child's play.
And how about the capital? How about the risk? How well do you even trust your friends when they are as half-hearted as you?
Alright fine, maybe i am thinking a little too far. How bout now? Why do you keep living in your glory days? Fightings are for kids. Getting yourself into trouble aint cool anymore.
But funny how we have different cultures, yet we can communicate so well. I do not even know why i cant get you outta my head. But maybe it is also better that we stay this way. Maybe being friends will be better. Because i can see that we have so much things to overcome, after all the shit ive been through in the past, i dont have the energy to really love somebody anymore.
Ever since what happened i really think that i will never have any feelings for anybody, actually after the second relationship i haven really find somebody that i really really have a desire for (which is not based on superficial physical attraction.)
But why does it have to be you?
This time, my Great expectations has got me into some sort of depression.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Charles Dickens- Great Expectations "The freshness of her beauty was indeed gone, but its indescribable charm remained. Those attractions in it I had seen before; what I had never seen before was the saddened softened light of the once proud eyes; what I had never felt before was the friendly touch of the once sensible hand... "
Just bought this novel as a mini birthday present for thyself. It is my all time favorite classic.
The plot is interesting, and one thing leads to another.. and i love the way Charles Dickens describes things.. I am always intrigued by what happened to Ms Havisham, the eccentric woman who went beserk when her groom left her, as she tried to froze time, still wearing the wedding dress after years and the wedding cake covered with cobwebs.
And she vowed vengeance, she adopted a daughter and taught her how to break a man's heart..
And the story is about.. well, great expectations. (duh.)
We are all humans, and each individual has a different level of expecting what an outcome of something should be like. That is why we have conflict, riots and break ups... but it is also our Great Expectations that ignites desire.. like an invisible force motivating you to do what you ought to do to make life interesting.
Ciaos.
You really know where to start, fixing a broken heart.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
i dislike guys who tried too hard. Like, " Oh i hear ax7 la, Critical Acclaim right, i got the whole album."
Wtf, its on my friendster profile. Try harder yeah?
FYI, thats not even the album's name, its just the single.
And i dislike guys who thinks i am too easy. Like paying for dinner, buying drinks and paying for the club entry doesnt really guarantee that you can hold my hand. And get your motherfuckin hands off my waist.
i mean it is very common in the such places but if you are a colleague you should know your limits.
i love the South bridge branch but sometimes things just gets a little too awkward. But the good thing is that i can get away with any wrong shit ive done at work. Lol.
Ive met pretty good friends there, it is a younger bunch there and the pantry is big!! (i love~)
Back to raffles city for another month, probably the last mth for me to cover Julia's maternity leave before she comes back in December. So another holiday month for me. But this time i should learn how to keep my mouth shut, the politics aint that easy to handle.
Man, my feet is still aching. And im still feeling quite drained after last nite..
And my bdae is coming. My first single bdae after 3 years, i think. Omg i sound so needy. Haha.
But life's good. The end of the year is more happening. Last weekend was Mr 8 Packs's 21st, Yiru's 21st (omg she look damn gorgeous that day!), Yasmine's open house... And next week is Serchin's (Ex classmate plus neighbour) 21st celebration.
And not mention my stupid sis's bdae on the 30th. I gave her cold hard cash as a gift, isnt that the most practical present on earth?
And later...
LATER ITS ME AND BELOVED BITCHY SOP's Mini birthday celebration! Gonna come up with something special to treat ourselves..
