Ive never been a carbohydrate person.. When girls dig cupcakes, doughnuts and everything of the sort, it just never seems to excite me.



And just like any other Asian parent, my parents always say, " Eat more rice, more energy" and my mom always thought i was being anorexic when i said, "Just one scoop will do"



Well, not because i am on diet, but i just cant understand why i should fill my stomach with something so plain.. I believe more in living to eat than eating to live.



Until yesterday i saw the news on the increase of rice prices and how poor families in the philipines could not even afford to pay for their staple food, i just feel so guilty when i think about all the times i throwed rice down the dustbin.






Its all human nature, i guess. "You will never miss the water till the well runs dry."

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Well, i am still unemployed. I was dragged to mdis to get some brocheres, but i still cant decide on anything. Mass Communications sounds fun, but we all know that the industry is shrinking.. and shrinking. Everybody who can blog is called a journalist. Technology has taken over a lot of things, you get peanuts for pay, and there's no freedom of speech..



Talking about freedom of speech, I just finished watching the VERY first 2 episodes of Sex and the City, it was so interesting! Yeah its outdated i know but I was too young to watch that show back then, now every story kinda relates.



I cant wait to watch the movie when its out!


Top 3 things on my "To-do list"

1. Get a job.
2. Find the course that is best for my future and work towards that goal.
3. Watch " Harold and Kumar escapes from the Guantanamo Bay" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Oh, and from today onwards im gonna finish everything that's on my plate. =)







Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

How to kick ass with a small penis- ANOTHER REASON TO LAUGH OUT LOUD.

This guy is dope shit!!! So hilarious, he should have his own talk show!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpKd_0zZ_90

Outrageous!





Got this flier yesterday while we were at Suntec.

It was the same shop Hammy was from.

Free hamster with purchase of cage and food, while stock last?


Whatever happened to compassion these days?

And check out this woman who got so pissed that her husband who is divorcing her she made a Divorce Revenge video.

Drama-rama!!!

It has caused so much controversy.. but this isby far the best response video ive found..




"Rich man have to understand, you cant marry a chick that is 25 or 30 years your junior man.. Those chicks dont love you! From the minute you say I love you, these chicks are praying that you die! Have you seen a poor dude who is 65 years old riding the bus with a hot piece of tail?

You dont! And if you do, call 911 cuz this chick has just escaped from the mental instituition.."



Lol!!! I loooovvvee controversies..




Tag me with your thoughts.

EXCLUSIVE ON THEONLYWORDSIKNOW.BLOGSPOT.COM!

BIG NEWS!!!

I knew it long ago, but i didnt have any evidence. But now i can finally conclude who is Wendy!!!

Her name is motherfucking GERMAINE LEE who works at the FACE shop at amk hub.. Free animal show!! Gorilla on the loose!!!


Just like what Shan an says, Fat people should just stay at home and cry.. not go around dissing people in their blogs.

Hey there Wendy, here's a post dedicated to you.. touched?



Jokes on WENDY (Germaine)


Wendy is so fat, she shows up on radar.

Wendy is so fat when she stepped on the scale it said, "To be continued."

Wendy is so fat, she have her own area code.

Germaine, oops, Wendy is so fat NASA orbits satellites around her.

Wendy is so big, she plays hopscotch like, "Malaysia...Indonesia...Australia...North pole..."

Wendy is so fat, people jog around her for exercise.

Wendy is so fat when she step on the scale it says, "No live stock please."





HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Laughed my ass off.

I actually know quite a few fat people that are really nice and cute, but if your fat and you still act like a bitch and give me some high school musical shit, then you really should go eat shit and die.

Think your powderful english can bring me down?


For a moment i forgot how your face looks like, but when i go to your friendster, well how should i put it.. u look GORILLA-ish?


Kinda makes me wanna puke.


Oh, and your blog is just bullshit.. praise the lord? Praise the Lord and SWEAR OUT LOUD?
Are you sure you are a Christian? HYPOCRITE!



Call me a skank or whatever you want, its not gonna make YOU a few kilograms lighter.


I heard from your best friend that you dont like the vibe that i gave... which vibe? The "I-am-slimmer-than-you" vibe? LOL!!!


I used to think you were ok, i even told your best friend to spend more time with you. But now you are just a REPULSIVE Gorilla to me.




Test me.

Went orchard with Ivan.. had fish and co. They changed their menus, the usual french fries and vegetables are gone!!! They replaced them with icky garden salad for a cheaper price.

And I am still getting used to having no student ez link. $10 can be used up in 2 days! Damn!!!


Change change change. Change is constant. Need to get used to it.



Sop's going to ns soon, im going to freakin miss him! Going to orchard reminds me of nothing else but my best buddies.. and fish and co was playing those old RnB hits that are so nostalgic.. "Rupee- If i cant have you", " Beep- Pussycat dolls feat Will.I.Am".. brings me back to those days when me and sop sat at the back of bus 101 with our bread and bubble tea and me, forever raiding his mp3 for fresh sounds..










LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Sop: Dont forget bout us even when you become a real man!!! I hate to admit it but i think i'll get really jealous when you get yourself a girlfriend. You AASSSSSHOOOLLE!

Haha!

Relationship comes and goes but friendships are forever!!! (yea i know i keep repeating myself)




And me and bboy baby watched the forbidden kingdom. It was quite nice, not VERY but quite. I'll give it a 6.5 outta 10. Its like the Brothers Grimm, fragments of different movies adds up together.. kinda like the cheenah version of Scary Movie. Go watch it, it makes Chinese proud yall!










I think we really look good together. There's so many stuff that's goin thru my head now but i just cant write it down.


Well I am going for the SIA interview this sun, so nervous, machiam like going for the America's next top model casting call. Wish me luck guys. Till then, cya!!!

What if i..


Had a thing on the side?

Made you cry?

Would the rules change up?
Or would they still apply?


If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy




Wait a minute... just for a move like yours,
Let me explain so we don't get confused
I don't want you to be taking it too far
Holl up in the streets sayin that you're my boo
Just cause we kick it don't read too much into it
I can't do it like you do, so
So when you're out sayin we, I'm sorry im too committed to me


You can even roll with another chick I'm down for whatever
I ain't gonna trip that's cool
So don't be thinking I'm in love with you
'Cause you're not my boyfriend, you're NOT my boyfriend.




All my ladies do them like they do you
Don't be making them play you or fool you
Keep them guessing, keep their head spinning
Hopin you're feeling this vibe that I'm bringing?

Avocado Milkshake (Current fav) and Job Interviews for Dummies.





Practically sums up what ive been up to these days.

ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMMMMNNNNNN FUCCCKINNNG GOOODDDDDDDDD!!!!


BEST REMIX IVE EVER HEARD SO FAR!


LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN.

I'm not the girl I used to be lately
See you met me at an interesting time

If my past is any sign of your future;
You should be warned before I let you inside.



I dont trust myself with loving you.




"When you are dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part." - John Mayer

WWW.KILLWITHME.COM

Yesterday was craaazzzyyy!!!

We finally had another best bud hangout thou Fatim cant make it, i miss her!

Dennis treated us to Ramen ten (that's RARE).















My Salmon Sashimi Face



Soft Shell Crab







Dennis was so full that he cant walk!!! HAHAHA!


And after that Sop brought us to the AMK mac to chill.. The ambience is amazing! I always thought there was only one mac at AMK, but this one is so much better.. there's even a drive thru like the States!







Dennis and his clone behind him.



This cake was prepared by Pei Pei, Dennis was so obsessed with her. When I wanted to go get the cake, he GRABBED me and said, " NO ITS OK LET ME GO BUY WITH SOP!!!!!!"


So desperate leh! (Shakes head)





That's our reflection on the Coffee machine. HAHA, so RANDOM.








Stupid Light. (and a LOUSY Photographer.)


Ok, im gonna end today's entry with an EXCLUSIVE!!!

The Making of the Best Bud Smirk





Take 1: Fail




Take 2



Take 3!!!! ROFL!




AND FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!






THAT's ALL FOLKS!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=QG1UEkC8aZY


Accidentally bumped into this video. And it sounded so familiar. Still remember he used to sing it when i go wild and crazy on him. And he always thought it was the other song but actually it was this. As much as i hate him, i think it is kinda amazing that he is the only person i know who hears Weird Al Yankovic just like me.

This song sounds quite ironic to me now.



I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light of my life
Oh darling, I'm beggin', won't you put down that knife?


You know, I even think it's kinda cute the way
You poison my coffee just a little each day
I still remember the way that you laughed
When you pushed me down that elevator shaft


Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra
Doing in my underwear drawer?
Sometimes I get to thinking you don't love me any more





Why do good things never last? Now what's left are all those "You did me wrong" shit.

A Dustbin's best friend


Why do some people like to slack beside a dustbin? Beats me.








Im sick! Flu and sore throat. Last night was so bad, it just feels as if i swallowed sandpaper down my throat. Really really bad. I wanna hang out with best buds tmr. Hopefully. I miss them very much.

And something's wrong with my stupid computer. I hate using Firefox, i prefer windows.



Congrats, Mr and Mrs Jay Z! Create a happy hollywood ending that we are all so eager to see.

Please see this, get shock, and give me comments.

Sometimes i wonder what these people are thinking. Arent there other things more important in life than just sex?

And no, i am not saying things here in a girl's perspective. I do respect how a player play his/her game, like an art of seduction, but since it is a game, play it fairly, dont use underhanded means and "white" lies which aint really white since u are going to con her getting into bed with you.

Only ugly people resort to these despicable moves. Why? Cuz they are not irresistable enough to attract girls!!! Lol!


I kinda pity them thou. I hope that on the death bed, at least they can tell themselves, " My greatest achievement in life is that i had sex with a better looking then average girl.. of cos she aint Maggie Q but well....." Pathetic.




Now, LADIES & GENTLEMEN, BOYS & GIRLS, it's time to do a re-analysis on yourself!!!



Take away money.

Take away looks. (Only IF you have, hehehe)

Take away those whatever armani, permed or rebonded hairstyles that you have.

Take away educational qualifications. ( They are just a piece of paper anyway.)

Take away those "hey i go to club a lot of people wanna grind me leh" (The club is DARK for a reason.)

Take away the good body figure. (Again, IF you have.)




Now, what else have you left? What's inside? (I am not talkin about internal organs)

Or are you just an empty shell? A product of the corrupted media? Is your life just a Big fucking joke?



Pardon me if I am too deep for you. You can just FUCK out of my blog. =)


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It's COCKTAIL OVERDOSE last night at the bar..



Blue Lagoon.





B25.





Rainbow!




Sebas and his fucked up look. Hahaha!





White Russian. I did not like it so i had another shot of Baileys.




I had all of the above and it is enough to make me tipsy, but not drunk though. I hate the state of being half sober! My digestive system kept giving me attitude last night. I told it to shut up.

I try hard not to blog twice a day but i really have to..

A REALLY GOOD VIDEO! Kanye West and Chris Martin from Coldplay.

Kanye West is heaven sent. A definite G, not Gangsta, but Genius.

I got my results. Well, i think it is miracle that i can pass, i got D for my HR thou.



Went out for coffee sessions with Shan an, it is really good to still be keeping in touch after we graduate..
The chances of making true friends get lesser as we grow older. He asked me why we can end up being such good friends and i said i have no idea. Ha.

Probably because he is a Cancerian. I get along very well with Cancerians u know (wink wink).. It is like we can talk about anything in the world.

Probably cos Scorpions and Cancerians are both highly intuitive and sensitive as well as emotional.. Not many people can handle us, and at the same time, we hardly break out of our shells if we dont trust the person enough.

And probably cos' I am a girl, so he doesnt need to front, and i think we know each other too well that there is really no point being in a relationship.. it will just spoil everything.





Show you another FAVOURITE Cancerian of mine!






And then we went to Bishan to meet some of his fucked up friends.. i used to really dislike them cos they are really crude and all that but i guess that is just a Peicai trait. How do you identify a Peicaian? It is when you feel the sarcastic vibe! Haha! And then there was Ken, a faggot but super funny man!



They were all obsessed with Tekken and those ridiculous drum beating machines.. I can NEVER hit the right beat, i tell you. So i went to play the Bishi Bashi Champ which is one of the few arcade games i like to play.. there was this chubby little boy who looks at me, and so i said, "You want to battle with me?"



And then his cute little sister joined us. She is so freakin sweet.. and den she insisted that i should play air hockey with her, and then i wanted to go to the washroom and she tagged along. And then she insisted that i should bring her to the playground, so i did. I think i will really spoil my kids next time, lol.







After all the mentos popping, tic tac toe and another round of Bishi Bashi Champ.. It was time for me to go.. She said she stay at Hougang, really hope to see her again!

Sometimes when i read his blog i dont know whether i should laugh or cry. I know it is very stupid of me to read it and stir up my own emotions for nothing, but i dont know why i did it. Somehow i still care for that person.. i mean, you dont need to have a status like "best friends" or "boyfriend" to feel that somebody is special, though i do not know what about him is so special to me that i can hate him so much but it equally pains me to think about those memories.



He always thinks that he is the victim because i have moved on. It was all my fault and he didnt hurt me ever, like he hadnt told me lies before, he has never cheated, he has never used violence against me before?!



I dont want to think about whose fault is it.. both of us equally played a part in the breakup, it didnt last and we quarrel all the time, doesnt that prove that it is just not meant to be? It is called a breakup cos' it is broken. No use thinking bout it, pointing fingers, backstabbing each other, blogging something bad about each other like there's no tommorrow.



Watched "The Bucket List" yesterday. It was really good and worth the ticket price, and i highly recommend it!






It is about 2 man who led different lives- One is a black man who is a mechanic, but is very knowledgable, married the only woman he loved and have a big and warm family. The other was a white man who is married to his career, extremely rich, obnoxious, have been thru 4 failed marriages but knows how to enjoy the finer things in life (sounds like someone i used to know).


The two of them happened to be at the same ward and they both know that they were going to die. So they decided to come up with the Bucket List to list down the things they wanted to do before they kicked the bucket. The Black man wrote things like "See something majestic" and the White man wrote superficial things like "Kiss the most beautiful girl in the world."


Together, the 2 of them went sky diving, race each other in fast cars, see the pyramids, visit Taj Mahal.. and it is only after they travelled around the world that they realised that there is no other place better than being in their own homes.


The Black man died shortly after with his loving wife and family surronding him, leaving the other all alone to fulfil the rest of on the Bucket list. He finally summed up the courage to reconcile with his daughter. That's when he met his granddaughter, kissed her on the cheeks, and striked off "Kiss the most beautiful girl in the world". That was the scene when i couldnt take it anymore and tears kept rolling down my cheeks.



I can still recall the time he showed me his wallpaper and said he is a fallen angel.. it actually left a very deep impression on me and i was really determined to change him, to make his life better, to show him that there is more to life than material things, to undo all the shitness he has faced in his life, to take away the shadow of his past.. that's the reason why i didnt walk away even when i found out some things about him.


But i over-estimated myself. Who am i to change him? I dont expect anything in return, but i did not expect myself to get hurt so badly. Guess it was all wishful thinking, i'll leave it to somebody else to be the saint of his life. Or maybe he will never change? It is disappointing to think about the efforts going to waste. I see so much potential in him.



Guess it really didnt matter. I am selfish. I am sorry.

Got this video from Fann's blog. Pretty much sums up how i feel. Everything in the video just looks so familiar to me.



We are all fools.