Real Girl

If I had one chance to
Live my life again
I wouldn't make no changes
Now or way back when
And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God knows



But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

And nothing's ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease
So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Tryin' to catch a fallin star

Baby this is who I am
Don't need you to understand
'Cause everything is right where it should be
It wont be long til you know about me,
'Cause I don't give a ****
Even when I'm out of love
'Cause everythings just how it should be
And it wont be long till you know about me

I. Cant. Fucking. Sleep.

No, not insomania.
My body system goes haywire.
Isit cuz of my fuckin hormones?
Or issit because of my goddamn lifestyle?

i think i treat my body pretty well.
But she is just too demanding.
So fuckin sensitive.
When will all the motherfucking health problems stop comin in!


I. CANT. FUCKING. SLEEP!

Someone save me man!

This what JIN looks like when he is sleepy..









Hehe.. tell me im the best girlfriend in the world!!! =)

Here are the ubin pictures that i had promised to upload..!

At the Mcc country club..


Setting off!!!


Spectacular view of nature




"Room" Number 104


Our stuff.. hehe


My breakfast.. doesnt look appetizin but im easily satisfied!


Aww..


Its creepy outside at nite.. so we decided to stay in do some strip uno, tv and cam whoring..


In the evening we will call the village taxi driver "Ah huat" to send us to the village..






Rock climbing wit my baby.. (Exhilariating!)



And then its time for us to go.. bought some ubin durians.. Never gonna forget the time i spent there.. I miss cuddling him to sleep!!


ThAt's aLL, fOlKs!