Jux read a touching article in the reader's digest.
Its about this man suffering from extreme amnesia- he couldnt remember
anybody except his wife.
He have to live in the brain surgery unit everyday, but he would always
reognise his wife's voice everytime she calls.
Everytime he wakes up, he forgets what happened yesterday and repeat
his conversation every single day.
But his wife will never get tired of what he says. She works full time to
support his medical fees and talks regularly with him daily by the phone.
The couple only meets up every weekend where they spend their time playing
music together.

Getting all emo.. hahaha.
Love is a crazy thing.
Heartbreaking yet so empowering.

How many people actually found true love in their lives?
Love is not all abt affection, intimacy, or sweet talking.
Its not all about the "I am attached" status.

True love is when a couple go thru thick and thin, high times and low times,
and still able to love each other.

Some of my girl friends got attached, they called their steads "hubby",
"lao gong" and all the other mushy stuff.

For me, i realli wish to call him that but the future is really unknown.
But what i really know is that right now, i love him a lot.
Willing to sacrify my everything for him.
Next week is his birthday and our 10th mth anniversary. (n it actualli falls on
the same day!)

Cant wait to celebrate! =)

These entry is for all the guys that are clueless.


When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a fewseconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "Ill love you forever,"
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that.


Getit?!?

Dao Qing's blog caused quite a huge hoo-ha bout racism.
Yeah.. a touchy subject ya know.
We are all racist thinking bout how racist other people is- that's human.

Malays breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Chinese breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Indians breathe, eat, shit and farts.
Eurasians breathe, eat, shit and farts.

So what is the *** difference between all the races in Spore?
Cause we have different skin colour?
How shallow is it huh?

I suppose its smth that passes from generation to generation.
Parents always characterize other races by stereotypes.
Naturally we grew up thinking," Yeah, maybe that's true."
And when we go out and meet a few people like that, it clicks wit everything our
parents told us.
We assumed everybody who is of their race/religion are like that.

I never realise racism is such a big problem before.
I was in a Buddhist primary sko, and 99.9% are Chinese.
(the other 0.1% is a mixed.)
In my secondary school years, thou there are malays and indians,
majority are chinese.
But i managed to click with the malays. though their always in a group,
we still chat once in a while.
Sometimes we speak our language in front of them, but no doubt there is mutual respect.
In sec 5 i found 2 best buds
- one indian-malay mix and one pure malay (& a fuckin fat one, heh).

Then when i came to ITE, everything changes.
They made racist joke in malay in front of the whole class.
They made fun of my God.
And im like thinking, So, now, they are the majority, so they can do whatever they want?
In what way are chinese less superior than the malays?

But now i realise, why am i angry at malays as a whole?
Some malays did that. But not all.
Am i thinking the way these shallow people think?

I have brains, ya know.
Its just people. they are a bunch of imbecile-s.
Dumb is an appropraite word to describe.
But not because they are malays, but they are just dumb in the head.
They think its damn amusing to make these kinda jokes.
Well, i find it amusing that they find these kinda things amusing.
Ironic.
Just let them say what they want, and let them laugh all they want.


Because only smart people have the last laugh.
And all the smart people of the world (regardless of race, language or religion say Amen.
ha.

Yo!
Time to bitch bout ANTM again!!!
Woot!
wow, and Jade's said she wanna be a Kindergarden teacher.
And i tot its a joke.
Does she even have compassion?
and cmon, wit her fuckin looks like tt, she will probably scare all the kids away.
See the way she posed at the pics, she looks like Bai ling.
And both of them are equally ****.
She said to the other contestant," Its not American's Next Top Best Friend."
But its not American's Next Top Bitch either.
Im sure she will come out tops for that contest. Ha.

And Gina.. Its a waste, i guess she has alrdy give up on herelf and the competition.
Its not bout the looks really, its bout self-confidence.
Okie, i shall bitch next tym, my bro's watching South Park- vol 3 (An Elephant makes love
to a pig) so i cant help but to watch it wit him.

Plus all those Hip hop dirty r&b, my fav entertainment-s is slowly corrupting my mind.
Or shld i say im alrdy fucking corrupted.

There i go again.

 

Ystd's been a real scary day at work for me. 
Eversince i started working at SMC, ive seen lotsa crazy shopper (some even regular ones).
Crazy as in there's a nut screwed up in their heads.

Most of them are harmless, we just ignore them, but ystd i met a real scary one.
My supervisor's out, so im left alone in the shop.
I was serving an auntie who was looking for vcds, so i go all the way to the back
to search for her.
At the same time there's a man in his 50s kept staring at me.
The auntie couldnt get what she want so she left the shop,
and then this man is like practically shouting," EH!"

So i ask him whether he need any assistance, then he said eh again then he move
forward like he's gonna attack me.
He look so fierce.
I backed off.

It happens the second time, i culdnt stand it so i went to the front where there is
a regular customer (who is also crazy but harmless).
Then that scary man walk right in front then he started to scold me stupid.
He look so fierce like he's gonna attack me.

Now, this is like a pet peeve, i hate ppl scolding me "stupid."
U can scold me anything, but not stupid.
So thou i was shaking inside, i shout back, i called him mad.
Well i was being honest rite? ha.

He stand outside the shop and giving me that angry stare.
So i glared at him.
Im seriously fucking pissed,
i m ready to defend myself by hurling cds if he ever attack me.

Im realli freaked out.
Den i told that harmless crazy guy that i was freaked out.
He laughed.
And i said," U dunno meh, there are lotsa crazy people at thomson plaza."
He said," Really?!?"
And im like thinking, " yeah, ur one of them."

But thnk God he is there, if not i dunno what will happen to me.
i used to think he is farkin annoying, but i guess he is just lonely.


At least he is harmless.