Its been 2 and a half days since i checked into Independent Rehabilitation Center.

Gawd, i terribly miss him.
Im suffering from mild withdrawal symptoms but im trying to deal it with a positive mindset.

It makes me more clear headed though. Being in a long term relationship, ive become very dependent on him. And my priorities are all messed up.

Everytime he leaves for camp its like clearing all the unhappiness, insecurities and all those shitty things outta our relationship. A good way to detox. =)

Prayed for the earthquake victims in Sumatra.

Everything is God's plan. I know it is easy to say that when im not in the situation but im praying for more salvation. We do not have eternal death but will instead rejoice on the day that we meet our Lord and savior.