Boey said, " Why do you like to look back and be pessimistic? Look forward, thats what's important!"
And so i did. (kinda)
Then Boey said, " Go jogging, or climb up and down the stairs, or do crunches, anything! You are getting fat!"
I was like fuck you la Im FAT?
But it was yesterday that an insignificant person flunked my date that i decided to just go home, had my dinner, changed into my FBTs and yellow Nike top (I KNEW it would be useful, hehe) and went downstairs. With my daddy and my baby bro.
I was looking so un-glam with my fringe held back by a hairband and hair tight back into a ponytail, but i didnt really care. I was like so far behind them but i ran at my own pace, blasting my Metal songs playlist..
Suddenly, all the pain, sorrows and shit just kinda fades away.. it seemed like im sweating all the agony away, i never felt quite so refreshed!
I went home and saw a few smses and missed calls. There's this desperate guy that msged me.
"Hi intro."
and when i didnt reply, he said, " Yuting."
So i said, " Who are you?"
He said somebody gave him my number but he cant tell me who, that he is somebody that i ever saw and talked to before, and he said i was pretty and flirty, and his friend is called Justin (i dont know any justin) who gave him my number, bla bla bla bullshit.
So i was intrigued. Im a person who love mysteries, and its my weakness, so i die die must find out who the hell gave him my number and my head was already entertaining thoughts on how to screw that supposed "friend" who dont respect my privacy.
And this guy is obviously not very bright. After awhile he said, " Im your friend's ex boyfriend."
Which i didnt think it was true. So i said," Who? Lisa's ex?" (I made that up)
He said yea.
So i got pissed and didnt reply him for 10 minutes, in which after he told me who he was.
I was like so fucking shocked. He was indeed my friend's ex boyfriend. And fuck, he didnt seem to me like a desperate fuckface, in fact, he was not bad looking.
And the ironic thing is that i dont remember talking to him before. But he said he saw me at Singapore Mint (and that was like a YEAR ago) and after that he got my number from my friend's mobile phone.
SHADY!
Another reason not to trust guys already. Fuck im turning lesbian.
I just feel kinda bad for that friend. I cant say who cuz if she knows about it i think she will never talk to me again. They were together for like almost 2 years, and MIND YOU, this guy brought her to church every saturday!
I dont know what he is using me for.. maybe a rebound? Or just to piss my friend off? Whatever it is im not gonna be his tool. Im not gonna be any man's tool anymore.
Right now im still avoiding his freakin miss calls and endless messages.
=(
Selamat Hari Raya, and back to work tmr. (At ROCHOR, omg!)
Everybody tells me its a busy fucked up branch.
Im kinda freaked out already eh!
Okie, ciaos!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Honestly speaking. This must be one of the worst periods of my life. I wished i can tell myself, everything is fine! I have a good life! I am very happy!
But no, i am not.
I really have no idea why this depression starts to set in. I dont even know who i am anymore. What i used to hold on to and what i used to believe in just all went down to the drain.
I feel like i have already lost my personality.. to what? Superficialism? To the Rock and roll Motley Crue kinda perception of things?
And then i tell myself that i shouldnt be thinking about such things, but everything is just out to prove me wrong. People i talked to, guys who told me about "inner qualities", in the end what happened? All they ever think about was something else.
Inner qualities... inner qualities? What is that? Do i have it? Or do i used to have it but i lost it?
Which doesnt really matter because everybody says, yes, it is very important but at the end of the day, no one seems to really care. Does inner qualities even guarantee you a Happily Ever After?
Optimism.. arent they for fools? I used to debate with my friend, What is the point of playing mind games? Just be yourself! If things are meant to be, it will turn out right." In the end, the person that was being played for like a fool is me.
And then again i tell myself. Fuck it, just do whatever you feel like doing! You dont need to care about those fucking morals, because nobody cares!"
So i did it. I did some things that a few years back i would swear that i will never do it.
But karma came around. Bit my ass. I played with fire. I burned myself.
Right now i feel so empty. Void of emotions.. i dont understand what this complicating world is about. I do not know how to act, i do not know how to behave. i do not know the right words to say.
People say, " You are still so young! There are so many things you have yet to learn"
But the more i see, the less i know.
I feel so goddamn miserable, its pathetic to wallow in self pity. But yet, i cant explain this feeling to any of my friends..
Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied
So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
please smile when you think of me
My body's gone that's all
If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There's nothing more to say
Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And the living all are scarred
A tout le monde (To everybody)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I must leave)
These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
- Megadeth (A tout le monde)
But no, i am not.
I really have no idea why this depression starts to set in. I dont even know who i am anymore. What i used to hold on to and what i used to believe in just all went down to the drain.
I feel like i have already lost my personality.. to what? Superficialism? To the Rock and roll Motley Crue kinda perception of things?
And then i tell myself that i shouldnt be thinking about such things, but everything is just out to prove me wrong. People i talked to, guys who told me about "inner qualities", in the end what happened? All they ever think about was something else.
Inner qualities... inner qualities? What is that? Do i have it? Or do i used to have it but i lost it?
Which doesnt really matter because everybody says, yes, it is very important but at the end of the day, no one seems to really care. Does inner qualities even guarantee you a Happily Ever After?
Optimism.. arent they for fools? I used to debate with my friend, What is the point of playing mind games? Just be yourself! If things are meant to be, it will turn out right." In the end, the person that was being played for like a fool is me.
And then again i tell myself. Fuck it, just do whatever you feel like doing! You dont need to care about those fucking morals, because nobody cares!"
So i did it. I did some things that a few years back i would swear that i will never do it.
But karma came around. Bit my ass. I played with fire. I burned myself.
Right now i feel so empty. Void of emotions.. i dont understand what this complicating world is about. I do not know how to act, i do not know how to behave. i do not know the right words to say.
People say, " You are still so young! There are so many things you have yet to learn"
But the more i see, the less i know.
I feel so goddamn miserable, its pathetic to wallow in self pity. But yet, i cant explain this feeling to any of my friends..
Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied
So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
please smile when you think of me
My body's gone that's all
If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There's nothing more to say
Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And the living all are scarred
A tout le monde (To everybody)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I must leave)
These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
- Megadeth (A tout le monde)
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Monday
22 September 2008
It was my off day but i was prepared to rot at home the whole day.. but then Joey came and save me frm boredom.. we went to IKEA tampanies because my cousin was craving for her MEATBALLS!
And she kinda flunked her diet that day because i made her eat quite a lot!
Come on, live to eat and eat to live!
And after dinner, its CAMWHORE TIME!
Eh... hahaha i was trying to show the Constipated look. Do i look convincing?!?
Guess who is the older cousin?
WRONG! Its ME!
heh heh..
I have so many things to say about this picture..
1. It reminds me of you know who. (Dont ask me, i only realised after the picture is taken.)
2. I accidentally MMSed this picture to Aaron for 5 FREAKING TIMES!!!
Aargh! So embarassing! But he was very sweet about it. He asked if he can keep one. HEHE.
Anyway its not the first time i sent such embarassing things to him. Once, i even send him those 2 pages long "I love you" message for an ex. What could be worse than that right?
hahaha.
Okay back to where i was, we kinda like dump everything we feel like buying into the cart. Kinda like play pretend, back to those days when we were kids. And then at the end of the day we just chucked it aside.
Irresponsible, i know. But fun.
Hehehe!
My animated Zen Look
And ooh! We spotted a dead dog!
Aww.. so sad!
And in the end we only bought these..
A scrapbook for Joey and Scented Vanilla candles for me.
I am making an effort to make my room a better place, since now that i am single i really need to start loving my home ( which is actually the right thing to do, i know.)
See, i even revamped my bulletin board!!!
Nice right?
No? FUCK OFF LA ITS MY BULLETIN BOARD!!!!
LMAO.
22 September 2008
It was my off day but i was prepared to rot at home the whole day.. but then Joey came and save me frm boredom.. we went to IKEA tampanies because my cousin was craving for her MEATBALLS!
And she kinda flunked her diet that day because i made her eat quite a lot!
Come on, live to eat and eat to live!
And after dinner, its CAMWHORE TIME!
Eh... hahaha i was trying to show the Constipated look. Do i look convincing?!?
Guess who is the older cousin?
WRONG! Its ME!
heh heh..
I have so many things to say about this picture..
1. It reminds me of you know who. (Dont ask me, i only realised after the picture is taken.)
2. I accidentally MMSed this picture to Aaron for 5 FREAKING TIMES!!!
Aargh! So embarassing! But he was very sweet about it. He asked if he can keep one. HEHE.
Anyway its not the first time i sent such embarassing things to him. Once, i even send him those 2 pages long "I love you" message for an ex. What could be worse than that right?
hahaha.
Okay back to where i was, we kinda like dump everything we feel like buying into the cart. Kinda like play pretend, back to those days when we were kids. And then at the end of the day we just chucked it aside.
Irresponsible, i know. But fun.
Hehehe!
My animated Zen Look
And ooh! We spotted a dead dog!
Aww.. so sad!
And in the end we only bought these..
A scrapbook for Joey and Scented Vanilla candles for me.
I am making an effort to make my room a better place, since now that i am single i really need to start loving my home ( which is actually the right thing to do, i know.)
See, i even revamped my bulletin board!!!
Nice right?
No? FUCK OFF LA ITS MY BULLETIN BOARD!!!!
LMAO.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
21 Sep 2008
SUNDAY!!
Thou i dont feel like it, i woke up real early and went to Julia's house at Jurong for her baby shower.
Julia is this colleague i really admire, she is very experienced in Banking and she is a very straightforward person. She has this really accurate sixth sense (Everything she predicted at the workplace always happens!) she will always say things that you will never like to hear, but it is all for your own good, really. ( Guess its maternal instincts?)
Anyway, its so amazing to see Baby Jeven.. its like a month ago he is still in Julia's tummy and now he is out!!! So cute!
Okay, never mind i dunno how to explain the feeling.. I'll let the pictures do the talking..
Aww.. my heart melts!!!
*******
After the baby shower i went to Serangoon Garden to hang out with the ITE mates..
CHOMP CHOMP!!! Stingray, Hokkien Mee, Chicken Wings, Pork Ribs.. Calories overload-ed but goood!!!!
After we went to Dessert bowl for desserts (duh!)..
And yes i chose the place *smirks*
MAMMA MIA~
Peishi's Classic Emo look. LMAO.
3/4 of the Wewes ( PEIYUN WHERE ARE U?!?)
Boey Boey Boey. Hmm.
Sigh, i miss school already. I guess you never miss the water till the well runs dry.
I still have so many pics to upload.
Anyway guys, im going to the Avenged Sevenfold concert with Siti (my mentor) and her bf and friends.. Yayyy!! Cant wait lo!
Gonna get reaaallll high. Heh heh.
How bout Motley Crue? I love Motley Crue too!! But i cant go for 2 cuz i will be really broke. Sigh.
Okie cya next post! =)
SUNDAY!!
Thou i dont feel like it, i woke up real early and went to Julia's house at Jurong for her baby shower.
Julia is this colleague i really admire, she is very experienced in Banking and she is a very straightforward person. She has this really accurate sixth sense (Everything she predicted at the workplace always happens!) she will always say things that you will never like to hear, but it is all for your own good, really. ( Guess its maternal instincts?)
Anyway, its so amazing to see Baby Jeven.. its like a month ago he is still in Julia's tummy and now he is out!!! So cute!
Okay, never mind i dunno how to explain the feeling.. I'll let the pictures do the talking..
Aww.. my heart melts!!!
*******
After the baby shower i went to Serangoon Garden to hang out with the ITE mates..
CHOMP CHOMP!!! Stingray, Hokkien Mee, Chicken Wings, Pork Ribs.. Calories overload-ed but goood!!!!
After we went to Dessert bowl for desserts (duh!)..
And yes i chose the place *smirks*
MAMMA MIA~
Peishi's Classic Emo look. LMAO.
3/4 of the Wewes ( PEIYUN WHERE ARE U?!?)
Boey Boey Boey. Hmm.
Sigh, i miss school already. I guess you never miss the water till the well runs dry.
I still have so many pics to upload.
Anyway guys, im going to the Avenged Sevenfold concert with Siti (my mentor) and her bf and friends.. Yayyy!! Cant wait lo!
Gonna get reaaallll high. Heh heh.
How bout Motley Crue? I love Motley Crue too!! But i cant go for 2 cuz i will be really broke. Sigh.
Okie cya next post! =)
20 Sep 2008
Hangout with Yasmine and Qader..!!!
She is one crazy woman, lol!!!
Amazing things you can do with satay sticks! Look at our lame faces!! Lol.
Oh yea we were "talent spotted" by STEVEN LIM. He wanted us to join his model agency.
For 100 bucks.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I never believed in that kinda bullshit.. and Steven Lim? Damn !!!
LOL... I shall dedicate this video to YASMINE.
Enjoy!!!
Hangout with Yasmine and Qader..!!!
She is one crazy woman, lol!!!
Amazing things you can do with satay sticks! Look at our lame faces!! Lol.
Oh yea we were "talent spotted" by STEVEN LIM. He wanted us to join his model agency.
For 100 bucks.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I never believed in that kinda bullshit.. and Steven Lim? Damn !!!
LOL... I shall dedicate this video to YASMINE.
Enjoy!!!
Friday, September 19, 2008
A first grade teacher, Ms Tulip was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Boy, what is your problem?"
Boy answered, " Im too smart fot 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and i am smarter than she is! I think i should be in the 3rd grade too!"
Ms Tulip had enough. She took Boy to see the principal.
The principal told Ms Tulip that he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.
So Principal asked the Boy, " What is 3 x 3?"
Boy: "9"
Principal: " What is 6 x 6?"
Boy: "36"
The Principal looks at Ms Tulip and tells her," I think Boy can go to the 3rd grade."
Ms Tulip says to the principal, " I have some of my own questions that i would like to ask him.
The Prinicpal and Boy both agreed.
Ms Tulip asks, " What does a cow have 4 of that i have 2 of?"
Boy:Legs
Ms Tulip: " What is in your pants that i do not have?"
Boy: "Pockets."
Ms Tulip: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains a thin whitish liquid?"
Boy: Coconut
Ms Tulip: What goes in hard and pink and then comes out soft and sticky?
Boy: Bubble gum
Ms Tulip: Now i will ask some "Who am I sort of questions, okay?
Boy: Yep.
Ms Tulip: " You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do."
Boy: Tent
Ms Tulip: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you are bored. The best man always has me first.
Boy: Wedding Ring
Ms Tulip: I come in many sizes. When im not well, i drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: Nose
Ms Tulip: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy: An Arrow!!!
Ms Tulip: What word starts with an F and ends with a K and causes a lot of excitement?
Boy: Firetruck
Ms Tulip: What word starts with F and ends with a K and if you dont get it you have to use your hands?
Boy: Fork.
Ms Tulip: Which part of a man has no bone but has muscles, has a lot of veins, like pumping and its responsible for making love?"
Boy: Heart.
The Principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, " Send this boy to OXFORD UNIVERSITY even i got the questions wrong myself!!!"
LMAO.
Boy answered, " Im too smart fot 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and i am smarter than she is! I think i should be in the 3rd grade too!"
Ms Tulip had enough. She took Boy to see the principal.
The principal told Ms Tulip that he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.
So Principal asked the Boy, " What is 3 x 3?"
Boy: "9"
Principal: " What is 6 x 6?"
Boy: "36"
The Principal looks at Ms Tulip and tells her," I think Boy can go to the 3rd grade."
Ms Tulip says to the principal, " I have some of my own questions that i would like to ask him.
The Prinicpal and Boy both agreed.
Ms Tulip asks, " What does a cow have 4 of that i have 2 of?"
Boy:Legs
Ms Tulip: " What is in your pants that i do not have?"
Boy: "Pockets."
Ms Tulip: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains a thin whitish liquid?"
Boy: Coconut
Ms Tulip: What goes in hard and pink and then comes out soft and sticky?
Boy: Bubble gum
Ms Tulip: Now i will ask some "Who am I sort of questions, okay?
Boy: Yep.
Ms Tulip: " You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do."
Boy: Tent
Ms Tulip: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you are bored. The best man always has me first.
Boy: Wedding Ring
Ms Tulip: I come in many sizes. When im not well, i drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: Nose
Ms Tulip: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy: An Arrow!!!
Ms Tulip: What word starts with an F and ends with a K and causes a lot of excitement?
Boy: Firetruck
Ms Tulip: What word starts with F and ends with a K and if you dont get it you have to use your hands?
Boy: Fork.
Ms Tulip: Which part of a man has no bone but has muscles, has a lot of veins, like pumping and its responsible for making love?"
Boy: Heart.
The Principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, " Send this boy to OXFORD UNIVERSITY even i got the questions wrong myself!!!"
LMAO.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Sometimes when shit happens, it will make you sick in the stomach.. and then you see the bigger picture, and then it makes you wanna laugh out loud.
And now i see it, its really funny. Its really funny how i get so superficial sometimes. I shouldnt and ive learnt my lesson. It is never my style to kiss and tell. And not my style to diss about my exes (well at least after Jin). But im happy.
And the game has only just begun. After all, the thrill of the chase is the most enjoyable part, no? The more i do this the more experience i get. But of course this time i am smarter.
Hey what am i talking about? Im smart! LOL.
At least i know what is Merrill Lynch? Lol.. dont ask, go wikipedia!
And now i see it, its really funny. Its really funny how i get so superficial sometimes. I shouldnt and ive learnt my lesson. It is never my style to kiss and tell. And not my style to diss about my exes (well at least after Jin). But im happy.
And the game has only just begun. After all, the thrill of the chase is the most enjoyable part, no? The more i do this the more experience i get. But of course this time i am smarter.
Hey what am i talking about? Im smart! LOL.
At least i know what is Merrill Lynch? Lol.. dont ask, go wikipedia!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
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AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS FUCKING COOOOMMMMINNNNGGG TO SINGAPORE!!!
Woots WOOOTs wooTs WOOOOOOTS!!!!
24th October
10pm
Max Pavilion.
Im gonna get fucking high this time. Who is coming with me?
AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS FUCKING COOOOMMMMINNNNGGG TO SINGAPORE!!!
Woots WOOOTs wooTs WOOOOOOTS!!!!
24th October
10pm
Max Pavilion.
Im gonna get fucking high this time. Who is coming with me?
Sunday, September 14, 2008
MC again. I dont know what to tell the doctor already.
No, this time im really sick, but the feeling is hard to explain.. No appetite, I feel like puking when i eat something.. my body is aching inside, head is spinning, stomach is churning.
Maybe im turning anorexic. Haha. Maybe.
And im starting to loathe weekends. Nothing to look forward to. Nowadays i just sleep till 12am, wake up, breakfast, and use the computer the whole day. People are asking me out, I dont feel like slacking at home.. but i dont feel like entertaining anybody either.
Really fucking stoned. Hopefully all these will go away soon.
Today is the 15th. Hmm. Payday.
Why dont i feel a thing?!?
Gawd save me frm this misery. =(
******
Yesterday i was practically stoning at home the whole day. But Sebas dragged me outta the house. Drove me to Dempsey Hill. (The GPS system was damn useful, the machine operator will tell you when to make a u turn and all that stuff, so funky rite?)
Lol. Okay i admit im a noob at all these.
And there i was, back to the same place again, except this time, instead of cakes and coffee, we had Main course and Wine.
They even got a taxi calling card. Cool right.
The ambience is perfect. With Jazz music in the background, just the way i like it.. but as i had mentioned, i had no appetite, i cant even finish the white wine.
The bill looked fantastic too, thank God he offered to pay, if not i might just die going dutch. Haha.
My saturday was better. We celebrated Ah ma's birthday at New york new york.
Aifeng and her lollipop face. Haha. The lollipop and the pig were Ahma bdae present from me. Every year without fail i will buy a pig present for her. Let's see what i had gotten for her already.. Pig handphone pouch, pig pencil case, pig balloon, Pig photo frame.. and still counting.
But hey, its the thought that counts right!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Finally ive got a FUGLY picture of ah ma.
Alright i hope i will feel better soon. Cya next post.
No, this time im really sick, but the feeling is hard to explain.. No appetite, I feel like puking when i eat something.. my body is aching inside, head is spinning, stomach is churning.
Maybe im turning anorexic. Haha. Maybe.
And im starting to loathe weekends. Nothing to look forward to. Nowadays i just sleep till 12am, wake up, breakfast, and use the computer the whole day. People are asking me out, I dont feel like slacking at home.. but i dont feel like entertaining anybody either.
Really fucking stoned. Hopefully all these will go away soon.
Today is the 15th. Hmm. Payday.
Why dont i feel a thing?!?
Gawd save me frm this misery. =(
******
Yesterday i was practically stoning at home the whole day. But Sebas dragged me outta the house. Drove me to Dempsey Hill. (The GPS system was damn useful, the machine operator will tell you when to make a u turn and all that stuff, so funky rite?)
Lol. Okay i admit im a noob at all these.
And there i was, back to the same place again, except this time, instead of cakes and coffee, we had Main course and Wine.
They even got a taxi calling card. Cool right.
The ambience is perfect. With Jazz music in the background, just the way i like it.. but as i had mentioned, i had no appetite, i cant even finish the white wine.
The bill looked fantastic too, thank God he offered to pay, if not i might just die going dutch. Haha.
My saturday was better. We celebrated Ah ma's birthday at New york new york.
Aifeng and her lollipop face. Haha. The lollipop and the pig were Ahma bdae present from me. Every year without fail i will buy a pig present for her. Let's see what i had gotten for her already.. Pig handphone pouch, pig pencil case, pig balloon, Pig photo frame.. and still counting.
But hey, its the thought that counts right!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Finally ive got a FUGLY picture of ah ma.
Alright i hope i will feel better soon. Cya next post.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
What have i done?
I have become somebody i had once despised. Why do i have to stoop so low? I must stop beating myself up like that. My life is pretty good, what more could i ask for? Why do i have to make myself so darn miserable for?
Must be those bimbotic stuff that im into these days..
No more Gossip girl, Sex and the city and Shopaholic novels for myself anymore, its bad for my brain.
Ive been feeling stupid for the whole day. And thats the worse feeling ever. Being jaded is one thing, feeling frustrated is another thing, but it can never be compared to feeling stupid...
Okay Yuting, shuttup shuttup..
I have become somebody i had once despised. Why do i have to stoop so low? I must stop beating myself up like that. My life is pretty good, what more could i ask for? Why do i have to make myself so darn miserable for?
Must be those bimbotic stuff that im into these days..
No more Gossip girl, Sex and the city and Shopaholic novels for myself anymore, its bad for my brain.
Ive been feeling stupid for the whole day. And thats the worse feeling ever. Being jaded is one thing, feeling frustrated is another thing, but it can never be compared to feeling stupid...
Okay Yuting, shuttup shuttup..
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Tuesday.
And see that green thing? It is his SHIT. Dusky likes to shit and pee everywhere to mark his territory. And something that i found out, Dusky's character is like most men.. why is that so?
When he first meet you and he likes your smell, he will keep barking in excitement..
And then he will desperately pounce on you and scratch your legs cuz he wants to kiss you.
And then he will bring his doggie bone and make you play fetch with him.. no matter how you far you throw the bone, he always brings it back to you. (Aww..)
And then you are so touched by this cute little creature. And thats when you ask Dennis to give him a doggie treat. The treat is on your hands, and you made Dusky do tricks. Amazingly, he did it all.
Time for a reward. Dusky bite off the treat and happily walks off to his own corner and do his own thing.
DOESNT IT ALL SOUND SO FAMILIAR?
Haha.. but it is so much more fruitful to please a dog. At least thats what i think. Haha.
And den we proceed to Yida's house for poker and later, mahjong.
Shuhui and Isaacc the lame-ass.
That's Kieren, Yida's nephew.. soooo cute and his hair is so soft.. =)
Alright thats all.. Isaac is going NS tmr.. Well, it is good for him. Time to grow up dont be so kiddy anymore ya!!!!!!
And when you book out lets hang out again, shall we? =D
Had dinner with my sec sko mates.. They were late, so me and Dennis went to walk his dog Dusky.. I love that stupid dog.. and he loves to rape me everytime he sees me..
Aww... look at his cute little ass!!!
And see that green thing? It is his SHIT. Dusky likes to shit and pee everywhere to mark his territory. And something that i found out, Dusky's character is like most men.. why is that so?
When he first meet you and he likes your smell, he will keep barking in excitement..
And then he will desperately pounce on you and scratch your legs cuz he wants to kiss you.
And then he will bring his doggie bone and make you play fetch with him.. no matter how you far you throw the bone, he always brings it back to you. (Aww..)
And then you are so touched by this cute little creature. And thats when you ask Dennis to give him a doggie treat. The treat is on your hands, and you made Dusky do tricks. Amazingly, he did it all.
Time for a reward. Dusky bite off the treat and happily walks off to his own corner and do his own thing.
DOESNT IT ALL SOUND SO FAMILIAR?
Haha.. but it is so much more fruitful to please a dog. At least thats what i think. Haha.
And den we proceed to Yida's house for poker and later, mahjong.
N&B Snack house at Serangoon!!! Gawd i miss that place, in the past, it was the standard Peicai hangout.
Shuhui and Isaacc the lame-ass.
That's Kieren, Yida's nephew.. soooo cute and his hair is so soft.. =)
Alright thats all.. Isaac is going NS tmr.. Well, it is good for him. Time to grow up dont be so kiddy anymore ya!!!!!!
And when you book out lets hang out again, shall we? =D
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