i WAS quite happy that i didnt need to go to work anymore.
Until i saw my skool timetable.
4 days of morning assembly.
FUCK THAT.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Happy, happy, HAPPY!
the Boyfriend got me LINKIN PARK CONCERT TICKETS!!!
Well..
Everything is ok now.
(NO, not because of Linkin Park.)
Anyway, im so glad that i speaked out how rotten i felt inside, it took a lot of guts because im not a vocal person and because i know there will only be 1/100 chance that the Boyfriend would actually read my blog.
it was all a misunderstanding and i know nobody can be perfect. Maybe we still need more time to know each other, it is wrong for me to stereotype him.
And i couldnt believe that i actually apologize to him, ( Normally i would rather kill myself then to say sorry) but i guess i should. I really appreciate all the things he has done for me.
A month ago it would be easy-breezy for him to get me those tickets but not now that he is in the army. But the Boyfriend knows how Hard-core i am about Linkin Park. heh.
Thank you baby!!!
And im sorry that you couldnt watch David Copperfield live because of me.
How long can we last- Who can say for certain?!?
But all i know is that i am happy to be with you now.
We are still young, and things are constantly changing.
Very soon, ur gonna take up the business course, im gonna graduate from ite, and im gonna get into early childhood..
I hope we can go through all this together, through happy times and shitty times.
Ok, Im getting cheesy.
Time to end this entry.
But before that.....
DROOLS!!!!
the Boyfriend got me LINKIN PARK CONCERT TICKETS!!!
Well..
Everything is ok now.
(NO, not because of Linkin Park.)
Anyway, im so glad that i speaked out how rotten i felt inside, it took a lot of guts because im not a vocal person and because i know there will only be 1/100 chance that the Boyfriend would actually read my blog.
it was all a misunderstanding and i know nobody can be perfect. Maybe we still need more time to know each other, it is wrong for me to stereotype him.
And i couldnt believe that i actually apologize to him, ( Normally i would rather kill myself then to say sorry) but i guess i should. I really appreciate all the things he has done for me.
A month ago it would be easy-breezy for him to get me those tickets but not now that he is in the army. But the Boyfriend knows how Hard-core i am about Linkin Park. heh.
Thank you baby!!!
And im sorry that you couldnt watch David Copperfield live because of me.
How long can we last- Who can say for certain?!?
But all i know is that i am happy to be with you now.
We are still young, and things are constantly changing.
Very soon, ur gonna take up the business course, im gonna graduate from ite, and im gonna get into early childhood..
I hope we can go through all this together, through happy times and shitty times.
Ok, Im getting cheesy.
Time to end this entry.
But before that.....
DROOLS!!!!
(Sorry, i cant help it guys!) =P
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
The picture that u showed me of the both of u looks blurry, probably by bad photography.
Although i cant see the face properly i know she is pretty.
And i bet she made u happier than i do. I bet she dun give u attitude as much as i do. I bet she studies harder and got better grades than i do. I bet she lets u take the lead all the time. I bet she is everything that u want.
But she is not who i am.
Never.
And of course, its not just her. I dun want to sound like some controlling freak. Ive guy friends. At least i know what is going on through the freakin male brain. But it hurts me when u stare at other girls literally when im just right beside you.
I never trust people and i've never trusted you. I dun wanna act like a fuckin idiot.
I feel hideous most of the time when im with u. THE MOST HIDEOUS, AWFULLY DREADFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD EVER.
Dun try to tell me that im not like that to u.
If im attractive enough, i'll make u forget about ur ex.
If im attractive enough, i'll never make u look the other way.
Im sick of trying so hard. Its never gonna work. I need someone who can really love me for who i am, someone that will try harder, or at least, act like its the truth and show me that im the only one in his life.
Im a selfish girl when it comes to relationships.
And yes im skeptical. Because i dun wanna end up like a fuckin idiot, gave all the best that i can give and then to have u left me for some other girl one fine day?
Its ok to take me for granted. Your not the first one anyway.
Even if ur not now, someday u will.
Sometimes i just wish that i could act like a boy...
People asked me, why do u wanna be in the relationship when u noe that it can never have a happy ending?
I think all the while ive been decieving myself. I ignored my instincts, and this is what i get.
Although i cant see the face properly i know she is pretty.
And i bet she made u happier than i do. I bet she dun give u attitude as much as i do. I bet she studies harder and got better grades than i do. I bet she lets u take the lead all the time. I bet she is everything that u want.
But she is not who i am.
Never.
And of course, its not just her. I dun want to sound like some controlling freak. Ive guy friends. At least i know what is going on through the freakin male brain. But it hurts me when u stare at other girls literally when im just right beside you.
I never trust people and i've never trusted you. I dun wanna act like a fuckin idiot.
I feel hideous most of the time when im with u. THE MOST HIDEOUS, AWFULLY DREADFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD EVER.
Dun try to tell me that im not like that to u.
If im attractive enough, i'll make u forget about ur ex.
If im attractive enough, i'll never make u look the other way.
Im sick of trying so hard. Its never gonna work. I need someone who can really love me for who i am, someone that will try harder, or at least, act like its the truth and show me that im the only one in his life.
Im a selfish girl when it comes to relationships.
And yes im skeptical. Because i dun wanna end up like a fuckin idiot, gave all the best that i can give and then to have u left me for some other girl one fine day?
Its ok to take me for granted. Your not the first one anyway.
Even if ur not now, someday u will.
Sometimes i just wish that i could act like a boy...
People asked me, why do u wanna be in the relationship when u noe that it can never have a happy ending?
I think all the while ive been decieving myself. I ignored my instincts, and this is what i get.
Monday, October 01, 2007
CHECK THIS OUT.
Channel NewsAsia - Tuesday, September 25
ITE makes a worldwide top educator
SINGAPORE : It once used to be the bottom feeder of the educational system in the eyes of parents. Now, the Institute of Technical Education (ITE) stands on top of the world.
It has won a global award for improving vocational and technical training in Singapore.
At a ceremony in the United States on Monday night (Tuesday morning, Singapore time), a Harvard University institute held up the ITE as a government programme to be noted for its reforms, and it wants the post—secondary education provider to share its story with the world.
ITE is getting US$100,000 (S$150,000), sponsored by IBM, to do just that. One of the key criteria for the IBM Innovations Award in Transforming Government, which saw more than 100 entries from 30 countries, is whether the programme can be replicated successfully in other countries.
In its citation of ITE, the Ash Institute at Harvard described how it was "formerly a last resort for low—achieving students" but underwent a 10—year reform plan, "revamping irrelevant curriculum, upgrading learning environments and instating new academic requirements for current teachers".
As a result, ITE reported a 33—per—cent increase in graduation rates and a 50—per—cent rise in students enrolled between 1995 and last year.
The award also represents a culmination of ITE’s go—global plan, a bid to increase its influence worldwide. This includes licensing its courses overseas, working on consultancy projects and offering short—term training.
The most important aspect of its efforts has been the alliances it has forged with other vocational and technical education institutes, ITE chief executive Bruce Poh told TODAY.
It recently joined the Global Education Network, comprising institutions from Australia, Canada and the US.
While go—global efforts like these have benefited ITE through "mutual learning" and "benchmarking" of courseware development, curricula standards and faculty development, when it comes to international recognition, its latest award is the icing on the cake, said Mr Poh.
ITE already has plans to share its knowledge with developing countries. Having provided consultancy work in the last two years to Indonesia, Jordan and Thailand, it will be helping leaders of technical education in three African countries — Madagascar, Mozambique and Ghana — when they visit Singapore in January.
ITE graduate Mohamed Suhayil, 30, now a country account manager for a multinational smart card company, told TODAY that his alma mater deserves the plaudits for its achievements, especially for transforming its image. "Without all the bits and bytes I picked up from ITE, I wouldn’t have developed this far in my career."
Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong also congratulated ITE: "It has developed a unique brand of education, to train students with ’thinking hands’ who excel in technical vocations. A first class ITE system is critical to enabling every Singaporean to maximise his potential, and participate fully in Singapore’s growth and progress." — TODAY/ym
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Channel NewsAsia - Tuesday, September 25
ITE makes a worldwide top educator
SINGAPORE : It once used to be the bottom feeder of the educational system in the eyes of parents. Now, the Institute of Technical Education (ITE) stands on top of the world.
It has won a global award for improving vocational and technical training in Singapore.
At a ceremony in the United States on Monday night (Tuesday morning, Singapore time), a Harvard University institute held up the ITE as a government programme to be noted for its reforms, and it wants the post—secondary education provider to share its story with the world.
ITE is getting US$100,000 (S$150,000), sponsored by IBM, to do just that. One of the key criteria for the IBM Innovations Award in Transforming Government, which saw more than 100 entries from 30 countries, is whether the programme can be replicated successfully in other countries.
In its citation of ITE, the Ash Institute at Harvard described how it was "formerly a last resort for low—achieving students" but underwent a 10—year reform plan, "revamping irrelevant curriculum, upgrading learning environments and instating new academic requirements for current teachers".
As a result, ITE reported a 33—per—cent increase in graduation rates and a 50—per—cent rise in students enrolled between 1995 and last year.
The award also represents a culmination of ITE’s go—global plan, a bid to increase its influence worldwide. This includes licensing its courses overseas, working on consultancy projects and offering short—term training.
The most important aspect of its efforts has been the alliances it has forged with other vocational and technical education institutes, ITE chief executive Bruce Poh told TODAY.
It recently joined the Global Education Network, comprising institutions from Australia, Canada and the US.
While go—global efforts like these have benefited ITE through "mutual learning" and "benchmarking" of courseware development, curricula standards and faculty development, when it comes to international recognition, its latest award is the icing on the cake, said Mr Poh.
ITE already has plans to share its knowledge with developing countries. Having provided consultancy work in the last two years to Indonesia, Jordan and Thailand, it will be helping leaders of technical education in three African countries — Madagascar, Mozambique and Ghana — when they visit Singapore in January.
ITE graduate Mohamed Suhayil, 30, now a country account manager for a multinational smart card company, told TODAY that his alma mater deserves the plaudits for its achievements, especially for transforming its image. "Without all the bits and bytes I picked up from ITE, I wouldn’t have developed this far in my career."
Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong also congratulated ITE: "It has developed a unique brand of education, to train students with ’thinking hands’ who excel in technical vocations. A first class ITE system is critical to enabling every Singaporean to maximise his potential, and participate fully in Singapore’s growth and progress." — TODAY/ym
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