God forbid I know I've been a letdown, stupidly reaching for the sky when im lying in a gutter.
Im sick of the pain, sick of the sorrow.
Sick of today, sick of tomorrow.
I climb to the top just to fall to the bottom.
I'm addicted to the misery in my head and I better stop before I end up dead.
I can't be your angel when I'm living like a devil.
I can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel.
I don't want your pity & I don't want your help.
Don't try & save me go take care of yourself
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Monday, December 04, 2006
hm. its 3.36am now, dun even noe wad the fuck im doin rite here.
mom is gonna wake up any moment and she's gonna scream in my ear if she noes im still awake.
Wasnt planning to go sko tmr aniwae.Tmr is my supposedly special day.
but it didnt start well when it hit 12 midnite. We were arguing again.
Sigh. A year ago i went to sleep wit a heart full of hope and blissful-ness.Now when i tried to sleep, my puffy eyes are so tired but my brain just cant shut down.thinkin bout him makes the tears fall again.
Just cant stop.
mom is gonna wake up any moment and she's gonna scream in my ear if she noes im still awake.
Wasnt planning to go sko tmr aniwae.Tmr is my supposedly special day.
but it didnt start well when it hit 12 midnite. We were arguing again.
Sigh. A year ago i went to sleep wit a heart full of hope and blissful-ness.Now when i tried to sleep, my puffy eyes are so tired but my brain just cant shut down.thinkin bout him makes the tears fall again.
Just cant stop.
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