Please see this, get shock, and give me comments.

Sometimes i wonder what these people are thinking. Arent there other things more important in life than just sex?

And no, i am not saying things here in a girl's perspective. I do respect how a player play his/her game, like an art of seduction, but since it is a game, play it fairly, dont use underhanded means and "white" lies which aint really white since u are going to con her getting into bed with you.

Only ugly people resort to these despicable moves. Why? Cuz they are not irresistable enough to attract girls!!! Lol!


I kinda pity them thou. I hope that on the death bed, at least they can tell themselves, " My greatest achievement in life is that i had sex with a better looking then average girl.. of cos she aint Maggie Q but well....." Pathetic.




Now, LADIES & GENTLEMEN, BOYS & GIRLS, it's time to do a re-analysis on yourself!!!



Take away money.

Take away looks. (Only IF you have, hehehe)

Take away those whatever armani, permed or rebonded hairstyles that you have.

Take away educational qualifications. ( They are just a piece of paper anyway.)

Take away those "hey i go to club a lot of people wanna grind me leh" (The club is DARK for a reason.)

Take away the good body figure. (Again, IF you have.)




Now, what else have you left? What's inside? (I am not talkin about internal organs)

Or are you just an empty shell? A product of the corrupted media? Is your life just a Big fucking joke?



Pardon me if I am too deep for you. You can just FUCK out of my blog. =)


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It's COCKTAIL OVERDOSE last night at the bar..



Blue Lagoon.





B25.





Rainbow!




Sebas and his fucked up look. Hahaha!





White Russian. I did not like it so i had another shot of Baileys.




I had all of the above and it is enough to make me tipsy, but not drunk though. I hate the state of being half sober! My digestive system kept giving me attitude last night. I told it to shut up.

I try hard not to blog twice a day but i really have to..

A REALLY GOOD VIDEO! Kanye West and Chris Martin from Coldplay.

Kanye West is heaven sent. A definite G, not Gangsta, but Genius.

I got my results. Well, i think it is miracle that i can pass, i got D for my HR thou.



Went out for coffee sessions with Shan an, it is really good to still be keeping in touch after we graduate..
The chances of making true friends get lesser as we grow older. He asked me why we can end up being such good friends and i said i have no idea. Ha.

Probably because he is a Cancerian. I get along very well with Cancerians u know (wink wink).. It is like we can talk about anything in the world.

Probably cos Scorpions and Cancerians are both highly intuitive and sensitive as well as emotional.. Not many people can handle us, and at the same time, we hardly break out of our shells if we dont trust the person enough.

And probably cos' I am a girl, so he doesnt need to front, and i think we know each other too well that there is really no point being in a relationship.. it will just spoil everything.





Show you another FAVOURITE Cancerian of mine!






And then we went to Bishan to meet some of his fucked up friends.. i used to really dislike them cos they are really crude and all that but i guess that is just a Peicai trait. How do you identify a Peicaian? It is when you feel the sarcastic vibe! Haha! And then there was Ken, a faggot but super funny man!



They were all obsessed with Tekken and those ridiculous drum beating machines.. I can NEVER hit the right beat, i tell you. So i went to play the Bishi Bashi Champ which is one of the few arcade games i like to play.. there was this chubby little boy who looks at me, and so i said, "You want to battle with me?"



And then his cute little sister joined us. She is so freakin sweet.. and den she insisted that i should play air hockey with her, and then i wanted to go to the washroom and she tagged along. And then she insisted that i should bring her to the playground, so i did. I think i will really spoil my kids next time, lol.







After all the mentos popping, tic tac toe and another round of Bishi Bashi Champ.. It was time for me to go.. She said she stay at Hougang, really hope to see her again!

Sometimes when i read his blog i dont know whether i should laugh or cry. I know it is very stupid of me to read it and stir up my own emotions for nothing, but i dont know why i did it. Somehow i still care for that person.. i mean, you dont need to have a status like "best friends" or "boyfriend" to feel that somebody is special, though i do not know what about him is so special to me that i can hate him so much but it equally pains me to think about those memories.



He always thinks that he is the victim because i have moved on. It was all my fault and he didnt hurt me ever, like he hadnt told me lies before, he has never cheated, he has never used violence against me before?!



I dont want to think about whose fault is it.. both of us equally played a part in the breakup, it didnt last and we quarrel all the time, doesnt that prove that it is just not meant to be? It is called a breakup cos' it is broken. No use thinking bout it, pointing fingers, backstabbing each other, blogging something bad about each other like there's no tommorrow.



Watched "The Bucket List" yesterday. It was really good and worth the ticket price, and i highly recommend it!






It is about 2 man who led different lives- One is a black man who is a mechanic, but is very knowledgable, married the only woman he loved and have a big and warm family. The other was a white man who is married to his career, extremely rich, obnoxious, have been thru 4 failed marriages but knows how to enjoy the finer things in life (sounds like someone i used to know).


The two of them happened to be at the same ward and they both know that they were going to die. So they decided to come up with the Bucket List to list down the things they wanted to do before they kicked the bucket. The Black man wrote things like "See something majestic" and the White man wrote superficial things like "Kiss the most beautiful girl in the world."


Together, the 2 of them went sky diving, race each other in fast cars, see the pyramids, visit Taj Mahal.. and it is only after they travelled around the world that they realised that there is no other place better than being in their own homes.


The Black man died shortly after with his loving wife and family surronding him, leaving the other all alone to fulfil the rest of on the Bucket list. He finally summed up the courage to reconcile with his daughter. That's when he met his granddaughter, kissed her on the cheeks, and striked off "Kiss the most beautiful girl in the world". That was the scene when i couldnt take it anymore and tears kept rolling down my cheeks.



I can still recall the time he showed me his wallpaper and said he is a fallen angel.. it actually left a very deep impression on me and i was really determined to change him, to make his life better, to show him that there is more to life than material things, to undo all the shitness he has faced in his life, to take away the shadow of his past.. that's the reason why i didnt walk away even when i found out some things about him.


But i over-estimated myself. Who am i to change him? I dont expect anything in return, but i did not expect myself to get hurt so badly. Guess it was all wishful thinking, i'll leave it to somebody else to be the saint of his life. Or maybe he will never change? It is disappointing to think about the efforts going to waste. I see so much potential in him.



Guess it really didnt matter. I am selfish. I am sorry.

Got this video from Fann's blog. Pretty much sums up how i feel. Everything in the video just looks so familiar to me.



We are all fools.