hm. its 3.36am now, dun even noe wad the fuck im doin rite here.
mom is gonna wake up any moment and she's gonna scream in my ear if she noes im still awake.
Wasnt planning to go sko tmr aniwae.Tmr is my supposedly special day.
but it didnt start well when it hit 12 midnite. We were arguing again.

Sigh. A year ago i went to sleep wit a heart full of hope and blissful-ness.Now when i tried to sleep, my puffy eyes are so tired but my brain just cant shut down.thinkin bout him makes the tears fall again.

Just cant stop.