Yesterday i had a luxurious experience @ Body Contours Singapore. A full body massage never felt more relaxing. The receptionists are friendly and the massager is detailed and cater to my needs. First i had a soothing cup of ginger tea, and den i was literally butt naked. At first i was pretty tense but then i almost fell asleep. By the time the massage is done, it feels like 10 mins while i was there for 45 mins.

After a sauna and a shower, i came out of the building feeling like a feather. And the best thing of the whole experience is to see my baby just at the front door waiting for me and to hug him and smell his Ralph Lauren! An absolute taste of heaven!!!


Holidays are fun, excluding how LFM called my parents and told them about my bad attendance.. now im kinda restricted.. but it doesnt really bother me cause'...


CHRISTINA AGUILERA concert, here i come!

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything seems like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

Its ONE MONTH alrdy!!! Woots.

Cigarettes


If i were to use a thing to describe about love, it would be cigarettes.

People think its farkin cool to have it but it isnt really, and you jolly well know the consequences of being addicted to it.
But still...


Well, why am i worrying about things when everything is still fine now? Im really starting to fall in love with him. Is it the weakest point and the losing end as Shan an says? Is it a must that my heart has to prepare to be hurt again? Should i continue to keep building walls around me?

And then there's the pack of chewing gums which i had left and neglected. I felt so bad, it makes me feel like the most evil person on earth by leaving him. But still, ive no choice. What's done cannot be undone, and what's not meant to be is not something that we both can compromise on.

True, he is a good and decent guy. (Not that i wanna bullshit or to make him feel better if he is reading this) I still do think about the old times when we used to have fun and all the things we did for each other, but i aint gonna change myself to suit him, it's hard. And i wuldnt want him to be somebody he is not.


One day he's gonna find himself a nice simple girl. And no doubt i'll feel a little jealous inside. But that's life for you. Or maybe its just me. Im contradicting.



"Cigarettes" - Fort Minor

They say their safe, wrappers claim they really bang
We dont care if it's true when we lay the money down
We don't believe the words, we just love the way they sound
They're acting like we're idiots, They're lying to our face
Maybe we are idiots, we buy it anyway

Its just like a cigarette, its something that I do
Once in awhile but between me and you
Its just like a cigarette Nobody's really fooled
I dont want the truth, I wanna feel fucking cool

When I breathe that little bit of death supposedly cancer-free and
Everything they say's got the truth twisted up
But twisted up's what I want man, I can't get enough
Cuz even though we know it's all just a big bluff
We just light another up, what
We don't give a fuck