Picture time!

There aint no need for words when your happiness is reflected on your face =)




Brought Love to ITE hangout at Balcony (again), we went to orchard and then back to his house again cuz his daddy wanted us to be home for his Chilli crab.. after that we rushed back to Orchard again...





What i love about Mr 8 Packs is that he never cares bout what people think. You wont imagine what actually happened that night, so fucking hilarious..

Theres some things that i will never dare to do and also, i considered all the so called "friendships" for old times sake, but Mr 8 packs and his fucking attitude... LOL I LOVE~


*****


23/12/2008

Our first monthsary..

Love wanted to go to Shokudo again cuz it reminds him of our second date, oh well..

But this time the food didnt disappoint me..








This is Mamma mia~ Mushroom and egg cream pasta.. The secret lies with the cream...the texture is just right and it feels like heaven with every bite..




Wow. He seldom smile in pictures i realise..





*****
Spent Christmas with S to the OP..

Just rebonded my hair again, so freakin flat, bla~

Need to wait for 2 weeks till i can dye my hair brown =)





Had Thai express.. ever since Sop went into NS we dont really spend much on food... hmm... but still... i had a great time with them, if only Fatim can make it.

A day with Mao Mao





Meet MaoMao, Mr 8 Packs' dog... heh heh.. She is a mixed between a Pug and Shih Tzu,, The silliest dog ive ever seen.. Look at her silly little face, dont you think it looks like the soft toy from CJ7?













Been working at Hougang North these few days, so it was damn convenient to see Mr 8 Packs everyday since its just a 5 minute walk to his house..


It seriously feels like we have been together for a few years.. in such a short period of time we are so close, i can drop all my facades and be myself... and he knows my attitude too well, cuz he has got that fucking attitude too, lol..


Stayed over at his house the night before yesterday, the feeling of waking up and seeing him the first thing in the morning is incredible.. after he wakes up it feels so good to hug him while he smoke on his cancer stick.. wearing his oversized t shirt and have Long John Silvers for breakfast...


To others it seems like nothing but to me i feel bliss..




Here are some random pictures..Im trying to compensate for not updating this regularly, oh well..


This is my current obsession- the HK cafe at bugis.. the only place that sell these fried vegetables that are so freakin addictive! I dunno what they put inside but i have cravings for it all the time..





However, the HK milk tea is kinda impractical..





Alright gotta sleep soon.. still have to do some Xmas shopping tmr..


Good night =)

Alright.. a lot of people have been asking... so here's a tell-all post..












I am attached, but i am more than being just attached. Its more than the status of " I am having a boyfriend". I want to be with him, not because i need somebody beside me..


He tore all the walls that i had built around me.. He is the Jin who will never cheat on me, the Jackson that has got a mind of his own.. No, he is not them at all.. he is one of a kind.



I can dropped all my facades when i am with him.. i dont need to think before i do something, everything just comes very naturally.



The love we had, is more than just plain superficial.. finally, ive found someone who wants to love me the way i want to love him. The passion between us is indescribable. Guess that's what happens when you put 2 scorpions together. hehehehe.




Yesterday



Slacking around with his buddies- Zhengzhong and Alan, (they both work in UOB too) Watch Alan play his air piano, freakin entertaining! Hahahaha!





Yeah he is a bit crazy when he is at home. I just freaking love him soooo much!


In case you are still wondering...



Yes, he's MY mr 8 Packs.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn this feels too right


It's just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you



So I´ll be holdin`my breath..
Could this be the end?


Is it that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

Phuture 22/11/08














Stupid faces. haha.



Goners!!! Bitch is fucking worse than i am can.




It was quite boring actually. No hot guys. And i accidentally danced with an ugly guy for like a freaking 20 minutes or so.. after everything we were outside the petrol station havin cup noodles and i asked Stacey, " Just now that guy.. was he ugly? i can only recall a bit.."


And he said, " Eh ya.. but he is tall though.. its a plus point and somemore u were havin fun so i didnt want to interrupt u.."



Holy SHIT!!!


And not to mention the hangover is terrible... one of the worst.

No more clubbing for me!

The Devil Wears Prada (often shortened to TDWP) is a Christian metalcore[1] band from Dayton, Ohio. They are currently signed to Ferret Records[2]. They derived their name from the book with the same title



Current line-up
Mike Hranica - Lead Vocals
Jeremy DePoyster - Guitar, Vocals
James Baney - Keyboard, Synthesizer
Chris Rubey - Guitar
Andy Trick - Bass
Daniel Williams - Drums



DONT BE FOOLED BY THEIR CHEESY BAND TITLE.

I just found this band and i am FUCKING OBSESSED with them already. ITS SO DAMN FUCKING AWESOME.

Listen to their cover version of Still Fly by Big Tymers.


OMG, PURE MOTHERFUCKING GREATNESS. Cant believe it they are a Christian band..


Check out these songs:


Hey John, What's Your Name Again?
HTML Rulez d00d
You cant spell Crap without "C"
Spongebob Grindpants
Rosemary had an accident



Found them just in time.. Thank God because im running out of fresh sounds for my ipod.


Shan an just called. Seems like we are just drifting apart. I mean, i should have known. Sometimes there are no such thing as a BFF, after all its just a term. Bimbos use it because they are bimbos. Haha. Dunno what i am talking about. Friendships are just like relationships, cant put too much expectations in it, its not healthy.



Life works like fengshui, declutter your brain and let new things come in!!

201108

Local Dinner Buffet @ Grand Hyatt



MENTOR AND ME!



Games: Time for some bonding time!






Alex LOLed.





Peifang and me. Sometimes i think she suck but her working attitude is really good. I can see her passion in Banking and Finance. I feel kinda guilty cuz i dun give a fuck about my job at all. I just love the pay. Sigh.




The food was so-so actually. But the dessert is good! The ondek-ondek was really nice! And the yam paste, and pineapple tarts, and the durian ice cream is amazing too!



The Raffles city peeps were obsessed with the Buddha-jumped-over-the-wall soup. But personally i love those fungus, sea cucumber and bittergourd (I have no idea i just love them) and i took lotsa lotsa servings! Heheheh.



Ambience, quite zen, but the music sucks. I think its a local artiste compilation (to suit the buffet theme) they've got Chinese, Malay and Indian songs but i have never heard of them before. Im like, wth... cuz to me music is fuckin important la. hahaha.



***

Well, after a day of enjoyment, today i came back to work and got a complaint from customer. MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE YOU THINK YOU FUCKING EDUCATED RITE?


CHEEBYE YOU THINK YOU ARE FUCKIN CAVEMAN EH? NO INTERNET ACCESS TO PRINT YOUR OWN STATEMENTS CAN GO ONLINE AND SEND COMPLAINT LETTER? YOU THINK WE ARE STUPID? I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU HAVE GOT A DICK-FACE I HOPE YOU FUCKING GET AIDS AND DIE.

*%E%&#(&#*&(#&$*&!


Its not my dream job but i need the pay. I cant give up my lifestyle now man seriously.

Totally killed my mood.

HAPPY 20th SHITTY BIRTHDAY YOU SHITTY ASSHOLE HIPPO-ISH CAESAR-SALAD BEST BUD!!!


You suck but you will always be my best bud.

I wished i can go back.. back to being a sweet and innocent girl, who sees the best in people..


There are some things you will never be able to tell even your very best friend.
I feel like such a sinner.



I got over the heartbreak, but right now it is scarier.



I dont feel anything. At all. And i am just doing things for the sake of it. I know it sounds crazy, but guys make me sick.



About Mr 8 Packs, he will make the best boyfriend in the world.. if he changes some things about himself.



But nobody is perfect, just like me. I aint perfect. I am not a good girl, i dont deserve him.



I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing


My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

Meet my lesbian partner- Stacey Isabella

*from UOB Jalan Something (Silly Zone)



The FUNNIEST transvestite with the most convincing strap-on.

And it wun come off even when he rides his bike!


Quote of the week:

"Do you know why there is so many November/December babies? Cuz there are too many public holidays in the beginning of the year, thats why people got nothing to do so there is a lot of mood to make babies.


And why am i born in April, i just happened to be an accident on a cold rainy night."

- Stacey Isabella (On questions of his existence)




Aiya i absolutely love him can. Makes me laugh till my stomach aches every lunch break.

Still feeling a bit hangover from last nite... zzz...

Alright i shall start frm the beginning.

Went to Serchin's bdae celebration at AMK RC, its more like a family thing with his little cousins and all.. which i think its a pretty smart move because your friends dont give you big Angbaos on your 21st do they? I think im gonna ask all my relatives to celebrate my 21st next year, eh hehehehe.






Aiyo Shengyuan look like a dwarf beside him, so cute.




Boonkiat the Anime Boy!



STUPID DENNIS! YOU DONT TRYNA GIMME ATTITUDE OKAY U ASSHOLE. (But i managed to smile thou.) =)




Charmaine our Ah ma.



HAHA its actually Yida's hair behind, but this optical illusion makes him look like the retarded Ben Stiller in Tropic Thunder.. HILARIOUS!




CLASSIC.





YAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERCHIN-CHIN!

His actual birthday is on 10/11, no wonder he also somehow exudes that sexy vibe (AHAHAHA!)




*****
At the party i was contemplating on whether i want to go down to dbl O to meet Mun Foong and the rest. The party ended early i didnt feel like going home, that was when Serchin told me his friend Kenny was also going, so i was like, alright lets go then!


We were chatting normally on the cab, bla bla bla.


He was not bad looking, i noted. I mean, not all guys look good in ear studs, right?


And he is as tall as Sebastian. After we reached dbl O we went our seperate ways. After a few drinks with my colleagues i went to the dancefloor but i didnt feel the music. So i went back to the seat and drank a bit more.



The next thing i know i was with Kenny on the dancefloor. And both of us were like fucking drunk. then things got a little hot and heavy.



After awhile he got outside for a smoke and den he was like puking. Then his friend came over and try to bullshit with me. That was when Mun foong came out and save me for like the godzillionth time.



Munfoong is like the nicest guy ive ever known can, really. After that we went to GuanLiang's house at West Coast for supper. Damn that guy is FUCKIN rich. He even got an elevator in his house! I thought i was hallucinating or something.



After that Munfoong sent me home and i only slept for like a few hours. ZZZ. So tired and so broke.



I think this Dbl O fever has to stop.