Its just one of those days when u feel so fucking stoned..


Sometimes, i cant help but to wonder how ironic human beings are.


For example, when a friend/colleague/acquaintance feels upset and you did not do anything about it, they say you do not have empathy, and not worthy to be friends with at all.

But if you do console them, they say, " Fuck off, i dont need your sympathy, its easy for you to say that everything will be okay, you are not even in my shoes."




Let me quote another example.

If you talk to a person that you do not like, they call you a hypocrite.

But if you do not and rather choose to be alone, they say you are an antisocial.


It just reminds me of the old donkey story.
The one that tells of a man, his wife and the donkey, they all fell off the bridge because of what people have commented on their way back home.



But how do you shut your eyes and shut your ears and say that you do not care a shit about it at all?


I cant. I can choose to write smth like, " Im so real, i dont care bout what people think at all,


but truth is, i do.

We all have feelings.

Its like when you are in the shopping mall and some stranger comes up and says, " FUCK YOU!"


Would you just continue to walk and act like nothing has happened?



Who are we kidding?!? Of course all these shit is affecting ourselves.


I want to shout out my thoughts to the whole world, i need to vent out all these excessive thoughts in my head. I feel so exhausted.. i want to be where i dreamt of being.



The number 1 song that's on my playlist right now.. Damn i can relate to it so badly.



Keep rockin and keep knockin'
Whether you're louis vuitton-ing it up, or reebok-ing
You see the hate that they serving on a platter
So what we gon have dessert or disaster?


I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in and knocked me on my face
Feels like I'm in a race but I already won first place


I never thought I fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinking about our life, our house and kids
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down


I never thought I hear myself say
Ya'll gon hate
I think I'm going to kick it with my girl today
I used to be commander-in-chief for my pimp ship flying high
Till i met this pretty little missile, who shot me out the sky


So now I'm crashing don't know how it happened
but i know it feels so damn good
Said if i could go back and make it happen faster
Don't you know i would baby if i could
Miss independent, to the fullest, the load never too much
she helping me pull it, she shot bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight



Tell me now can you make past your caspers
So we could finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams
to seem to only date the head of football teams,
and i was the class clown that always kept you laughing
we were never meant to be, baby we just happened

so please don't mess up the trick,
hey young world, i'm the new slick rick,
they say i move to quick but we can't let this moment past us,

let the hour glass pass right into ashes
let the wind blow the ashes right before my glasses
so i wrote this love letter right before my classes
how could a goddess ask someone that's only average, for advice
o-m-g you listen to that bitch?


Woah is me, baby this is tragic
cause we had it, we was magic
i was flying, now i'm crashing
this is bad, real bad, michael jackson
now i'm mad, real mad, joe jackson



so you gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad
or will you bring the better future then i had in the past
cause i don't want to make the same mistakes i did
i don't wanna fall back on my face again
i'll admit it, i was scared to answer loves call
and if it hits, better make it worth the fall


- Keri Hilson feat. Neyo & Kanye West