Just returned home from work. EXHILARATING!!!!!

Ive been working as a new feel promoter for 2 days. Ystd, i am an angel with yellow wings giving ladies free rides to celebrate International Women's Day. I was having mild asthma attacks on the bus but thank God for being my fortress. Thank God for His grace, without Him i wouldnt be able to make it.

Today i was the only angel, a bit freaky as my costume was the oddest at the Fairprice AMK hub opening. But it was fun, though. Just hope that i will recieve the pay. Plus ive got a free ride home for boss. He wants me to take part in another new project involving the MayDay Concert, the company is one of the sponsors for many artiste like Rain and S.H.E, gaining much publicity. I dun mind working for them as long as the pay is good.

Hehe.. Suddenly it feels so good to be 18. Woo hoo~

Teddy Baby called today. His rashes has gotten worse and he sounded so sick. Very worried about him. I pray to God that he will be fine. Realli miss him a lot.

Its been 2 and a half days since i checked into Independent Rehabilitation Center.

Gawd, i terribly miss him.
Im suffering from mild withdrawal symptoms but im trying to deal it with a positive mindset.

It makes me more clear headed though. Being in a long term relationship, ive become very dependent on him. And my priorities are all messed up.

Everytime he leaves for camp its like clearing all the unhappiness, insecurities and all those shitty things outta our relationship. A good way to detox. =)

Prayed for the earthquake victims in Sumatra.

Everything is God's plan. I know it is easy to say that when im not in the situation but im praying for more salvation. We do not have eternal death but will instead rejoice on the day that we meet our Lord and savior.

Google is out of beta?!?

I give a shit. I am an antisocial and i dun really embrace changes. Ha.

I wuldnt say that my life now is boring, there's just too much ups and downs. My health is somehow detiorating, it's starting to freak me out. When negative thoughts are beginning to take over me just like it had in the past. But im not gonna let it beat me.

Got a job as a Newfeel ambassador, in short a sanitary pads promoter, haha. So dont be surprised if u see me one day in a bus wearing a pair of ridiculous wings, giving out sanitary pads samples. Guys are very welcome. U can put it on and try to feel like a girl. The feeling will be amazing. Trust me.

If all is well, i might become a freelance promoter. Afterall its good money and love that stupid reactions on people's face. It's pretty entertaining, u noe.


Remember i only write sins, not tragedies.
Im so mysterious that i dun even noe myself sometimes.

My asthma came back again. After 8 years.
I think it serves as a reminder of me not having a healthy lifestyle.
Just finished watching the dvd of SUPER SIZE ME.
I think most people are just complacent when it comes to having a healthy lifestyle.

So wad's having a healthy lifestyle then?
U should have more SEX.
Sleep well, Eat well and eXercise!

I think i do sleep well, i dun club, and thou i do haf food trips with sop occasionally but overall i do haf an appropriate diet. At least i think it is.

I think the only problem is i dont exercise. I was never obese and outdoor is definitely not for me. And i really dread the idea getting hot and sweaty all over. Plus when u perspire, u stink. The only sport i like to do was swimming. However i seldom get the chance to do it. Its either raining, having periods or having cough and flu.
I like to give myself excuses la.

From now on, Im aint gonna be a couch potato no more.

Sighs, but i realli wanna have hamsters.. =(

I wouldnt want to have a metrosexual boyfriend.
Firstly, i'll get jealous if people notice him more than they notice me.

Second, it turns me off. I mean cmon, where is ur MANliness?!?

Third, i wuldnt want him to care about his looks more than he cares bout me. Ive a friend who pose for a picture with his gal, but the captions are all about himself. Eeks.

But they do make good BFFs. lol.


Okie why m i writing this?!? Heck, i do not know. Its just a random comment, i guess. Little things like this IRKS me.

Got sick today. Went to visit the POLYclinic. And i said flu but they gimme cough syrup.
Like what the.
But its okie since they charged me student price. I muz be optimistic, HEhe.

But i aint gonna slack at home. Got project work to do, and to find inspirations for the writing competition. And the laundry bag is piling as high as the Bukit timah hill.

I'll be going for Hunan, China for Community Service next month.
Im 100% freaked.
How m i gonna survive there when im already complaining so much about SG?
Gotta learn to be independent.
Have to stop whining so much, lol.

Speaking about whining, im beginning to miss my BFFs, especially the tad metrosexual Sop the asshole.
I DEMAND A BEST BUD HANGOUT before i leave for Hunan, can?