I really really really reallly miss those days.
Visited Peicai ystd. Passed by the security, were asked to write our particulars. And under class, we wrote 5A.

Aww.

Nuff said' (Cuz im gonna cry if i continue, and this entry might never end.)

Okie its an old song. But the lyrics really touched my heart.

Switchfoot- Dare you to move

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?

I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here.

I DARE YOU TO MOVE. Now.

Look alike huh.

Caught this outside my sko. Auntie, ur sooo HOT!!

My dearest sissy bro.

I had a "holy'' dream of him last nite. I dreamt that he was Jesus Christ. (Lord, have mercy on me.)

Papa salutin to sheep.

Well, these are some pics uploaded to entertain thyself. I pray that next entry will be a good one. I guess im seriously tired these days.

Today has been a freakin bad day. I just wanna curse and swear now...
&8%$@^*!

Starting in the morning i realised i lost my neoprint. Man.. where on earth did i put it? Or did i dropped it outside somewhere? Why did i keep losing things nowadays?
Not a stupid excuse, but when i reached hme, im so damn fuckin tired that all the energy that's left is only to crawl to the bed and sleep.
I practically searched the whole room. U wont know how precious it is to me.

So i was late for sko. But i dun realli care.

Then comes the motherfuckin bzf lesson. It is bad enuf to have a teacher who doesnt know how to teach. But its seriously worse when she is a teacher who doesnt even fuckin noe how to teach and takes personal grudges, awards people 5 marks more if they "participate" in class making freakin fools out of themselves. Ha. Ha. Ha.

Im not going to be a clown to entertain that bitch just for her 5 shitty marks. Im not a person who begs and im a straightforward person who doesnt like ur cb mouth shootin sarcastic remarks because i seriously think it isnt sarcastic enough for me.

Oh darn, im such an anti-christ today.

Go ahead, shoot me.

They look like each other. =P

"Hon, Ur lookin the wrong way.."

Of all the places in Singapore, i will never never never ever work in Macdonalds.
Not talking abt the low wages, but i just cant stand the irritating "OOoooohh.." sound coming from the recent plasma tv placed there. I dun know what's the freakin use of that stupid tv when the only thing u can see is advertisments, repeated trailers and super weird National geographical channel shit, showing some Orang laut makin the OOOOOOh sound, i dun need such entertainment to make my fillet O fish taste ooooooh nice.
And how bout the trailers? "Akeelah and the bee, My name is A-K-E-E-L-A-H."

Eh.. excuse me ar, little girl, u look nerd-ishly cute wit all the braids and all that, and i know ur brainy, but spare me all the agony of all the spelling shit while im trying to eat my hot fuck(fudge) chocolate ice cream.

That's why i say Subway is better. The mac team should seriously consider to stop all those aggravating programmes before it chases away all the food lovers like me.

THANK Y-OU!

Just visited my sec skool mate's friendster profile. Somehow it reminds me of my past. Creepy.
I dun haf a very dark past, but well, looking back, feel so stupid for all the things that i've done and felt. I think almost everybody shares the same sentiments.

But it is of no use dwelling in the past cux its over.
Like what bro Vic said ystd, everyday is a new beginning.
God wants us to put away the old and He forgives us every single morning.
If we continue to dwell on our past, our hearts will only accumulate hatred, hurt and disappointments.
Though we should alwas evaluate our mistakes, the next thing we should do is to move on, have a vision, and focus on God.

He loves us and wants us to be joyous and constantly gives us new visions and dreams.

I am sooo excited about what God is planning for me tomorrow~! =)

Dad, I'm big but we're smaller than small In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all.

Here's a riddle for you- Find the Answer.

There's a reason for the world .

There are secrets that we still have left to find

There have been mysteries from the beginning of time

There are answers we're not wise enough to see .

I guess we're big and I guess we're small

If you think about it man you know we got it all

The batter swings and the summer flies

As I look into my angel's eyes

A song plays on while the moon is hiding over me

Something comes over me..

Five for fighting- The Riddle

"Hardest ting" is here to post again!!!
Haha. Trust Jo to give such weird nicknames.

I took my health for granted. Though its just a minor flu, it realli showed me how much people realli cared.
Toie accompanied me to the polyclinic and he waited patiently for 2 hrs- and he didnt even complain!
And after lunch he kept me company till i fell asleep.
While i was sleeping, he helped me packed my stuffs, clean my bag (which is filled wit used tissues) and even charge my mobile phone.
How sweet.. cant find a better boyfriend than u, dear.

Thk God he's there, if not i dun even noe wad will happen to me. The medicine makes me drowsy.. i almost wore my ugly yellow slippers to work! uurgh..

Its been almost a week since bro Vic broke the bad news to us. Our cell-group is goin to disband. Almost everybody is goin their seperate ways. Tried to control my tears from falling though ChewLin noticed the tears welled in my eyes. Thou i'm still the youngest christian there, I'll never forget the memories that we had. But this is God's plan. Each and everyone of us is goin to grow stronger in the kingdom of God day by day.

W244- I wish u guys all the best! Take care and God bless u=)

From top: OUR beef lasagne (yum yum!)

Our creation- leftover pizza, paper, cream of mushroom, coke, sprinkled wit cheese and chilli flakes.

Us- Best bud rocks=)

Heaven on Earth

In the toilet waiting for Fatim to finish dollin up herself. SO SLOW!

fatim with her good friend sitting beside her. (Can u see it?)

Fatimah is geisha no more, she changed her name to Nurul SG idol!!!

Sorry to repeat thyself again, but i want to say tt BEST BUDS ROCKS!

Lookin forward to another food trip!

(P.s: sry for 'snatchin" ur pics soppie, haha, my camera images sucks.)

Your answers suggest you are a Counsellor.
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:


Counsellors have a natural understanding of human relationships and the complexities of life, which they use to help others. They search for meaning in everything and develop complex insights.

Counsellors feel most relaxed and creative when their surroundings are organised. They are deeply private people who only share their insights with trusted friends; however, they will defend their values if challenged.

In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Counsellors may withdraw from the people around them or become resentful. Under extreme stress, Counsellors may feel overwhelmed and be driven to organise small parts of their lives such as their kitchen cabinets or their record collection.
Counsellors typically prefer a few close relationships to a wide circle of friends.

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thirsty hippo

Thirsty Hippo after skool.

"Tra-la-la," He sing while he walk out of sko.

Got on the bus.

Pervert hippo wanted to touch the *beep*

Sudden cravin for some drink. Had spasms.

Pole dancing in attempt to get rid of the temptation.

Finally got his drink.

" u DO NOT touch my drink!"

Our recent food trip the other day.
Yum yum. Im so hungry now.

Wow, just read some1's blog.. sizzlin hot ah.
Haha. U know some people just like to focus on hate.
Their heart is so small, they think that their problems are so big.
They think its so cool to be that angry.
They think the problem will be solved by just ventin it on their blog and embarass people just to show that their cool.

If life suck so much, then why live? There many ways to die, seriously. And im sure u dun need people to teach u that, U evil little imp.

Well, i m just so thankful that im over that phase. I've found great joy in knowin my saviour and he is gonna guide me in the right path. I love u, Jesus.


"In You, O Lord, i put my trust.
Deliver me to Your righteousness, be my strong refuge.
You are my rock and my fortress." - Psalms

Okie this entry is updated to shut sop's constant naggin in my tag board.

Life's been great, praise God.

Haha, does it "satisfy" ur needs now, hippo?
Hate to say this, but Im havin writer's block right now.

Speak for urself a*hole!!!
And dun act like u dun know me in sko, u **********!'

Lord, i pray that i'll never have to swear again. =)

Hon n Me.. <3

Baby I love you.
You are my life. My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side.
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome.

You are my raindrop, I am the sea.
With you and God, who's my sunlight I bloom and grow so beautifully.

Baby, I'm so proud, so proud to be your girl.
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and messed up world..

I am in love with you, you set me free
I can't do this thing called LIFE without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave.

Just keep lovin' me the way I love you loving me.

What does Tyra Banks gotta do with my mp3?

What does Tyra Banks gotta do with my mp3?

Geez.
Definitely suffering from withdrawal symptoms.
I WANT MY MP3!
Nobody can understand how i cant live without it.
The mornin show on fm radio just suck.
Aargh.

America's next top model new season.. debutin in Spore today!!!
WOOT!
Entertainment is just so vital to me.
Im not that type of person who watch channelnewsasia or prime time morning.
Enough depressing news alrdy.
Though u might think this is escaping reality, the truth is,
WHAT CAN U DO TO CHANGE DA SITUATION?

Gimme Tyra banks anytime =)

A day out wit Hippo 2

A Day Out Wit Hippo 2

Lookin' Dramatic
Thinkin bout his crush
Laughin his head off
Laughing Out Loud.

Towkay

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My veri own BIG BOSS appearing in the new man mag.
Im a good employee. i broadcast good things bout my workplace.
But well.. they gotta have better staff welfare, aint it towkay?



N i cant believe that i post 3 entries for today.
How's tt soppie?

How i spent my national day

Farting queen n Sop the Hippo roamed the whole of City hall. After a filling (almost) meal of Long John Silvers (which Sop the hippo cheated queen of her money when buying the 3.90 meal..)
They began to hunt for a drink to quench their thirst after hiking from Hougang to Dhouby Ghaut to City Hall.
They finalli found a cheap place selling fruit juice n farting queen made a stupid decision of buying the lemon juice. It "acidified" her digestive system n made her fart more. But Hippo still love the smell aniway.
They hiked n hiked n hiked. N finally they made an amazing discovery.
BREAD TALK CELEBRATES NATION'S 41ST BIRTHDAY! ALL BREADs SELLING AT $1!!!

How can they miss such a cheap deal rite? Poor Hippo had to squeeze through to the counter, Farting queen's heart is filled wit compassion, n of cos she cant do anything.

After eating their crossaints (wadever they spell it) n green tea cake (yum!), they explored further n end up in Carrefour.
Hippo pronounced it as "Kare 4"
The Queen pronounced it as " Kare- foo"

Of course, everybody knows da Queen is right.

They went into the drinks section, that's where the battle begins.
Queen just grab hold of some ice.
Hippo thought she was going to attack him so he attacked her.
N the ice into Queen's cardigan (From i.p zone, mind u.)
Almost freeze her to death man.
But fortunately she survived.
They stopped fighting, made peace, forgave each other n went home.

*THE END*


Wow.. U actually read the whole story?!? Cant believe ur life is so much more boring than mine!!!

Life is short. Dun waste time readin some stupid kiddy story ya?




Proceed to the next entry.

Gonna miss my mp3.. its in the unsafe hands of Soppie now. But thank u so much for creating new listening pleasures to my ears, im so deprived of new music. Wahaha.

My current favourite tracks:

Frankie J feat Chamillionaire- That Girl
Don Omar - Agarrala
Ciara feat Chamillionaire- Get Up
Daddy Yankee- Gangsta zone
My Chemical Romance- I never told u what i do for a living
Parking Lot Pimp- Letter from dreamland
Panic! at the disco- The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage
Lost prophets- Wake up (make a move) To sop the He-bitch: Its not a praise n worship song,ya? *Rolls eyes*


Things are getting better wit toie. Hope it continues this way.

Cant wait to attend cell group meeting latr!! It's my first time attending my own cell group. I just love praising the Lord! Hallelujah!

i might never get to hold ur hand again.

I had quite a huge argument wit him last nite. Cant believe things will turn out this way.
im surprised n glad that he came last nite. But it seems like u are a million miles away when ur just beside me.
Was it u? Or was it me? Or both? I cant seem to put my finger on the prob. Both of us are reluctant to compromise with each other. Maybe he has alwaes been the one that is letting me have my own ways, but im just not satisfied.

damn, i feel so sucky.

It seems like i cant even relate my feelings to him properly.
My heart tells me that we gonna make it last.
But im losing faith.
Maybe this love does have an expiry date.
And when it goes, it goes.

He's a great guy. Too good for me.
So sometimes its better to let other more deserving girls hav him.
Im not fit to be his girlfriend.

My heart refuse to listen to wad my mind says.
Does my heart wants him? Or is it my mind?
Im just so confused.

Was it me, or was it u that broke away?
for what we were is like a season love is change.
For everytime i think about it, it tears me up inside.

Maybe i went overboard to prove a point.
But sometimes my pride gets in the way.
maybe i need some time to get my head together.

Im so sorry that i tore your heart apart last nite,
n im sorry if i scarred u today.

Maybe this was my last chance. I might never get to hold ur hand again.

Should I stay, or should I go?

The day before i was working at Junction 8, and Thomas from plaza singpura branch called.

Thomas:" Can u help me check whether ur branch has this cd titled Budabadu?"

Ive worked there for 8 months and i have never heard of this title before.

Me: "How to spell? Budabadu?"

And he laughed n laughed n laughed.

Actualli the title of the CD is Buddha Bar 2. How was i suppose to know when he speak that fast rite?

SO MALU. lol.
I was sitting next to an old lady ystd. I hate sittin on the green seat, u noe, those meant for old people, pregnant woman, or the physically handicapped. Because i m NOT one of them, and i will feel so guilty sitting on that seat, even when the bus is not crowded.

Okie back to the story, somehow the old lady reminded me of my grandma. I suddenly miss my grandmother.
Suddenly realise how long i had not been visiting her. I did not even attend my uncle's wedding. How is she?
GRANDMA I MISS U!
I have no idea why im feelin this way. Im NOT that kinda of person whom u would call filial.
I guess the toie bug has somewhat got into me. Lol.


And i alighted one stop earlier from Thomson Plaza. In the end i have to walk all the way there. i feel so bimbo-tic nowadays.

But if u were to choose, would u rather be a Jessica Simpson or a Lindsay Lohan?
I prefer to be a bitch than a bimbo. But i wuldnt want to have freckles like tt. Oops. Should stop criticising. What goes around comes around, ya know?

Im choppin my hair off latr. I wish i can be cool and say that i can just go into a salon happily without whining bout my precious precious long (not that long actualli) hair.
I M SO GOIN TO MISS MY HAIR LATR.
But wish my luck ya?

Mr Foong came in with this grim look.
"You all heard bout the news?"

"CHer, what news?"

"Eh... OA test postpone to next week. Most likely....."
Everybody screamed n cheered! YEAH!!!!
IM SO HAPPI.
Haha.

Ystd there's a rock band from NUS tt came to perform in our sko. N the whole class sang during the lesson. N it drives my teacher crazy.
We Ite students r contented ppl. Haha. We love rebelling, we hate tests!!
WOOT!

Every sun and every rain that ive got..

Thanks for ur concern, Sop. Heh. i think my tagboard has got some prob. I'll do smth bout it.. Someday...
Someday.
Things r turning out better for me n toie. I know it will work it out. Ha. He came to my house ystd n we had so much fun being crazy. Love u hon. After the rain comes the rainbow. After the rainbow comes the sunshine. All sun and no rain makes a desert.
And i thank God for every sun n rain that i've got!
Im getting along well with the wewes group. At least i can communicate with em properly now. Nowadays the laughters increased. By that i meant real laughters. Heh.

U know people have different definitions of Gods and ghosts..I believe they exist. I believe in the hungry ghost festival. I think these ghosts, they haf done nothin wrong, but because they do not believe in God, they didnt get to heaven either. So they are like, stuck in the middle of nowhere, wandering in the streets or many lurkin at some parks, maybe following some lucky people home.
I still remember the days (and nights) i had during my sko malaysian trip last yr. We saw so many ghostly figures in Sop's camera (even in the morning). And i was debating with Dennis whether God exists.
I cant believe i was such an anti christ!!!
But thankfully God forgave me n gave me a chance to know Him. =)