I believe that every girl, i mean EVERY girl,wants their boyfriend to think they are the best, the best they have ever had, best in every way, better than his previous ex-es, better than the other girls out there.


But ive learned. It is only a fairytale. Guys are born polygamous in nature, and can choose to be monogamous only when they are disciplined. Have you ever seen temptation island? Some guys rather satisfy their dicks rather than to win money. Its a show, but hell yea you know its true.


This is what i can conclude:
Just like here on earth, we have Black, White, Chinese, Hispanics, Indian, Arab.. (You get the drift~).
The following are 5 species of Martians..



(1) Martians with low self esteem and are happy to settle for any girl. (usually geeks or those who like to play computer games and think their dream girls are from Final Fantasy) And they usually go friendster and ask girls for their msn, dont need to be good looking just look like a human and it will be alright, and their pick-up line is always the same, "Intro?" DESPO!



(2) Martians with low self esteem but when they choose girls, they want a girl with standard. You can usually locate this specific species at clubs, trying their luck to pick girls up, and they usually based their self esteem on how many numbers he can get. If he gets lucky, he occasionally can get into some holes. If its one with a hot body, the next day he will feel great to boast around with fellow Martians.



(3) Martians who have high self esteem, usually one that make girls swoon when they pass by. They know they are cool. They know they are cute. They wont just settle for any girl, unless she is model from Maxim magazine or Deal or no deal. Most of the time they love themselves too much, they just think of girls as their accessories. So no emotional connection, nothing, usually wont last more than 3 mths, and did i mention that they have a HUGE commitment problem?



(4) The 4th species are the least harmless of all. This kinda Martians are most likely to invite girls to their spaceships for a cuppa coffee rather than to abduct you, so be rest assured. These Martians often put other things first, such as career, friends or family. Sometimes they can be so nice, you wonder if they are Martians at all. Occasionally its great, then it gets bored.. and den snap!, you took them for granted and its gone.



(5) Last but not least there are Martians that are posers, just wanna migrate to venus and act like venus-tians, if you know what i mean. But i dont blame them, its not easy being in Mars, you know, when their dicks are a little less vulnerable to circumstances, and their brains are slightly more sensitive.. sometimes i pity them. Its not easy being a girl, imagine a girl trapped in a Martian body..



I shudder at the thought.




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Dont try to be with me just because i am that kinda girl who will stick by you and oversee your flaws. If you really think i am worth it, let me go. Dont let me suffer anymore. It hurts. I want a guy loves me for who i am. I believe i can. I dont want to be stuck wondering why i cant be the best girl in your life. No matter how hard i try... i cant be the perfect girl that you want, you keep telling yourself that you dont want to chase the eternal carrot, but you know its not about it. Let me go and find someone who truly loves me. I am sorry for what i did.


If only.. if only that afternoon i choose not to call Shan an to go to the KTV with me.. if only i never liked Phantom of the Opera.. If only you really love me from the start and thinks that i am the beautiful-lest girl in the world like it seemed on the first date..


Well, who am i trying to kid?