Feeling: Lost
Music: Lucifer's angel

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?

Must i sit here and try to stand it?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I make the right moves but Im lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again

I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

It’s all too much to take in


If I turn my back Im defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then theyll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer


Im so afraid that Im out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to

Dont you know ?
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside