Quite bored. Cant even go to msn.. the bloody thing keeps shutting down.
Just went for the newater thing today, hopefully i can get selected, it sounds like an interesting commitment.

Do i miss him? Hell yeah.
But i got to get used to it.

Sometimes i asked myself, why am i in a relationship?
Just to have someone to hang out with? Or just to have someone to hold?
Or maybe i just need somebody to depend on whenever i feel weak.

Now that i looked back, the past relationship feels like nothing. I do not even know why i was in it. Mayb that was me in past tense.

Maybe.

The relationship in present tense is like hangin out with my best friend- having all the fun and enjoying every moment of it, with occasional breakdowns. The only difference is we can make out anytime we want.

Sometimes, i feel like giving him the best of me but i know it can never be compared to the one in his past. I accept it because i know it is hard for someone to find a soul mate once in his life. Even though it is call a break up because it is broken.


Well as for myself, i dun think i have found one yet. Maybe better luck next time?

A Wonderful Day

Well. A cheesy title is often cheesy to the ones who did not experience it first hand.
If that is the case i think im oblivious.

And delirious.

I had a great day yesterday, my baby, who is also known as "2 bus stops away" (i will not go any further about where he got his nickname from) decided to bring me out before going in to NS on Monday.

He blindfolded me while we were on the cab and it freaked the hell out of me (Cause i was walkin blindfolded wearing heels). He told me that we were going to meet Shan an, Peishi and gang at Sentosa and i cant believe i actually fell for the lie.

Part 1: Sentosa
The cable car ride was fantastic. Thou the view wasnt spectacular but it is kinda freaky because it was the premium one with the see through ground.




Above: I guess my readers would love to see THE boyfriend's new hair.




Above: View from the cable car


The moment we move OUT of the tunnel it actually gave me an adrenaline rush. =)


Part 2 of the surprise was: SUSHI TEI

Didnt have any photos. Was busy indulging in all the raw food.


Part 3: Suntec city

We went to this decent cafe at Marina called Musicdreamers cafe.
It was cosy inside and the live bands were fabulous.
And THE Boyfriend, being a natural entertainer, was the main attraction of the day. To think he actually dedicated "Shi wan ge wei she me."







Funky cup huh?

That is all for my entry. I will miss him for the next 5 days but dun worry baby, Hammy will be safe in my hands. I LOVE YOU!




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My sex slave.

Well, life still goes on. Friends come and go, relationships repaired, relationships broken. Not like i give much damn about it. The only constant is change.


And despite eveything i've gone through, im still me. I dun need some people to tell me what i should be or who i should act like. If they are so embarassed to hang out wit me, den so be it.

Since ive tried my best to keep in touch, i know things are never going back to the way they were. It just taught me how to put less expectations on people.

Call me Yuting Shinoda.

LINKIN PARK IS COMING TO SINGAPORE TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AARGHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!

Im keepin my fingers crossed. I already missed it twice. Im not gonna miss it agin.

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