Head First For the Halos

2009-08-02T20:27:00.000-07:00

Change of location

http://myimmortal-1988.livejournal.com/

For those who like to holla, comment or diss me, you have to do it there from now on.

Ciaos~

2009-06-06T17:51:00.000-07:00

Im so stabbed.

Wow.

you know, like those scenes in the movies?

The main character gets stab so bad, by his/her best friend, or this very very nice colleague that is so nice that everybody thinks she is an angel, but she is out to make you look bad, just to make sure she stays in the top place in the company.

I never like this job and has seriously never thought of a promotion or taking over her place or whatever.

But she wants to eliminate me. And she is so smart, she manipulate somebody else to do the dirty deed.

OUCH.

2009-06-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

How do i tell you this...

You are a nice guy. But it is just not enough.

But it doesnt mean you have to be bad.

Girls dont fall in love with bad guys. They just like guys who are stronger and full of experience
I am happy with my boyfriend now, and he doesnt treat me badly at all, but he has the swagger, or dope, whatever you put it in your dancemoves.

Yes, you do have the looks and you have the "style" but still, i feel that you still lack in character.
Those little things that bothered you so much are really juvenile.

Just like a expensive-looking giftbox with nothing inside.

2009-05-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

Batam Getaway

My wish came true finally~!

On our way...

Finally, we arrived at the Resort..

Not us. (duh!)

Baby was so obsessed with his NBA Live.

Millionaire!!!!!!

Our driver cum tour guide brought us around..

A&W!!

So nostalgic! I still remember the first time i had A&W, it was at the zoo with my cousin Joey and her parents. And the first time i tried ketchup sauce. Thought it was chilli. HAHAHA.

Coffee soda, anyone?

Things we bought. Mr 8 Packs was in cigarette heaven.

And REDBULL Overdose!

Had the cheapest seafood.. Yum yum yum

On the cruise ship. What a big disappointment. Full of uncles and aunties gambling like crazy. It was all LK's idea cuz he wanted to gamble. Me and Mr 8 packs could have stayed at the resort for another day if not for the Indonesian custom rules.

But we had fun thou. Poking fun at people and exploring the ship, found a hot spot (no, literally scorching hot) to have cheap cocktails and chat about everything under the sun..

Overall i had fun though. I caused Mr 8 Packs sleepless night, cuz i had sinus attack. But after some hot water and MTV (the reason why he has to drag me outta bed) i managed to sleep soundly, and wake up by his kisses...

Hopefully we can go overseas at the end of the year when i get my block leave..

I am keeping my fingers crossed....

CYA!

2009-05-12T15:55:00.001-07:00

Wassup this week

Went to Mr 8 pack's distant cousin's wedding on mother's day.. i said DISTANT because they are cousins but they dont even recognise each other. That girl is the same age as me, damn. It really makes me wonder, is marrying early a good thing?

Does it mean that you are wasting your youth? Or is it a good investment for the future?

Oh well. We had fun though. Not like the wedding is fun but going everywhere with him is fun, haha.

He is a rude nephew and a super duper rude grandson. Omg, i should have known. lol

And yesterday was MOM's birthday.

Yea.. and guess what? its 7:11 am now and i need to get prepared for work. I HATE THAT STUPID SINUS!!!!!!!!!

Mr 8 packs was so sweet, he bought me and his mum manuka honey. Hope it cures my sinus man. If not, im really thinking of doing an operation.

I dont want to go to work!!!!! SHHHIIITTTT. But i have to. I wish i can go back to sleep now.

OKay okay Yuting stop whining.

Ciaos.

2009-05-08T21:27:00.000-07:00

YAYAYAYAY!

The court case is settled! Despite everybody around him telling him to plead guilty and pay for the so called victim's hospital fee (which is like 200 freaking bucks). He went to court and talked his way out. All by himself!

In the end, the other party had to drop the charges and Mr 8 packs will still have his clean record! And the judge told the victim to grow up and not let his father worry about him.

See who is having the last laugh now!

Some people can have really good grades in school and get a really impressive cert or they are born with a silver spoon, but when it comes to social situations, they will avoid problems because they are afraid of the consequences, yet still want to talk big.

That is what seperates him from the rest of the typical guys. He is a man of his words, he wont beat up anyone unless they deserve it. I am not going to stop him if he feels that he is right, because i trust that he knows what he should do.

Maybe thats just me. I dont want a guy with a stable job, stable life, stable future and a typical life, i feel that it will just be wasting my time on this world. Love is about passion.. sometimes with big and terrible storms but sometimes it will be rainbow and sunshine... like a rollercoaster ride...

I love his swagger.

Call me crazy. I am an explorer and an escapist. Might not be a good thing thou but well, whatever.

No more sales referrals! Yay! I am crossing my fingers thou. Working at Sg gardens is already stressful enough with all the F-ed up customers and the increasing workload, and the targets on referrals just adds unnecessary stress. I know it is vital to increase the bank's revenue.. but oh well, there has to be another way right???

There is always rainbow after the rain, like what i used to say. Im crossing my fingers for next week.. hopefully, i mean HOPEFULLY next weekend me and Mr 8 packs can have a weekend getaway.

Yes GETAWAY from Singapore, getaway from SHIIIIITTTTT before we come back and face shit again. Haha.

Till then, see ya!

Oh ya, just some random pics here..

Bowling with SG gardens

Regina! She is leaving soon. So sad.

It looks as if i want to smash the camera with that ball. Ha.

My hair is so unmanageable now. Still contemplating if i should chop it off or not.

If not, im going to spend a bomb maintaining it again.

okay okay ciaos.

2009-05-04T14:32:00.000-07:00

im exhausted. Really fucking exhausted. I didnt sleep well for 5 consecutive days already. My sinus is effin killin me. Everytime i woke up in the middle of the night, my throat feels so damn sore and my nose running like tap water. Its very disturbing.

And i thought i can like try to sleep earlier to make up for the lost time later. Still, it doesnt work.

And Mr 8 packs got into a court case, i would be lying to say that it doesnt affect me. Some motherfucking shitass pussy went home to cry to his daddy after he got 3 well deserved punches for being such a loser.

Had to wake up in the middle of the night just to meet him for awhile.. He is in a dilemma. Honestly if it was me i would just fucked it and plead guilty. But i know his attitude.

He is that kinda person who will never give up without a fight. And i respect his decision.

And to make things worse, his so called "brothers" didnt even give a shit. Haha. How ironic. Just imagine how you would feel, when your friends act so nonchalant when you are in trouble. Dont even bother to ask you bout the situation when the truth is that they got him involve and if it wasnt for them, he wouldnt be in this shit.

I see that everybody has gone vacation-ing.. im so effin jealous. I dont even have sufficient time to spent with him in Singapore, let alone overseas. But i desperately need a getaway..

A getaway from all these mess.. somewhere i can sleep and sleep and sleep all i want without the sinus and no work...

Please, god, just let me sleep. =(

2009-05-02T01:27:00.000-07:00

If you really want to know
What I want in a guy...
Well, I'm lookin' for a dream on a mean machine
With hell in his eyes.
I want a devil in skin tight leather,
And he's gonna be wild as the wind.
And one fine night, I'll be holdin' on tight...

I kinda like this song. So old school.. and Michelle Pffeifer looked hot last time.

I love a cool rider....

Like Mr 8 Packs =)

2009-04-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

Best Bud Hangout at Tamp 1

Tried F.I.S.H by Fish and Co, i dont know why they called it that.. i mean F.I.S.H sounds kinda retarded, but oh well.

The ambience is a bit different but still of the same standards

Cod Fish with that special sauce.. ( i forgot the name) Yum yum

Peri-Peri Squid. The serving is so fucking small!

"Hay-Bee-Hiam" (Yea they literally named it) Fried Fish

Sop ordered Sambal Stingray, as usual

Haven been so happy for a long time.. i miss my best buds too much i guess

Dennis made us sit 2 rows from the front because he wanted to watch "Handsome suit".
And Sop actually talk to Mr 8 Packs. I really cant believe it. He used to be damn antisocial... but oh well, i am happy that they dont hate each other.. As you know Sop always hated all my exes.. HAHAHA!

Yay.. when is the next hangout?!?

2009-04-18T03:50:00.000-07:00

Aftermath:

The Meet the Parents session went well.. Mr 8 Packs bought durian crepes and puffs from that famous durian shop at kovan.. (is it called 707? i forgot).

Of course that scored him some bonus points as my mum is a fan of durians. Dad and him chatted about the army days..

I think overall he scored at least 90 outta 100, the 10 marks is gone because he smokes!!!

Damn! haha. The first and only thing my parents asked was, "Is he a smoker?"

"Er.. ya." (I cant lie, can i?)

"Why all your boyfriends all smoker one. When he smokes better dont stand next to him hor. Later your asthma acts up again."

Oh well.

*****

Recently we always get into arguments, sometimes, it was so bad that both of us couldnt sleep the whole night.

When the honeymoon period is over, all the differences that we "overlooked" (because we were too busy being obsessed with each other) all starts to surface..

I still remember those days while we first got to know each other. I finished work at UOB Rochor at 6, and he finished work an hour earlier at Carlton Hotel. We wanted to meet each other for dinner before I go for my dance class at YMCA at 8pm, so that leaves us 2 hours to chat over dinner.

When i got out of the bank, i saw him smoking at the stairs. And he was wearing a red bull top and khaki pants..

I remembered i laughed very loud. Cuz i dont understand (right now i still cant understand) why he dressed up like he is going to a kopitiam.

And then i also remembered awhile after we got together, i was having dinner at the Intercontinental hotel with my colleagues, so i had to wear a formal dress, a halter top with flowery prints to be exact.. after that i missed him so much that i wanted to meet him after the dinner.

He was at the void deck with his brother and his buddies. They were all discussing about the police case Mr 8 packs has gotten into. And when i reached hougang i looked so awkward with that formal dress, like so outta place..

Mr 8 Packs is a void deck kid, hates clubbing, loves to have supper with his buddies around the neighbourhood. And i feel more into my elements when i am all dressed up in town, chill out with my friends at Starbucks and chat there for hours.

Sometimes, he cant understand the reason behind spending 6 bucks for a cup of coffee when you can have it at 90 cents at the coffeeshop. And he is slightly annoyed when i talked about ambience and class.

Mr 8 Packs will always be Mr 8 Packs. And I will always be me.

But that is what makes this relationship special. If it is some other guy that shares the same style and the same taste, does that means that he will love me the same way as Mr 8 Packs did?

Does he smell like Mr 8 packs? And will he be faithful to me like Mr 8 Packs?

I just went to Huinee's father's wake this week and her boyfriend of 3 years ( the one that she used to complained about) was there to take care of all the random things and give her family emotional support..

Sometimes, couples in a long term relationship tend to take each other for granted.. sometimes even forget the reasons why they fall in love with their partner in the first place, and it could be the very reasons which annoys them now.

But when you think all that you guys have been through, you will realise there's nothing more special than the one that is always there for you, loving your flaws and all..

Flaws And All - Beyonce

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever-complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need a attention,I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen

You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I need

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you <3

2009-04-18T02:04:00.001-07:00

Oh well. Sometimes the truth always hurts, doesnt it? I always confide and treated u like my best friend. But...

So disappointing. =(

2009-04-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

Meet the Parents

Mr 8 Packs is going to meet the PARENTS tommorrow!

Haha!

Yea some may ask, what took me so long?
I have had made a few mistakes before, so this time, i want to make sure i am bringing the right ONE home.

My daddy's so sweet, he went Fairprice to grocery shop for ingredients right after i told them about it.

Hope it goes well. Im sure it will. =)

2009-04-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

Tommorrow- Monday

wakeup; washup; chaseafterbus136; ReachSerangoonGardens;

TakemyIpodoffmyEars; walkreluctantlytothebranch;

dealwithstupidcustomers; breakTIME!; dealwithstupidcustomersAGAIN

CountStupidBULKCASH;

DoCashBalancing; FileMyAssAwayintheVault

HOME

*****

And the next day i can see Mr8Packs.

Everything is worth it.. as long as i can see you.
I treasure every moments with you.. even we quarrel..

IMISSYOU<3

And the rest is still unwritten...

2009-04-09T05:42:00.000-07:00

MY FAVOURITE BOY <3

Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds perched by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Saying', "This is my message to you-ou-ou:"

Singing', "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be alright."
Singing': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be alright!"

2009-04-09T05:06:00.000-07:00

Everytime when Mr 8 Packs is away, i fall sick. Had viral infection.. fever on and off and coughing real bad.

He made me a simple breakfast and lunch before he head for work, so sweet. I miss him like crazy.

Finished the whole sex and the city book already.

What's next?

SHOPAHOLIC TIES THE KNOT!

Tmr's Good Friday!! YAYNESS!

2009-04-02T16:57:00.000-07:00

WHERE ARE YOU NOW? WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?

IM GOING CRAZY.

2009-03-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

Dora is exploring her HORMONES

As quoted from street insider.com:

February 13, 2009 1:28 PM EST

NEW YORK--(BUSINESS WIRE)-- Mattel, Inc. (NYSE: MAT) and Nickelodeon/Viacom Consumer Products (NVCP), announced today that Dora the Explorer(TM) is growing up! The companies have introduced a whole new way to look at Dora for girls five years and up. This groundbreaking initiative, featuring fashion dolls and accessories, is a completely new brand extension that empowers girls to influence and change the lives of Dora and her new friends. It's innovative, diverse, wholesome, bi-lingual and entertaining.

"For nearly ten years, Dora the Explorer has had such a strong following among preschoolers, catapulting it into the number one preschool show on commercial television," says Gina Sirard, vice president of marketing for Mattel. "Girls really identify with Dora and we knew that girls would love to have their friend Dora grow up with them, and experience the new things that they were going through themselves. The brand captures girls' existing love of Dora and marries it with the fashion doll play and online experiences older girls enjoy."

Parents arent happy bout this, they even made a petition-
http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/Dora_Makeover/

Okay, what do i have to comment about this?

At least Dora doesnt look stupid anymore, with that backpack and pause retard-ically for 3 seconds each time she is asking a rhetorical question.

Plus, she is Latina- she has GOT TO BE hot.

Haha. Okay, honestly i feel that it really doesnt make a difference. After all it wasnt as bad as Hannah Montana, or Paris Hilton.

I just dont understand what is the big fuss all about. I guessed Parents are just not happy to let their children see reality. Reality is what it is. I think they might as well just educate them about the birds and the bees... alchohol.. the different kind of jerks you will meet...

I will never tell my children fairytales. My kids are going to watch discovery channel and watched the mammals fucked each other.

Aah.....that's nature. How wonderful!

2009-03-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

An acquaintance of mine, Jebson, always know the best "not-so-mainstream" songs.

Watched this video-

It had to be you- The Motion City Soundtrack.

You know, somehow, ive got the urge to go hug the life size odd-looking white ragdoll sitting on that sofa..

He (it had to be a he) looks so lonely but so cute.

P.s: Go ahead, spam my blog. I do not need to know who did it and why he/she does it, and i could have deleted those tags which i did not. Because I feel that i am mature enough to ignore this, after all, there are better things for me to do, dont you agree peeps?

2009-03-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

22/3/2009

A wonderful Sunday.

Location: Changi Airport

14:22

Smokin' Hot at the bus terminal, like he always is..

14:47

Had Popeye's

15:55

Changi Airport@Viewing Hall

17:58

OTW to Changi Village

Passed by The Japanese School.
Thought it was kinda interesting.

18:58

Location: Changi Beach

Watched the beautiful sun set..

..while lying on his shoulders.

Listened to Amie by Damien Rice.

19:55

Realised i had a few ant bites on my hands and arms.
Craved for seafood after sitting by the seaside.

20:09

Found an Old school Seafood restaurant near the beach.

20:32

Busy eating.

Dinner served: Fish Maw soup. Fried Rice, Lala, Kampong Chicken and 2 coconuts.

Complained that the coconut juice taste a little weird.

Mr 8 packs swapped his for mine.

21.15

Went Bapok-Hunting in heels.

Walked till my feet hurts.

Passed by sleazy pubs.

Got uncomfortable glances from Ang-mohs and slutty Filipinos.

Still, no transvestites in sight.

10:16

Reached home.
Kissed Mr 8 Packs good night.

Cant wait for the weekends...

Nothing unusual nothing strange
Close to nothing at all.

The same old scenario, the same old rain
and there's no explosions here.

Then something unusual something strange
comes from nothing at all

I saw a spaceship fly by your window
did you see it disappear?

Amie, come sit on my wall and read me the story of O
Tell it like you still believe that the end of the century brings a change for you and me..

2009-03-19T03:57:00.000-07:00

Its just one of those days when u feel so fucking stoned..

Sometimes, i cant help but to wonder how ironic human beings are.

For example, when a friend/colleague/acquaintance feels upset and you did not do anything about it, they say you do not have empathy, and not worthy to be friends with at all.

But if you do console them, they say, " Fuck off, i dont need your sympathy, its easy for you to say that everything will be okay, you are not even in my shoes."

Let me quote another example.

If you talk to a person that you do not like, they call you a hypocrite.

But if you do not and rather choose to be alone, they say you are an antisocial.

It just reminds me of the old donkey story.
The one that tells of a man, his wife and the donkey, they all fell off the bridge because of what people have commented on their way back home.

But how do you shut your eyes and shut your ears and say that you do not care a shit about it at all?

I cant. I can choose to write smth like, " Im so real, i dont care bout what people think at all,

but truth is, i do.

We all have feelings.

Its like when you are in the shopping mall and some stranger comes up and says, " FUCK YOU!"

Would you just continue to walk and act like nothing has happened?

Who are we kidding?!? Of course all these shit is affecting ourselves.

I want to shout out my thoughts to the whole world, i need to vent out all these excessive thoughts in my head. I feel so exhausted.. i want to be where i dreamt of being.

The number 1 song that's on my playlist right now.. Damn i can relate to it so badly.

Keep rockin and keep knockin'
Whether you're louis vuitton-ing it up, or reebok-ing
You see the hate that they serving on a platter
So what we gon have dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in and knocked me on my face
Feels like I'm in a race but I already won first place

I never thought I fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinking about our life, our house and kids
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down

I never thought I hear myself say
Ya'll gon hate
I think I'm going to kick it with my girl today
I used to be commander-in-chief for my pimp ship flying high
Till i met this pretty little missile, who shot me out the sky

So now I'm crashing don't know how it happened
but i know it feels so damn good
Said if i could go back and make it happen faster
Don't you know i would baby if i could
Miss independent, to the fullest, the load never too much
she helping me pull it, she shot bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight

Tell me now can you make past your caspers
So we could finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams
to seem to only date the head of football teams,
and i was the class clown that always kept you laughing
we were never meant to be, baby we just happened

so please don't mess up the trick,
hey young world, i'm the new slick rick,
they say i move to quick but we can't let this moment past us,

let the hour glass pass right into ashes
let the wind blow the ashes right before my glasses
so i wrote this love letter right before my classes
how could a goddess ask someone that's only average, for advice
o-m-g you listen to that bitch?

Woah is me, baby this is tragic
cause we had it, we was magic
i was flying, now i'm crashing
this is bad, real bad, michael jackson
now i'm mad, real mad, joe jackson

so you gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad
or will you bring the better future then i had in the past
cause i don't want to make the same mistakes i did
i don't wanna fall back on my face again
i'll admit it, i was scared to answer loves call
and if it hits, better make it worth the fall

- Keri Hilson feat. Neyo & Kanye West

2009-03-17T04:30:00.000-07:00

Mogu Mogu.

Had mogu-mogu in town with Mr 8 packs.

The food is ordered through the touch screen system..

Teddy Bento.. Aw.. its too cute to eat!

***

Oh yeah i found this candid photo in Li-fen's facebook..

Aargh look at my arms, so fat! Was taken at CM Linda's house during CNY.

I dun remember why i had that expression. I guess its was probably yu-sheng time, and i was telling Mentor how excited i was. I think.

Aw my beloved branch. Too bad i aint going back there anymore. I miss raffles city!

Alright going jogging with my ah beng boyfriend.

Tata!

2009-03-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

I realised my blog aint so much bout controversial stuff anymore.. not much content. So boring. oh well. Maybe next time, i am so effin busy these days.

I hope these pictures helped, i am too tired to type anyway..

An ancient signboard ive found at the hawker centre in Marine Parade..

You know its ancient because nobody talks about liberty these days, not anymore..

heh heh heh heh.

Okay and then these 2 pictures below are freaking random..

I love these lyrics,
What love is.. - Mary J Blige

Beautiful, horrible, magical, terrible.
Reason to laugh and smile.
Reason to cry yourself to sleep at night.

Start a fight. Make up, break up, wrong or right.
Heaven for all its worth can
equally be hell right here on earth.

(And no one really knows anything about it)
But everybody needs it.
We can't live without it.
(And that's the way it goes)
Darkest day, brightest night.
Just some of the things you might hear if you ask what love feels like.

And it feels like joy, and it feels like pain.
And it feels like sunshine, feels like rain.
An excuse for dying, a reason to live.
And if you don't know, that's what love is.

Gentle kiss, sweet caress.
Kiss the base of your neck.
Argue until my head hurts, I can't remember what you said.
Out, screaming loud, don't know what were screaming bout.
So confusing yes its true, but if it wasn't there what would we do?

That's love.
Anything that can bring you up or break you down.
That's love.
Leave the sun up in your sky or the darkest clowds.
That's love. And we need it.

We can all relate to it, dont we?

2009-03-07T05:43:00.000-08:00

I dont understand why there are so many nonsensical people who go around people's blog leaving spams or nasty comments. I dont care if you are somebody i know, somebody i dont know, somebody i used to know, or somebody relating to an ex. If you have issues with my post, you can get the fuck out of my blog.

Long weekend! Yayness! Breakfast-s and suppers with mr 8 Packs!

Oh well.. i dont care about what people think, as long as the abs are for me to see. After all nobody else is going to see them when things get hot and heavy, except me. =)

2009-03-03T02:33:00.000-08:00

My eyes are sore and tired. Head feels a little heavy.

Working in the bank doesnt really sound that glamourous. Or classy. Or whatever you call it.

I find it nerve-wrecking.

I remembered i blogged about how successful i want to be, how i want to work so hard for this job the day i got selected for it.

But ive realised, after all, i still perceived it as a job, not a career.

What ive always been wanting to do seems so far away, and sometimes i am so afraid to take the first step. Because i know there is still a long long way till i reach my destination, and i feel like resting a little while more. But i dont want to be lagged behind.

Times are really hard. Everybody is holding on to their rice bowls tightly.

And another thing about the job is that all the hypocrites around me just effin piss me off. Sometimes, everybody seems to be putting on a facade and it makes me feel like just hiding in my shell. Just me and my own world. I hate socialising for the sake of it. I despise hypocrites.

I know that we are all bound to meet some fucked-up people everywhere we go. But, sometimes it can really drive me crazy, and there's so much more workload now.. and not to mention dealing with demanding customers which is now a norm.

However, there is always a rainbow after a rain, the light at the end of the tunnel..

Him, whom is everything that i want and most importantly, knows how to treasure me. He puts me above everything else in his life. For me, he is willing to sacrifice.

I lay my head on his shoulders tells him how bad i feel.

He said, " Dont worry, everything will be fine."

And so it will be.

2009-02-24T04:27:00.000-08:00

I need a lot of money.

Like a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot.

Wish it can just drop down from the sky.

Ka-ching ka-ching ka-ching...

And then i can shop, like a mad woman.

2009-02-21T22:22:00.000-08:00

Alex's Wedding 21/2/09

Its Alex's big day yesterday.. glad that i have another chance to hang out with the Raffles City peeps again..

Linda, Me, Shamaine, Veron

Linda is the Raffles City CM, a woman in her 50s but still has that impeccable style.. I wanna be like that next time too.

Julia

Mr Luke

Officers Meilin and Doris

Peifang.. if only the crazy woman Huinee was there. I miss her la but she flew my aeroplane.

Samuel the Personal Banker. What an asshole.

I love her red halter gown.. its beautiful

I only took a picture of the first dish, after that i was too busy eating i forgot all about it.

Can you spot that cute little boy in the middle?

Last but not least me and my mentor! heh heh. I miss her but seems like we have got that generation gap, cant really communicate that well that night, lol

*****

Really hope things will go back to how it was... but after what is said and done.. im really afraid that history would repeat itself once again. I miss you and i know you love me but if this goes on...i dont know.

i dont want to lose you.

2009-02-17T04:31:00.000-08:00

My Valentine bought me an Ice cream phone on V-day~!

YAYNESS!!!!!!!!!

Ive got the white one.. haha im still figuring out the functions and all.. but the camera sucks, thats why i need to get a good camera before my holiday trip.

Cant wait!!!! I am crossing my fingers....

Things to save up for:

- Holiday in May
- Diploma in *******
- A nice camera

Will go explore for a good camera. (Any suggestions? Tag me!)

I want a decent one will do, i aint like my cuzzy who is very particular about all those fish eye effects or whatever. Haha. A camera that is clear but at the same time wont make breakouts and pores look too visible, and most importantly, i need to look nice in it.

Hehehehehe.

So bimbotic eh. I keep thinking bout money these days. I even dreamt that i worked part time at starbucks. If only i can work part time. Think about all the things i can spend on all those extra cash.

hush hush.

Alright, here goes my random pic of the post..

Sometimes people ask, "what about him attracted you in the first place?"

Just look at his packs and his freakin side abs. Its enough to drive me crazy already.

(Omg yuting you are a fucking show off)

Lol.

Ciaos~

(P.s: Tag me if i didnt send you my new number. The old number is still in use thou. But the new one is the default.)

2009-02-13T06:30:00.001-08:00

Work has been causing me a lot of anxiety.

I suddenly realised its not so easy being an independent adult.

You worked so hard, get so much shit from your superiors/customers, just to get a meagre salary..
a salary that never seems to be enough..

Not enough for entertainment, not enough for my studies, not enough for what i need.. not enough for what i want...

So much anxiety.. so stressed up... and on top of it, you still need to worry if you might get axed.

******

Sometimes i feel so small..

i feel like the whole world is against me..

I feel like everything is just too overbearing... too much for me to take.

When i was a little girl, i wished i can be financially free to buy whatever i want.

Now, i want to go back to the little girl that i was... i want to get pocket money everyday.. go to school when i feel like it, break the rules and have fun bitching around with my friends,

so free of liabilities.......

Aargh.

2009-02-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

Random.

Heart-shaped Hotcakes for Mr 8 Packs.

Yupi Seafood redeemed from the arcade.

The kid in me was very fascinated by the different colours and how they look under the florescent light..

I was like, " Wow, Mr 8 Packs, Loooooookk!!! So beautiful..."

Hahahaha.

*******

2009-02-11T05:12:00.000-08:00

Mr 8 Packs and i decided to whip up something in the kitchen yesterday..

Did some grocery shopping and we decided to have Seafood Linguine.. (With mushroom!)

Omg his hot bod.. drools...

The Assistant Chef cum Chief Photographer.

Okay, i spent 80% of the time taking photos and listening to Bowling for Soup. (Whatever, next picture.)

The Tastiest Linguine ever!...

Perfectly complemented with the Blockbuster of the afternoon- Spongebob Squarepants: Laugh Your Pants Off

Late evening

Went to AMK to look for Alan.. had spicy seafood for dinner.

I need to work harder at my photography skills. I want my food pictures to be as good as Sop's.

Oh well. All i need is a better Camera.

I cant wait for my LG Ice-cream phone....

2009-02-09T05:42:00.000-08:00

Best Bud Hangout again!!!!

I freakin miss them. Thou we always quarrel like kids... but.. i still love them!

4 years and still counting..!

Grilled Calamari Rings, dipped in lemon butter sauce..

Just the way we looovve it!

Jungle Freeze.

Dennis said, " Wah the price so worth it."

And in the end we were too full to drink, only had like 1/4 of it.

The "Suck Cock" pic.

HAHAahahahahahaHAHahahahahaha... !

Okay shut up.

My standard order- Coriander Fish with rice.

The quality becomes worse each time i go to Fish and Co.

See the picture below, so not appetising anymore.

Sambal stingray.

Dennis's standard order.

Maybe they should pay me for free advertising.

I always make food look so damn appetising, hehe.

I HATE SOP. He always take random pics at the wrong timing.

Camwhore time, baby~

But the prize for "i am such a camwhore bitch" goes to...

SOURSOP B PUNGUT!

Applause!!!

Aw, Dwayne!

I am so proud of it. They make me shine! ehehehehehehe

I love all things Korean. Especially camwhoring at the Korean grocery store.

One man's poison is another man's_____________. (Fill in the blanks.)

Wished Fatimah was there. I miss her "Pretenderness."

Oh something else...Benjamin Button is a must watch. Made me cry like 4 times.

Alright Ciaos~

2009-01-21T04:04:00.000-08:00

Our Precious Off day..

I love having breakfast with Mr 8 Packs. And he loves me even when i sometimes look like a nerd..

On our way to Vivo..

Suddenly had cravings for Thai Food..

Our 'Appetising' Look

Pacific Coffee Company

This is how Mr 8 Packs look like when he gives me attitude. Like bittergourd. Heh heh heh.

He said i also look funny when im pissed, oh well.. wait till he capture that shot and i shall post it for you guys to see..

Oh and how can i forget shopping? Clothes clothes and more clothes.. Yayness!

Burned a big hole in my pocket thou. I still gotta save up for studies and vacation with Mr 8 Packs.

Work is still kinda shitty... but... after tmr, fri and sat half day.... and then its CNY!

Woots...! Pineapple tarts here i come!

2009-01-18T04:49:00.001-08:00

Okay, i am loving this new layout.

Simple and nice, sometimes you just to declutter your mind to make life work.

Just like fengshui.

Just came back from a shopping trip with Huinee.. damn, so freakin shagged.

Have been doing CNY shopping for 2 consecutive days in a row but I CANT FIND ANY CLOTHES THAT I LIKE!!!

Damn. I had a wonderful chitty chatty session with my beloved cuzzie yesterday but still, we didnt manage to get anything.

Today is a much more fruitful day, let me show you what ive bought..

Wedges from Mitju. I still have a bit of korean fever. Floral stuff catches my attention these days, no idea why.

Oh i got this bag for work. Didnt find any bag to replace my already worn out white Guess bag thou.

2 Designer tees for Mr 8 Packs

Make-Up Pouch (Yea told you im starting to be obsessed with floral stuff already)

Oh this is something new on my dressing table. Lavenders from Mr 8 Packs. He is the first guy that gave me Lavenders... hmm told you he is special.. =P

Hopefully i can get something on tuesday.

Alright ciaos.

2009-01-11T02:15:00.000-08:00

This is what i bought for Mr 8 Packs on Christmas... Bvlgari Aqva Pour Homme Shower Gel.

Sexy Scent for a sexy guy! =P

My gastric flu aint getting any better... sometimes it gets better and sometimes its worse. I need more TLC but i know that situation doesnt allow...

If Mr 8 packs doesnt go to work then we wouldnt have enough money to date.. and both of us didnt want to slack at his house either. And i wont want a man wout a future, and right now even thou his job is quite physically demanding i know he is working for his dreams..

I am giving him my full support. Work aint easy for me either. Still trying to fit in to the new working environment.

I still miss being in the relief pool, though it feels like i dont have a home, but i dont really have much responsibilities. And when shit happens i can always "act blur" but now i cant shirk away from responsibilities.

And i have learnt that everywhere you go, regardless of work, school or any other organisation, there will always be somebody that is fucked up, or what we always call CB.

CB in any way.. political shit.. Those people that are sent from Satan just to make your work life fucked up.. but now i cant run away from it.

Damn. I am being so pessimistic.. but somehow i feel that 2009 is a shitty year.

Oh well. I miss Mr 8 Packs, but now i can have all the me-time i want. Need to be more independent eh. At least now i have time to catch up with friends..

Alex's wedding on 21st Feb! I cant wait! =)

2009-01-10T17:05:00.000-08:00

The day i caught viral gastritis..

Had Shokudo with Stacey Isabella and Vincent (yeah, that girl above, her real name is Vincentia) on New Year's Eve after i went to relief their branch that day.

And they had gastric flu. And now its my turn.

Its so fuckin terrible.. At first it was fever, nausea and bloating..after that i just vomit everything i ate and i cant even drink one cup at one go... have to take a few sips every half and hour thou i am quite dehydrated, if not i will just puke everything out...diahorrea and feel like passing out.. cant really get out of bed yesterday..

Unable to eat anything the whole day and it just so happened that Mr 8 packs started work that day.. Gastric flu plus love sick... goddamn terrible.

He made me meet him everyday before he started working and now im so effin dependent on him already.. shit man. The start of 2009 sucks... and I have been posted permanently at Serangoon Gardens branch. Customers there damn demanding. Effin busy, especially now it is the new year period...

okay i cant take it anymore.. need to lie down on the bed... feel like puking again damn...

2009-01-03T07:54:00.000-08:00

Here are the few questions in my head right now...

1) Why do we always care about what people think about us so much?
2) Why do feelings fade?
3) Why cant we please everbody?
4) Why are there always 2 sides of the story?
5) Why does it seems like everytime you put in effort in something yet you will never reap what you sow?

But my thoughts you cant decode.

2008-12-27T19:28:00.000-08:00

Picture time!

There aint no need for words when your happiness is reflected on your face =)

Brought Love to ITE hangout at Balcony (again), we went to orchard and then back to his house again cuz his daddy wanted us to be home for his Chilli crab.. after that we rushed back to Orchard again...

What i love about Mr 8 Packs is that he never cares bout what people think. You wont imagine what actually happened that night, so fucking hilarious..

Theres some things that i will never dare to do and also, i considered all the so called "friendships" for old times sake, but Mr 8 packs and his fucking attitude... LOL I LOVE~

*****

23/12/2008

Our first monthsary..

Love wanted to go to Shokudo again cuz it reminds him of our second date, oh well..

But this time the food didnt disappoint me..

This is Mamma mia~ Mushroom and egg cream pasta.. The secret lies with the cream...the texture is just right and it feels like heaven with every bite..

Wow. He seldom smile in pictures i realise..

*****
Spent Christmas with S to the OP..

Just rebonded my hair again, so freakin flat, bla~

Need to wait for 2 weeks till i can dye my hair brown =)

Had Thai express.. ever since Sop went into NS we dont really spend much on food... hmm... but still... i had a great time with them, if only Fatim can make it.

2008-12-20T09:51:00.000-08:00

A day with Mao Mao

Meet MaoMao, Mr 8 Packs' dog... heh heh.. She is a mixed between a Pug and Shih Tzu,, The silliest dog ive ever seen.. Look at her silly little face, dont you think it looks like the soft toy from CJ7?

Been working at Hougang North these few days, so it was damn convenient to see Mr 8 Packs everyday since its just a 5 minute walk to his house..

It seriously feels like we have been together for a few years.. in such a short period of time we are so close, i can drop all my facades and be myself... and he knows my attitude too well, cuz he has got that fucking attitude too, lol..

Stayed over at his house the night before yesterday, the feeling of waking up and seeing him the first thing in the morning is incredible.. after he wakes up it feels so good to hug him while he smoke on his cancer stick.. wearing his oversized t shirt and have Long John Silvers for breakfast...

To others it seems like nothing but to me i feel bliss..

Here are some random pictures..Im trying to compensate for not updating this regularly, oh well..

This is my current obsession- the HK cafe at bugis.. the only place that sell these fried vegetables that are so freakin addictive! I dunno what they put inside but i have cravings for it all the time..

However, the HK milk tea is kinda impractical..

Alright gotta sleep soon.. still have to do some Xmas shopping tmr..

Good night =)

2008-12-07T17:54:00.000-08:00

Alright.. a lot of people have been asking... so here's a tell-all post..

I am attached, but i am more than being just attached. Its more than the status of " I am having a boyfriend". I want to be with him, not because i need somebody beside me..

He tore all the walls that i had built around me.. He is the Jin who will never cheat on me, the Jackson that has got a mind of his own.. No, he is not them at all.. he is one of a kind.

I can dropped all my facades when i am with him.. i dont need to think before i do something, everything just comes very naturally.

The love we had, is more than just plain superficial.. finally, ive found someone who wants to love me the way i want to love him. The passion between us is indescribable. Guess that's what happens when you put 2 scorpions together. hehehehe.

Yesterday

Slacking around with his buddies- Zhengzhong and Alan, (they both work in UOB too) Watch Alan play his air piano, freakin entertaining! Hahahaha!

Yeah he is a bit crazy when he is at home. I just freaking love him soooo much!

In case you are still wondering...

Yes, he's MY mr 8 Packs.

2008-12-05T09:45:00.000-08:00

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn this feels too right

It's just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you

So I´ll be holdin`my breath..
Could this be the end?

Is it that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

2008-11-23T01:14:00.000-08:00

Phuture 22/11/08

Stupid faces. haha.

Goners!!! Bitch is fucking worse than i am can.

It was quite boring actually. No hot guys. And i accidentally danced with an ugly guy for like a freaking 20 minutes or so.. after everything we were outside the petrol station havin cup noodles and i asked Stacey, " Just now that guy.. was he ugly? i can only recall a bit.."

And he said, " Eh ya.. but he is tall though.. its a plus point and somemore u were havin fun so i didnt want to interrupt u.."

Holy SHIT!!!

And not to mention the hangover is terrible... one of the worst.

No more clubbing for me!

2008-11-21T04:33:00.000-08:00

The Devil Wears Prada (often shortened to TDWP) is a Christian metalcore [1] band from Dayton, Ohio. They are currently signed to Ferret Records [2]. They derived their name from the book with the same title

Current line-up
Mike Hranica - Lead Vocals
Jeremy DePoyster - Guitar, Vocals
James Baney - Keyboard, Synthesizer
Chris Rubey - Guitar
Andy Trick - Bass
Daniel Williams - Drums

DONT BE FOOLED BY THEIR CHEESY BAND TITLE.

I just found this band and i am FUCKING OBSESSED with them already. ITS SO DAMN FUCKING AWESOME.

Listen to their cover version of Still Fly by Big Tymers.

OMG, PURE MOTHERFUCKING GREATNESS. Cant believe it they are a Christian band..

Check out these songs:

Hey John, What's Your Name Again?
HTML Rulez d00d
You cant spell Crap without "C"
Spongebob Grindpants
Rosemary had an accident

Found them just in time.. Thank God because im running out of fresh sounds for my ipod.

Shan an just called. Seems like we are just drifting apart. I mean, i should have known. Sometimes there are no such thing as a BFF, after all its just a term. Bimbos use it because they are bimbos. Haha. Dunno what i am talking about. Friendships are just like relationships, cant put too much expectations in it, its not healthy.

Life works like fengshui, declutter your brain and let new things come in!!

2008-11-21T03:12:00.001-08:00

201108

Local Dinner Buffet @ Grand Hyatt

MENTOR AND ME!

Games: Time for some bonding time!

Alex LOLed.

Peifang and me. Sometimes i think she suck but her working attitude is really good. I can see her passion in Banking and Finance. I feel kinda guilty cuz i dun give a fuck about my job at all. I just love the pay. Sigh.

The food was so-so actually. But the dessert is good! The ondek-ondek was really nice! And the yam paste, and pineapple tarts, and the durian ice cream is amazing too!

The Raffles city peeps were obsessed with the Buddha-jumped-over-the-wall soup. But personally i love those fungus, sea cucumber and bittergourd (I have no idea i just love them) and i took lotsa lotsa servings! Heheheh.

Ambience, quite zen, but the music sucks. I think its a local artiste compilation (to suit the buffet theme) they've got Chinese, Malay and Indian songs but i have never heard of them before. Im like, wth... cuz to me music is fuckin important la. hahaha.

***

Well, after a day of enjoyment, today i came back to work and got a complaint from customer. MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE YOU THINK YOU FUCKING EDUCATED RITE?

CHEEBYE YOU THINK YOU ARE FUCKIN CAVEMAN EH? NO INTERNET ACCESS TO PRINT YOUR OWN STATEMENTS CAN GO ONLINE AND SEND COMPLAINT LETTER? YOU THINK WE ARE STUPID? I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU HAVE GOT A DICK-FACE I HOPE YOU FUCKING GET AIDS AND DIE.

*%E%&#(&#*&(#&$*&!

Its not my dream job but i need the pay. I cant give up my lifestyle now man seriously.

Totally killed my mood.

2008-11-19T03:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 20th SHITTY BIRTHDAY YOU SHITTY ASSHOLE HIPPO-ISH CAESAR-SALAD BEST BUD!!!

You suck but you will always be my best bud.

2008-11-15T21:55:00.001-08:00

I wished i can go back.. back to being a sweet and innocent girl, who sees the best in people..

There are some things you will never be able to tell even your very best friend.
I feel like such a sinner.

I got over the heartbreak, but right now it is scarier.

I dont feel anything. At all. And i am just doing things for the sake of it. I know it sounds crazy, but guys make me sick.

About Mr 8 Packs, he will make the best boyfriend in the world.. if he changes some things about himself.

But nobody is perfect, just like me. I aint perfect. I am not a good girl, i dont deserve him.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

2008-11-13T04:17:00.000-08:00

Meet my lesbian partner- Stacey Isabella

*from UOB Jalan Something (Silly Zone)

The FUNNIEST transvestite with the most convincing strap-on.

And it wun come off even when he rides his bike!

Quote of the week:

"Do you know why there is so many November/December babies? Cuz there are too many public holidays in the beginning of the year, thats why people got nothing to do so there is a lot of mood to make babies.

And why am i born in April, i just happened to be an accident on a cold rainy night."

- Stacey Isabella (On questions of his existence)

Aiya i absolutely love him can. Makes me laugh till my stomach aches every lunch break.

2008-11-08T19:40:00.000-08:00

Still feeling a bit hangover from last nite... zzz...

Alright i shall start frm the beginning.

Went to Serchin's bdae celebration at AMK RC, its more like a family thing with his little cousins and all.. which i think its a pretty smart move because your friends dont give you big Angbaos on your 21st do they? I think im gonna ask all my relatives to celebrate my 21st next year, eh hehehehe.

Aiyo Shengyuan look like a dwarf beside him, so cute.

Boonkiat the Anime Boy!

STUPID DENNIS! YOU DONT TRYNA GIMME ATTITUDE OKAY U ASSHOLE. (But i managed to smile thou.) =)

Charmaine our Ah ma.

HAHA its actually Yida's hair behind, but this optical illusion makes him look like the retarded Ben Stiller in Tropic Thunder.. HILARIOUS!

CLASSIC.

YAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERCHIN-CHIN!

His actual birthday is on 10/11, no wonder he also somehow exudes that sexy vibe (AHAHAHA!)

*****
At the party i was contemplating on whether i want to go down to dbl O to meet Mun Foong and the rest. The party ended early i didnt feel like going home, that was when Serchin told me his friend Kenny was also going, so i was like, alright lets go then!

We were chatting normally on the cab, bla bla bla.

He was not bad looking, i noted. I mean, not all guys look good in ear studs, right?

And he is as tall as Sebastian. After we reached dbl O we went our seperate ways. After a few drinks with my colleagues i went to the dancefloor but i didnt feel the music. So i went back to the seat and drank a bit more.

The next thing i know i was with Kenny on the dancefloor. And both of us were like fucking drunk. then things got a little hot and heavy.

After awhile he got outside for a smoke and den he was like puking. Then his friend came over and try to bullshit with me. That was when Mun foong came out and save me for like the godzillionth time.

Munfoong is like the nicest guy ive ever known can, really. After that we went to GuanLiang's house at West Coast for supper. Damn that guy is FUCKIN rich. He even got an elevator in his house! I thought i was hallucinating or something.

After that Munfoong sent me home and i only slept for like a few hours. ZZZ. So tired and so broke.

I think this Dbl O fever has to stop.

2008-11-05T21:11:00.000-08:00

What happens when your boss suddenly give you an off day outta the blue?

Do i sit at home and start emo-ing about those bad memories?

No!

Bikini? Check.

Sunblock? Check.

T shirt and FBTs? Check.

Toiletries? Check.

3 digestive dark chocolate biscuits and off i go!

And my new biker friend Stacey Isabella (hehe) promised a ride home. From Jurong to Sengkang. Wee!! I love the adrenaline rush!

Ciaos~

2008-11-05T18:59:00.000-08:00

Great Expectations- Part 2

The first time i set my eyes on Mr 8 Packs, i knew there was something.
It was a bbq. He is no Dwayne Johnson, but you should have seen those arms. And those abs. Damn, he has got the packs.

He has a slightly chiselled face, and small eyes that somehow tells a story. On the first look you wouldnt exactly call him good looking but it is just something about the tough vibe he gives. Maybe its the way he walks. Or the way he talks.

He has only got one tattoo, which i find it so amusing. It was this cheesy heart shape with his ex girlfriend's name on it. I laughed.

Silly Mr 8 Packs, what a hopeless romantic.

The way he sms-es, if it is anybody else it would have really turned me off. It is like those freaking cheenah little girls with "..." and "lol-xxxx".

It frustrates me sometimes to decipher what he meant, but sometimes after i figured out what he is writing it kinda amuses me. He has he own way of cheering people up though.

And then comes the bad part.

I dont think i am being materialistic here, but every girl will want the best for their future. I dont need a man who will buy me stuff, but a man who will think about the future.

And I certainly dont want a man who thinks he has his limits and not wanting to broaden his knowledge and skills. I think nobody really likes to study, (those are really freaks) neither do i, but entrepreneurship isnt child's play.

And how about the capital? How about the risk? How well do you even trust your friends when they are as half-hearted as you?

Alright fine, maybe i am thinking a little too far. How bout now? Why do you keep living in your glory days? Fightings are for kids. Getting yourself into trouble aint cool anymore.

But funny how we have different cultures, yet we can communicate so well. I do not even know why i cant get you outta my head. But maybe it is also better that we stay this way. Maybe being friends will be better. Because i can see that we have so much things to overcome, after all the shit ive been through in the past, i dont have the energy to really love somebody anymore.

Ever since what happened i really think that i will never have any feelings for anybody, actually after the second relationship i haven really find somebody that i really really have a desire for (which is not based on superficial physical attraction.)

But why does it have to be you?

This time, my Great expectations has got me into some sort of depression.

2008-11-04T04:33:00.000-08:00

Charles Dickens- Great Expectations

"The freshness of her beauty was indeed gone, but its indescribable charm remained.

Those attractions in it I had seen before; what I had never seen before was the saddened softened light of the once proud eyes; what I had never felt before was the friendly touch of the once sensible hand... "

Just bought this novel as a mini birthday present for thyself. It is my all time favorite classic.

The plot is interesting, and one thing leads to another.. and i love the way Charles Dickens describes things.. I am always intrigued by what happened to Ms Havisham, the eccentric woman who went beserk when her groom left her, as she tried to froze time, still wearing the wedding dress after years and the wedding cake covered with cobwebs.

And she vowed vengeance, she adopted a daughter and taught her how to break a man's heart..

And the story is about.. well, great expectations. (duh.)

We are all humans, and each individual has a different level of expecting what an outcome of something should be like. That is why we have conflict, riots and break ups... but it is also our Great Expectations that ignites desire.. like an invisible force motivating you to do what you ought to do to make life interesting.

Ciaos.

2008-11-04T04:04:00.000-08:00

You really know where to start, fixing a broken heart.

2008-11-01T20:02:00.000-07:00

i dislike guys who tried too hard. Like, " Oh i hear ax7 la, Critical Acclaim right, i got the whole album."

Wtf, its on my friendster profile. Try harder yeah?

FYI, thats not even the album's name, its just the single.

And i dislike guys who thinks i am too easy. Like paying for dinner, buying drinks and paying for the club entry doesnt really guarantee that you can hold my hand. And get your motherfuckin hands off my waist.

i mean it is very common in the such places but if you are a colleague you should know your limits.

i love the South bridge branch but sometimes things just gets a little too awkward. But the good thing is that i can get away with any wrong shit ive done at work. Lol.

Ive met pretty good friends there, it is a younger bunch there and the pantry is big!! (i love~)

Back to raffles city for another month, probably the last mth for me to cover Julia's maternity leave before she comes back in December. So another holiday month for me. But this time i should learn how to keep my mouth shut, the politics aint that easy to handle.

Man, my feet is still aching.
And im still feeling quite drained after last nite..

And my bdae is coming. My first single bdae after 3 years, i think. Omg i sound so needy. Haha.

But life's good. The end of the year is more happening. Last weekend was Mr 8 Packs's 21st, Yiru's 21st (omg she look damn gorgeous that day!), Yasmine's open house... And next week is Serchin's (Ex classmate plus neighbour) 21st celebration.

And not mention my stupid sis's bdae on the 30th. I gave her cold hard cash as a gift, isnt that the most practical present on earth?

And later...

LATER ITS ME AND BELOVED BITCHY SOP's Mini birthday celebration! Gonna come up with something special to treat ourselves..

SCORPION rocks! Heh heh heh.

(omg i sound like some stupid teenager)

Bla bla bla. I hate Mr 8 packs.

Ciaos~.

2008-10-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

Mr 8 Packs is a hopeless romantic.

And Yuting is a hopeless love fool.

But she will never let him know.

=)

2008-10-24T20:25:00.000-07:00

Went to AX7 concert last nite, so tired. i'll let the pictures do the talking..

Those uncivilised mosh-ers. They were singing Majulah Singapura before the concert, in front of the reporters somemore. Me and mentor could have died of embarassment. Some got drunk and wasted before the concert.

And and and, HOW ON EARTH can you wear a Trivium/Rolling Stones/ Slayer shirt to an AVENGED SEVENFOLD concert? I love the other bands too but at least you should know what you are wearing. Stupid people. So insulting.

Mentor!!!

Yasmine the lucky bitch who got a free ticket, thanks to (Clears throat) ME! HEHE

To be honest this concert wasnt as good as what i had expected. Firstly, the crowd pisses me off. They were like freaking smoking inside when it is already suffocating enough. But i can understand their need to mosh.. Once they start me and Yas quickly make our way to the back. Not really worth it to get hurt, you should see how insane they were.

And this fat chick and her boyfriend were right in front of us lovey and dovey and shit. It was so Visually tormenting. Really distracting. They were behaving like they are goin to make love with the music. Eh seriously just FUCK OFF la.

Second, the Organisers should at least project the performance on the screen at the sides, no? We cant even see a fuckin thing (just a glimpse when i jumped), only can hear the background music, whats the point sia.

Linkin Park was much more organised. They even have lockers to put our stuffs but last nite i have to carry my big bag and jumped around ( Dont ask me, I NEED TO BRING THEM for the sake of work)

But i just put the tote bag around my neck and jumped like a crazy woman. In the end the tote bag got so damaged it became a sling bag. LOL.

It was then that i realised i wasnt as hardcore about them as i used to. That was only a phase as i was going thru, so i didnt really feel those songs (if you know what i mean). But my favourite song of the night was "Almost Easy", everybody was screaming, "I'm not insane, im not insane.."

Haha. That was the best part. And "Seize the day" kinda reminded me of Jackson.. (SHITT!)

But its good thou. You need a little emoing to get high.

For those of you missed the concert, dont worry, they promised to come back again. But i dont think i'll be going the next time. Thou M Shadows was HOT HOT HOT!

You should have seen those arms.. AND THOSE MOTHERFUCKING TATTOOS!!!!

DROOLLLLSS! Haha.

I'll give the concert 6 outta 10.

Motley Crue would have been so much better thou. =(

OMG M. SHADOWS. The new man of my dreams. He look wayyyy cooler in person. SERIOUS!!!

Okie gtg. Before i go goo goo ga ga over him and write another 10 pages.

Ciaos~

2008-10-22T18:56:00.000-07:00

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings.

Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo.
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again..

But it don't really matter,
When life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
And everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me.

There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should have taken.

Been some signs I didn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend.

But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
And everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me.

I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
Are the things that make you strong!
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone.
And you just gotta move on,
Because it's all
Lessons learned.

2008-10-21T05:51:00.000-07:00

Why Chapter 2 is my favourite Hair salon:

1) I have my stylist on speed dial.
2) They remember my birthday.
3) They've got the rebate card (For the Auntie in me)
4) They always suggest new ideas to change how i look, which is great.
5) Eh.. i dunno let me think first.

Jeft (my hairstylist) gets pissed off whenever my fringe grows. And i made it worse by cutting it myself. But somehow i still want to have a side parting. I dont know. Personally i think long side partings are classy.

But somehow or rather it WAS not on me:

So i went back for trimming and treatment last saturday. Jeft cut bangs for me (AGAIN!) but i dunoo. The expert knows best, no?

After that i kinda dreaded those bangs. Gavin says i looked like sailormoon (damnit) and i think it makes my chubby face extra chubby.

Eh but then i tied my hair today and this hairstyle reminds me of Fergie in my humps.

So yea, now im starting to embrace it. Heh heh.

Work is damn stressed these days. A few times i felt like breaking down. And the situation at home aint getting any better. And the weather made me sick too. Somehow i felt like this is (still) one of the worse periods of my life (yet). But i have to look at it on the bright side.

Oh well. Talk about something happy. Tmr's Yasmine's bdae. Haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

This video is dedicated to yoooou.

Hope you can look forward to a happier future, and you really should. Because you deserve it! =)

2008-10-16T05:32:00.000-07:00

Im fuckin pissed. With my fuckin life.

I hate to stay at home. Other people will never understand why. They think i am being childish and all that shit. But it is safer outside than to stay at home. Those hurling insults are too much for me to bear. Its killing my fuckin brain. I feel so much restrictions like a bird trapped in a cage.

Its seriously fuckin ridiculous. The computer is fucking set with a password. Everytime i need to log on, i have to ask for her permission, which is like asking her for money (except for the fact that it is ten times worse if i were to really do that).

And once i have successfully log on into my computer, i can only use for 1 hour.

Yes ONE HOUR which is 60 minutes.

ONE FUCKING HOUR to charge my ipod, dl my songs, friendstering, msn for awhile and quickly blog. Like what the fuck is this?

I AM FUCKING 20.

And another reason why i hate to stay at home, because i dont want to be affected in any ways by her selfishness. She bears grudges (yes, ESPECIALLY with her own family). Money to her is like a big big thing. She is calculative EVEN TO HER OWN FAMILY, even if it is 10 cents or 20 cents. How fuckin ridiculous is that?

And if you pissed her off, haha GOOD LUCK TO YOU! That means 1 MONTH of washing your own clothes, your own dishes, basically everything. Oh and did i mention, NO COMPUTER FOR U! HAHAHAHA!

I feel so much resentments. I just want to go home to a warm and happy family. Which is not the case. Her narrow-mindedness ruins this whole family.

Well, you can say that i am like her. That is what i am ashamed of. Being a product of a selfish bitch. Ive got so much teenage angst in me. Why? Because ive been treated like a fucking kid. 20 years old and still feeling fuckin trapped.

Im getting used to this kinda shitty lifestyle. I get shit at work, which i dont mind cuz that is what i am getting paid for, men are all with fucking agendas, i despise them all, i wish they will all just FUCK OFF, and those jerks who think that i cant live wout them, no, its not true at all. I AM ONLY USING YOU just like YOU ARE USING ME. ITS YOUR OWN FUCKING LOSS ANYWAY. I never really love you, who in their sane mind will? Damn motherfucker who cant even get an erection. NBCB. Go and try fucking with your oh so perfect fat chick. You deserve each other.

And that MOTHERFUCKING SAM, stop bugging me. You pathetic son of a bitch. Get a fucking life. And oh, i will never wear Sarah's old shoes, why? No, not because she is "friend" but yikes! Think about it! I am too fly for this shit, i cant even be bothered to explain why. Haha. Such poor taste in boyfriends, TSK TSK. BUT SUITS HER ANYWAY.

The only thing i can put my hopes into are friends.. but they have got their own lives.

I am so sick of my fucking life.
Failure is not an option. Success is the best revenge.

Psychosocial - Slipkot

I did my time, and I want out
So effusive
Fade
It doesn't cut,
The soul is not so vibrant

The reckoning, the sickening
Packaging subversion
Pseudo-sacrosanct perversion

Go drill your deserts,
Go dig your graves
Then fill your mouth
With all the money you will save
Sinking in, getting smaller again
Im done, it has begun
I'm not the only one

Oh, there are cracks, in the road we laid
But where the temple fell,
The secrets have gone mad
This is nothing new,
But when we kill it all,
The hate was all we had!

Who needs another mess?
We could start over!
Just look me in the eyes
And say I'm wrong
Now there's only emptiness...
Venomous, insipid!
I think we're done
I'm not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all,
We throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me

2008-10-13T20:39:00.000-07:00

If the elephants have past lives, yet are destined to always remember,
it's no wonder how they scream,
like you and I, they must have some temper.

And I am dreaming of them on the plains, dirtying up their beds,
watching for some kind of rain to cool their hot heads.
And how dare that you send me that card when I'm doing all that I can do.
You are forcing me to remember when all I want is to just forget you.
If the tiger shall protect her young, then tell me how did you slip by.
All my instincts have failed me for once -- I must have somehow slept the whole night.

And I am dreaming of them with their kill, tearing it all apart,
blood dripping from their lips, and teeth sinking in too hard.
And how dare that you say you will call, when you know I need some peace of mind..
If you had to take sides with the animals, won't you do it with one who is kind?

If the hawks in the trees need the dead, if you're living you don't stand a chance.
You can lie there and say you are fed, but there are only two ends to this dance.
You can flee with your wounds just in time, or lie there as he feeds,
watching yourself ripped to shreds and laughing as you bleed.

So for those of you falling in love, keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right.

Throw yourself in the midst of danger, but keep one eye open at night.

- Rachael Yamagata "Elephants"

Elephants (New Album Out 10/7!) - Rachael Yamagata

Wow. Just wow.

2008-10-11T18:07:00.000-07:00

Went East coast for the supposedly cycling trip. But we were feeling kinda lazy, so after awhile, we went the Muddy Murphy's for drinking.

We drank. Then we talked. Bout some life shit and stuff.

Then after awhile, i started to whine about how shitty my life is.

Suddenly Heineken taste so refreshing.

And then i complain. Then i got defensive.

Then i became sarcastic.

And then i just suddenly broke down. I poured my heart out to the people whom i never really talked about those stuff with. I mean, usually there will be a bunch of friends to have fun with, some friends to talk about your problems with.. but yesterday i didnt care if i were to make a fool outta myself (which im glad that i didnt)

But i am so glad i let it all out. Like finally. After yesterday i felt so much better already.

Its amazing what alchohol can do for you. Haha.

Ciaos.

2008-10-06T06:02:00.000-07:00

Home (hōm)
n.

1. A place where one lives; a residence.
2. The physical structure within which one lives, such as a house or apartment.
3. A dwelling place together with the family or social unit that occupies it; a household.
4.
1. An environment offering security and happiness.
2. A valued place regarded as a refuge or place of origin.
3. Baseball Home plate.
4. Games Home base.
5. The starting position of the cursor on a text-based computer display, usually in the upper left corner of the screen.
6. A starting position within a computer application, such as the beginning of a line, file, or screen or the top of a chart or list.
5. The place, such as a country or town, where one was born or has lived for a long period.
6. The native habitat, as of a plant or animal.
7. The place where something is discovered, founded, developed, or promoted; a source.
8. A headquarters; a home base.

Yuting's definition: A scented candle, a Ten buck therapy brochere from the Musuem; and the miniature Vodka that i refused to drink (thou very tempted to) cuz it reminds me of a special moment.

Life, how can it more simple and perfect than that?

2008-10-06T05:12:00.000-07:00

Saturday

HANGOUT with my beloved and Bitchy Soursop!!!

Went to the new Fish and Co. The ambience's not bad, but the food kinda sucked. They over-grilled my Coriander fish, and when i wanted rice, they gave me chips. Thank god i worked in the customer service industry, if it was me in the past, i would have suck it up and eat whatevers on the table, but that evening i stood up for my rights. haha.

I was hoping they would gave me free dinner (My cash officer succeeded at Waraku), but NO SUCH LUCK.

Ive got a replacement and another free plate of chips though. =)

And we watched Vicky Cristina Barcelona, the movie which i had highly anticipated.

And it didnt disappoint me. I dunno. You have to be a deep thinker to appreciate it.

Its a bit erratic, and kinda twisted. But i see myself in the characters..

Vicky, the sensible girl with the predictable life and a predictable relationship.

Cristina (Scarlett Johansson), the gorgeous but naive woman with deep curiousity to try everything in a relationship,(or a three-some)

And Maria Elena (Penelope Cruz), an impulsive, passionate, mentally unstable woman with an anger problem, and the ex wife of Juan Antonio.

Penelope Cruz is damn hot, hot, hot!!

There's just something about spanish people.. Drools..

SUNDAY

Sometimes you have to take a break from all those Bimbotic shopping. That is why you need friends like Sheron to bring you to Museums, to get in touch with the Artsy Fartsy-ness in me (CHEY~) haha.

The RED DOT museum located at Maxwell, i love that place. Its kinda warm and cosy.. though it is not very big, it is interesting.

This lady is gifted. She has mastered the art of AMBIGRAMS. She can write your name which can be read upside down. Even for different names with the same letter. For example, one side can be MARY, but if you turn it upside down it can be LEON. Amazing right?

She did a sample for my own name =)

And i bought this adorable handmade keychains. And i got one for a special someone since her birthday is coming.

I am more Audio than Visual. We sat there listen to acoustic guitar playing to Bossa Nova.. so smoothing, me likey~

Okay, this shall be the last time im gonna cut my own bangs, omg, cant wait for it to grow back soon =(

I love the concrete toilets. =)

Cant wait to see her again. She promised to lend me her motley crue cd, claims that she is out of her teenage angst already. Guess im a slow developer. lol.

Ciaos~

2008-10-03T18:52:00.000-07:00

I dont know what you are thinking. If there is some problem with your self esteem, i suggest you take your ridiculous comparison elsewhere.

Dont you realise that we have nothing in common? It will kill you inside and also, it disgusts me.

So dont do it.

2008-09-30T19:24:00.000-07:00

Boey said, " Why do you like to look back and be pessimistic? Look forward, thats what's important!"

And so i did. (kinda)

Then Boey said, " Go jogging, or climb up and down the stairs, or do crunches, anything! You are getting fat!"

I was like fuck you la Im FAT?

But it was yesterday that an insignificant person flunked my date that i decided to just go home, had my dinner, changed into my FBTs and yellow Nike top (I KNEW it would be useful, hehe) and went downstairs. With my daddy and my baby bro.

I was looking so un-glam with my fringe held back by a hairband and hair tight back into a ponytail, but i didnt really care. I was like so far behind them but i ran at my own pace, blasting my Metal songs playlist..

Suddenly, all the pain, sorrows and shit just kinda fades away.. it seemed like im sweating all the agony away, i never felt quite so refreshed!

I went home and saw a few smses and missed calls. There's this desperate guy that msged me.

"Hi intro."

and when i didnt reply, he said, " Yuting."

So i said, " Who are you?"

He said somebody gave him my number but he cant tell me who, that he is somebody that i ever saw and talked to before, and he said i was pretty and flirty, and his friend is called Justin (i dont know any justin) who gave him my number, bla bla bla bullshit.

So i was intrigued. Im a person who love mysteries, and its my weakness, so i die die must find out who the hell gave him my number and my head was already entertaining thoughts on how to screw that supposed "friend" who dont respect my privacy.

And this guy is obviously not very bright. After awhile he said, " Im your friend's ex boyfriend."

Which i didnt think it was true. So i said," Who? Lisa's ex?" (I made that up)

He said yea.

So i got pissed and didnt reply him for 10 minutes, in which after he told me who he was.

I was like so fucking shocked. He was indeed my friend's ex boyfriend. And fuck, he didnt seem to me like a desperate fuckface, in fact, he was not bad looking.

And the ironic thing is that i dont remember talking to him before. But he said he saw me at Singapore Mint (and that was like a YEAR ago) and after that he got my number from my friend's mobile phone.

SHADY!

Another reason not to trust guys already. Fuck im turning lesbian.

I just feel kinda bad for that friend. I cant say who cuz if she knows about it i think she will never talk to me again. They were together for like almost 2 years, and MIND YOU, this guy brought her to church every saturday!

I dont know what he is using me for.. maybe a rebound? Or just to piss my friend off? Whatever it is im not gonna be his tool. Im not gonna be any man's tool anymore.

Right now im still avoiding his freakin miss calls and endless messages.

=(

Selamat Hari Raya, and back to work tmr. (At ROCHOR, omg!)

Everybody tells me its a busy fucked up branch.

Im kinda freaked out already eh!

Okie, ciaos!

2008-09-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

Honestly speaking. This must be one of the worst periods of my life. I wished i can tell myself, everything is fine! I have a good life! I am very happy!

But no, i am not.

I really have no idea why this depression starts to set in. I dont even know who i am anymore. What i used to hold on to and what i used to believe in just all went down to the drain.

I feel like i have already lost my personality.. to what? Superficialism? To the Rock and roll Motley Crue kinda perception of things?

And then i tell myself that i shouldnt be thinking about such things, but everything is just out to prove me wrong. People i talked to, guys who told me about "inner qualities", in the end what happened? All they ever think about was something else.

Inner qualities... inner qualities? What is that? Do i have it? Or do i used to have it but i lost it?

Which doesnt really matter because everybody says, yes, it is very important but at the end of the day, no one seems to really care. Does inner qualities even guarantee you a Happily Ever After?

Optimism.. arent they for fools? I used to debate with my friend, What is the point of playing mind games? Just be yourself! If things are meant to be, it will turn out right." In the end, the person that was being played for like a fool is me.

And then again i tell myself. Fuck it, just do whatever you feel like doing! You dont need to care about those fucking morals, because nobody cares!"

So i did it. I did some things that a few years back i would swear that i will never do it.

But karma came around. Bit my ass. I played with fire. I burned myself.

Right now i feel so empty. Void of emotions.. i dont understand what this complicating world is about. I do not know how to act, i do not know how to behave. i do not know the right words to say.

People say, " You are still so young! There are so many things you have yet to learn"

But the more i see, the less i know.

I feel so goddamn miserable, its pathetic to wallow in self pity. But yet, i cant explain this feeling to any of my friends..

Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied

So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
please smile when you think of me
My body's gone that's all

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There's nothing more to say

Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And the living all are scarred

A tout le monde (To everybody)
A tout mes amis (To all my friends)
Je vous aime (I love you)
Je dois partir (I must leave)
These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

- Megadeth (A tout le monde)

2008-09-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

Monday

22 September 2008

It was my off day but i was prepared to rot at home the whole day.. but then Joey came and save me frm boredom.. we went to IKEA tampanies because my cousin was craving for her MEATBALLS!

And she kinda flunked her diet that day because i made her eat quite a lot!

Come on, live to eat and eat to live!

And after dinner, its CAMWHORE TIME!

Eh... hahaha i was trying to show the Constipated look. Do i look convincing?!?

Guess who is the older cousin?

WRONG! Its ME!

heh heh..

I have so many things to say about this picture..

1. It reminds me of you know who. (Dont ask me, i only realised after the picture is taken.)

2. I accidentally MMSed this picture to Aaron for 5 FREAKING TIMES!!!

Aargh! So embarassing! But he was very sweet about it. He asked if he can keep one. HEHE.

Anyway its not the first time i sent such embarassing things to him. Once, i even send him those 2 pages long "I love you" message for an ex. What could be worse than that right?

hahaha.

Okay back to where i was, we kinda like dump everything we feel like buying into the cart. Kinda like play pretend, back to those days when we were kids. And then at the end of the day we just chucked it aside.

Irresponsible, i know. But fun.

Hehehe!

My animated Zen Look

And ooh! We spotted a dead dog!

Aww.. so sad!

And in the end we only bought these..

A scrapbook for Joey and Scented Vanilla candles for me.

I am making an effort to make my room a better place, since now that i am single i really need to start loving my home ( which is actually the right thing to do, i know.)

See, i even revamped my bulletin board!!!

Nice right?

No? FUCK OFF LA ITS MY BULLETIN BOARD!!!!

LMAO.

2008-09-24T05:45:00.000-07:00

21 Sep 2008

SUNDAY!!

Thou i dont feel like it, i woke up real early and went to Julia's house at Jurong for her baby shower.

Julia is this colleague i really admire, she is very experienced in Banking and she is a very straightforward person. She has this really accurate sixth sense (Everything she predicted at the workplace always happens!) she will always say things that you will never like to hear, but it is all for your own good, really. ( Guess its maternal instincts?)

Anyway, its so amazing to see Baby Jeven.. its like a month ago he is still in Julia's tummy and now he is out!!! So cute!

Okay, never mind i dunno how to explain the feeling.. I'll let the pictures do the talking..

Aww.. my heart melts!!!

*******

After the baby shower i went to Serangoon Garden to hang out with the ITE mates..

CHOMP CHOMP!!! Stingray, Hokkien Mee, Chicken Wings, Pork Ribs.. Calories overload-ed but goood!!!!

After we went to Dessert bowl for desserts (duh!)..

And yes i chose the place *smirks*

MAMMA MIA~

Peishi's Classic Emo look. LMAO.

3/4 of the Wewes ( PEIYUN WHERE ARE U?!?)

Boey Boey Boey. Hmm.

Sigh, i miss school already. I guess you never miss the water till the well runs dry.

I still have so many pics to upload.

Anyway guys, im going to the Avenged Sevenfold concert with Siti (my mentor) and her bf and friends.. Yayyy!! Cant wait lo!

Gonna get reaaallll high. Heh heh.

How bout Motley Crue? I love Motley Crue too!! But i cant go for 2 cuz i will be really broke. Sigh.

Okie cya next post! =)

2008-09-24T05:28:00.000-07:00

20 Sep 2008

Hangout with Yasmine and Qader..!!!

She is one crazy woman, lol!!!

Amazing things you can do with satay sticks! Look at our lame faces!! Lol.

Oh yea we were "talent spotted" by STEVEN LIM. He wanted us to join his model agency.

For 100 bucks.

WHAT THE FUCK.

I never believed in that kinda bullshit.. and Steven Lim? Damn !!!

LOL... I shall dedicate this video to YASMINE.

Enjoy!!!

2008-09-19T23:39:00.000-07:00

A first grade teacher, Ms Tulip was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Boy, what is your problem?"

Boy answered, " Im too smart fot 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and i am smarter than she is! I think i should be in the 3rd grade too!"

Ms Tulip had enough. She took Boy to see the principal.

The principal told Ms Tulip that he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.

So Principal asked the Boy, " What is 3 x 3?"
Boy: "9"

Principal: " What is 6 x 6?"
Boy: "36"

The Principal looks at Ms Tulip and tells her," I think Boy can go to the 3rd grade."

Ms Tulip says to the principal, " I have some of my own questions that i would like to ask him.
The Prinicpal and Boy both agreed.

Ms Tulip asks, " What does a cow have 4 of that i have 2 of?"

Boy:Legs

Ms Tulip: " What is in your pants that i do not have?"

Boy: "Pockets."

Ms Tulip: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains a thin whitish liquid?"

Boy: Coconut

Ms Tulip: What goes in hard and pink and then comes out soft and sticky?

Boy: Bubble gum

Ms Tulip: Now i will ask some "Who am I sort of questions, okay?
Boy: Yep.

Ms Tulip: " You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do."
Boy: Tent

Ms Tulip: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you are bored. The best man always has me first.

Boy: Wedding Ring

Ms Tulip: I come in many sizes. When im not well, i drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: Nose

Ms Tulip: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy: An Arrow!!!

Ms Tulip: What word starts with an F and ends with a K and causes a lot of excitement?

Boy: Firetruck

Ms Tulip: What word starts with F and ends with a K and if you dont get it you have to use your hands?

Boy: Fork.

Ms Tulip: Which part of a man has no bone but has muscles, has a lot of veins, like pumping and its responsible for making love?"

Boy: Heart.

The Principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, " Send this boy to OXFORD UNIVERSITY even i got the questions wrong myself!!!"

LMAO.

2008-09-18T04:45:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when shit happens, it will make you sick in the stomach.. and then you see the bigger picture, and then it makes you wanna laugh out loud.

And now i see it, its really funny. Its really funny how i get so superficial sometimes. I shouldnt and ive learnt my lesson. It is never my style to kiss and tell. And not my style to diss about my exes (well at least after Jin). But im happy.

And the game has only just begun. After all, the thrill of the chase is the most enjoyable part, no? The more i do this the more experience i get. But of course this time i am smarter.

Hey what am i talking about? Im smart! LOL.

At least i know what is Merrill Lynch? Lol.. dont ask, go wikipedia!

2008-09-17T06:47:00.000-07:00

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AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS FUCKING COOOOMMMMINNNNGGG TO SINGAPORE!!!

Woots WOOOTs wooTs WOOOOOOTS!!!!

24th October
10pm
Max Pavilion.

Im gonna get fucking high this time. Who is coming with me?

2008-09-14T21:16:00.000-07:00

MC again. I dont know what to tell the doctor already.

No, this time im really sick, but the feeling is hard to explain.. No appetite, I feel like puking when i eat something.. my body is aching inside, head is spinning, stomach is churning.

Maybe im turning anorexic. Haha. Maybe.

And im starting to loathe weekends. Nothing to look forward to. Nowadays i just sleep till 12am, wake up, breakfast, and use the computer the whole day. People are asking me out, I dont feel like slacking at home.. but i dont feel like entertaining anybody either.

Really fucking stoned. Hopefully all these will go away soon.

Today is the 15th. Hmm. Payday.

Why dont i feel a thing?!?

Gawd save me frm this misery. =(

******

Yesterday i was practically stoning at home the whole day. But Sebas dragged me outta the house. Drove me to Dempsey Hill. (The GPS system was damn useful, the machine operator will tell you when to make a u turn and all that stuff, so funky rite?)

Lol. Okay i admit im a noob at all these.

And there i was, back to the same place again, except this time, instead of cakes and coffee, we had Main course and Wine.

They even got a taxi calling card. Cool right.

The ambience is perfect. With Jazz music in the background, just the way i like it.. but as i had mentioned, i had no appetite, i cant even finish the white wine.

The bill looked fantastic too, thank God he offered to pay, if not i might just die going dutch. Haha.

My saturday was better. We celebrated Ah ma's birthday at New york new york.

Aifeng and her lollipop face. Haha. The lollipop and the pig were Ahma bdae present from me. Every year without fail i will buy a pig present for her. Let's see what i had gotten for her already.. Pig handphone pouch, pig pencil case, pig balloon, Pig photo frame.. and still counting.

But hey, its the thought that counts right!?!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Finally ive got a FUGLY picture of ah ma.

Alright i hope i will feel better soon. Cya next post.

2008-09-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

What have i done?

I have become somebody i had once despised. Why do i have to stoop so low? I must stop beating myself up like that. My life is pretty good, what more could i ask for? Why do i have to make myself so darn miserable for?

Must be those bimbotic stuff that im into these days..
No more Gossip girl, Sex and the city and Shopaholic novels for myself anymore, its bad for my brain.

Ive been feeling stupid for the whole day. And thats the worse feeling ever. Being jaded is one thing, feeling frustrated is another thing, but it can never be compared to feeling stupid...

Okay Yuting, shuttup shuttup..

2008-09-10T06:36:00.000-07:00

Tuesday.

Had dinner with my sec sko mates.. They were late, so me and Dennis went to walk his dog Dusky.. I love that stupid dog.. and he loves to rape me everytime he sees me..

Aww... look at his cute little ass!!!

And see that green thing? It is his SHIT. Dusky likes to shit and pee everywhere to mark his territory. And something that i found out, Dusky's character is like most men.. why is that so?

When he first meet you and he likes your smell, he will keep barking in excitement..

And then he will desperately pounce on you and scratch your legs cuz he wants to kiss you.

And then he will bring his doggie bone and make you play fetch with him.. no matter how you far you throw the bone, he always brings it back to you. (Aww..)

And then you are so touched by this cute little creature. And thats when you ask Dennis to give him a doggie treat. The treat is on your hands, and you made Dusky do tricks. Amazingly, he did it all.

Time for a reward. Dusky bite off the treat and happily walks off to his own corner and do his own thing.

DOESNT IT ALL SOUND SO FAMILIAR?

Haha.. but it is so much more fruitful to please a dog. At least thats what i think. Haha.

And den we proceed to Yida's house for poker and later, mahjong.

N&B Snack house at Serangoon!!! Gawd i miss that place, in the past, it was the standard Peicai hangout.

Shuhui and Isaacc the lame-ass.

That's Kieren, Yida's nephew.. soooo cute and his hair is so soft.. =)

Alright thats all.. Isaac is going NS tmr.. Well, it is good for him. Time to grow up dont be so kiddy anymore ya!!!!!!

And when you book out lets hang out again, shall we? =D

2008-09-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

I bought mooncakes for my family.. Intercontinental Hotel Japanese Sweet Potato paste and Champagne Chocolate Snow Skin..

Heavenly, i tell you. Cost me quite a bomb too.

But well, its not everyday that i buy things for my family right?
(Sigh, this kinda daughter where to find? Lol!!! )

That guy at the counter gave me a 20% discount, so happy!

The whole Raffles City branch are having mooncake fever.. my Cash Officer Lynn bought almost all the mooncakes from different brands for us to sample.. In just one day, ive tried mooncakes from Goodwood park, Marriot, Bengawan Solo, Fairmount.. but the best ive tasted is still the ones at Intercontinental hotel.. and another brand called Home's Favourite.

Its a bakery located at Joo Chiat, the Black durian mooncake is freaking mouthwatering, and the snowskin wont leave u feeling Jelat.

Haha, anybody wanna hire me to be their Miss Makansutra? hehe..

Yesterday went to have steamboat with Yuanda and the rest.. Its been a long time since i hang out with them.. it just so happen that Yuanda accidentally miss-called me on my cell phone, then we started to chat, he asked me to join the rest for the steamboat dinner on sunday, and of course i agreed. Lol.

He told me he is gonna drive me there but i didnt want to trouble him cos' he is having a business appointment at Yishun, but he insisted, so im like okay lor.

And then at 7pm sharp, i saw this red BMW at the parking lot. For a moment i couldnt believe my eyes. Ha. I still remember the last time we met, we walked from Clarke Quay all the way to Spottiswoode, he didnt have a car then.. and now he is driving a BMW.

He is really my role model la. Bought a BMW with his own money at 24 years old, and still as humble as before.

Okay gonna enjoy my mooncake. Cya next post. =)

The Other side of the world

2008-09-06T19:26:00.001-07:00

I only slept for 3 hours. Its my bio "cock" (as Yida says)..

No i didnt go to PLAY, I bet DQ hates me right now, i flew his aeroplane. I just dont understand why he refuse to ask his friends along. It is just no fun wout a crowd. I really dunno what he is thinking. And it was raining, totally killed my mood.

I slept till 2pm and met Huinee for dinner and shopping. We are really on a budget this time, we had Macdonalds, lol. After that we went from Far East plaza to DFS. I found this new scent which i really love- Miss Cherie Dior

I guess my next pay cheque goes to that. And just that. Ive thought about it, im saving up for my studies. No more spending money like nobody's business. =)

After that Huinee headed home and i went to find Gavin and his group of friends at Serangoon. His friend Jonathan actually stays at my aunts block, so i had to cross my fingers and hope she dont bump into me, but after all it is quite late at night so i guess there wont be any chance of that happening.

We were chatting in Jonathan's room and then one of his maid (they've got 2) pushed another guy in the room. It was Jonathan's younger brother who is the same age as me.

He was in a wheelchair, his speech was slurry, there were surgical scars over his arms and legs and he had a broken smile on his face.

I guessed he could see all the question marks in my head.

And he said, " I had a bike accident early this year. New year. And then i was hospitalised. Girlfriend was on the bike too. After that she left me."

"Oh.." I didnt know what to say. I felt quite sorry. It must be damn hard on him.

After that his brother went to bed and another friend Louis drove us to this place at Paya lebar. Royal thai disco.

Yea i know i know it isnt a place for a girl like me. But the ironic thing is i rather hang out then to go home and think about bullshit. And also, i wanna see what it is like there. I tell you, one day all these curiousity might just kill the cat. But so far, i think im wise enough to not do what i should not do.

Bass? Check.
Booze? Check.
Hot thai girls? Check.

It was indeed an eye opener for a girl with deep thoughts. I looked at those thai girls (yea some of them are so damn hot, makes me wanna be a lesbian myself) and i cant help but to wonder, what is their story like?

Behind those shorter than short skirts and long wild hair, why do they end up being like that? What do they need all these money for? Prada bags? Or to feed their families?

Nobody in their sane mind will like to be touched by horny ugly guys. At least that is what i think. And be forced to drink 5 shots for 50 dollars. Omg, that is so degrading.

And one of those HUG (Horny Ugly Guys) put his arms protectively around one of those girls, kissed her and told her that he love her but its clear to see there is nothing else but sex on his mind.

It was damn crowded as it was one of the organiser's birthday. Me, Gavin and Louis were stoning there and debating about who's hot and who's not while the rest of them (all HUGs) were all drunk and hug.

The 2 of them didnt even drink a bit. Gavin was there everywhere i go and Louis was kinda heartbroken. He haven got over an ex girlfriend who is one of the Thai girls there.

And he said," Hey you dont know, it was true love okay."

I laughed. True love? Talk to me bout that man.

True love to them is the cold hard cash in your wallet and the car you drove us here.

After the club closed, we were dragged to Oasis at Maxwell after much persuasion from Louis. With another 2 cars and a few bikes so total up approximately 15 guys and one girl. ( Me la, duh.) And i kept wondering what the fuck i was doing down there.

Oasis really sucked. Number one, the sound system was really bad, the bass and treble was piercing to our ears.

Number two, no pretty girls. At all. And not to mention the HUGs is 2 times worse looking then the Royal Thai disco. It seems like Gavin is the only good looking one there. Well, at least he look korean. Haha.

And it is really disgusting to see those self-degrading ah lians get drunk and blabber bullshit.. They were screaming and making a fool outta themselves. We couldnt tahan the sound system anymore and after 3 sticks of cigarettes Gavin decided to send me home. (Im like, finally). Ha.

It was hard to get a cab and Shenton.. We walked quite a fair bit.. on the way home, we talked about everything under the stars. And he really changed my perception of seeing things. I guessed he is right. With our standards it is defnitely not difficult to find a girlfriend/boyfriend, but relationships are troublesome, why bother? Single life is good, no liabilities. If i like someone, we can enjoy each other's company but there is no need to be in a relationship. After all, it is just a status. And its not like we gonna get married or something.

It is only the beginning.

2008-09-05T20:02:00.000-07:00

Yes, it is quite flattering to have a cousin who looks up to you.

But somehow it is kinda freaking me out.

Never mind that she put my pictures on her friendster.

She added my ex boyfriend (Toie) and put it as her featured friend.

And somehow or another she knows my love life!! Freaky!!
She is telling her mom which tells my mom bout Jin who still has my pictures in his bog, friendster or whatever.. My dad always tells me vague details.

I dont even go to Jin's friendster anymore. Or his blog.

I find all the rumours amusing.

No thats not Joey im talking about, it is a younger cousin. That silly girl.

It is kinda awkward la. My mom's side is kinda screwed up.

And i just remembered, a few months ago, right after a family gathering, my dad gave me a stern look when i came back from work.

He is like , " Ting, you should know what you are doing, Dont anyhow."

Anyhow what?!?

"Your cousin told his mom that he likes you."

Wtf?!? He made it sound like we were having some incestuous relationship?

I only meet this cousin once every few years!

Somehow i find all these rumours kinda amusing.

But i seriously dislike my parents asking me questions that i dont even understand.

And to my little cousin, if you are reading this, just wanna tell you, dont look up to me.

I aint a role model. Im just a normal person. I get hurt in relationships, in fact, my love life is kinda screwed up. I face shit at my workplace sometimes.. my life aint a bed of roses.

But if you still want to know more bout me, its fine. Just dont let ur momma know. Because by letting your momma know means my mommy will also know. And if my mommy knows my daddy will come and ask me questions. And i dont know how to answer his questions you know?

Complicating.

2008-09-05T18:18:00.000-07:00

Wake up, Mr. West, Mr. West, Mr. Fresh
Mr. by-his-self-he-so-impressed
I mean, damn, did you even see the test
You got D's mother fucker, D's, Rosie Perez
And yes, barely pass any and every class
Looking at every ass
Cheated on every test
I guess this is my dissertation
Homie, this shit is basic
Welcome to graduation

Good morning
Good morning
Good morning
Good morning

Good morning
On this day we become legendary
Everything we dreamed of
I'm like a fly Malcolm X
Buy any jeans necessary
Detroit wear cleaned up
From the streets of the league
From an eigth to a key
But you graduate when you make it up outta the streets
From the moments of pain
Look how far we done came
Haters saying ya changed
Now ya doing ya thing

Good morning
Look at the valedictorian scared of the future
While I hop in the Delorean
Scared-to-face-the-world complacent career student
Some people graduate, but we still stupid
They tell you read this, eat this, don't look around
Just peep this, preach us, teach us, Jesus
Okay, look up now, they done stole your streetness
After all of that, you receive this

Good morning
Hustlers, that's if you're still living
Get on down
Every time that we hear them
Good morning
Hustlers, that's if you're still living
Get on down
Every time that we hear them
Good morning
Hustlers, that's if you're still living
Get on down
Every time that we hear them
Good morning
Hustlers, that's if you're still living
Get on down

Good Morning~!

yes, this IS the official Kanye West video.. i love it.. i love how he uses education to voice out about how life on the streets is. And the bear looks so cute! I saw his signature "Stronger" glasses at Revoltage. Wonder if anybody will wear them, i mean, you cant even see properly with them right?

Im having a love hate relationship with my ipod, it keeps hanging on me. Tried to reset it but i cant. How do i survive wout music? I have no idea. God can you stop putting me to the test? You are like giving me everything i love and taking them away from me.

Okay, enough of my melodrama.

2008-09-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

Another day just comes and goes..

Work life was a okay. I dont dare to say that it is great, but im pretty much contented. Back @ Raffles city and it is good to see those people again.

Today i had to go to FEB building at Cecil street for a Relief pool meeting. Waited for Huinee for a freaking 15 minutes.. but after the previous relationship i realised ive become more patient (i mean, whats 15 minutes when i had waited 2 weeks right? Never mind that all the waiting went down the drain)

So there she was, with another guy in a suit. At first i thought it was her bf, but i remembered she told me her bf was the sporty outdoor (almost Toie) kind, so i figured he wasnt. Turns out it is a Senior Officer who is also from relief pool. He seriously got that doctor look. So 3 of us walked like 10 freakin minutes before we reached the building.

The meeting rooms were labelled funny names, like espresso room, cappucino room bla bla bla.. (i wonder if there is a frappucino room, if there is, im gonna call up my bff and asked him to slack there with me the whole day, hahaha.)

I didnt expect that many people to turn up.. so we did what most adults in the corporate world do, just socialising around.. i took a quick glance around, some auntie looking woman blabbering about shit.. 2 ladies smiling at each other politely, and guys looking smart with their ties and all.. and then there's me and Huinee, 2 noobs there bullshitting. Haha.

And then i found myself chatting up with some of the guys there.. and then i thought to myself, hey, single life is not that bad! It is good to know more people, i still need to broaden my social circle.

And then the meeting starts. It was tad boring. The presenter cant pronounce "L" and somehow i find it kinda amusing. (Yeah, i know, i hate myself for that too.) i tugged on Huinee's ponytail playfully and she turned back and look at me, almost as if she is half asleep. I guess she wasnt really paying attention to what the speaker was saying too.

And then we ended the meeting with doughnuts, muffins and Old Chang Kee.

Yeah thats about all.

No thats not all.

I took a peep at his friendster. His shout out was this: "Should i say you are Extravagant; Fanciful; Whimsical; impudent, Streetwise or just another person who haven't seen the world enough?"

I wonder if he is talking about me. God knows. Maybe im too sensitive.

But seriously, impudent? Am i? Nah, im just straightforward.
Fanciful? Hell yea, i have to admit that.

But its not a crime, aint it? But i dont build sandcastles in the air.

Well, if all these are true, i feel sad that we turn out this way. I dont want to burn bridges. Plus, how much does he know about me? It is because of all these assumptions that we ended up like this. And if that is really what you think about me, i will appreciate you telling me right in front of my face, just dish it out and we can discuss about it.. or argue, whatever, but just dont assume.

But ironically, if its true, it is good too. At least he had feelings (be it resentment), better than him having no feelings for me at all. I seriously feel like toilet paper, like me, get into a relationship with me, tell me you will never hurt me.. and then the feelings fade, just an sms and expect me to fuck off and move on with life?

Sounds too fucking easy. I vowed never to trust any guy again.

Somehow, i still yearn for an answer.. the answer to why this relationship turns out this way. But it doesnt matter, does it? And the truth always hurts.

Aargh.

Somebody save me frm this misery.

2008-09-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

That is the exact english translation of the song. It so relates. =(

2008-09-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

United Overseas Bank Limited

Ms Zhuang Yuting

UOB Debit Platinum NOW Card

This is your monthly VISA Point-Of-Sale (POS) transactions for record purpose only. The transactions will also be reflected in your bank account statement/passbook.

29 Jul to 27 Aug

TCC- THE ATRUIM SINGAPORE

WATSON'S SINGAPORE

STARBUCKS SINGAPORE

PAISLEY & CREAM- THE CENTRSINGAPORE

CATHAY CINEPLEX- AMK HUB SINGAPORE

ICE3 PTE LTD SINGAPORE

CATHAY CINELEISURE

CROCS ASIA PL @ MARINA SQSINGAPORE

TOPSHOP @ MARINA SQUARE SINGAPORE

NIKE BY B.I.R.D- M SQ SINGAPORE

APPLE COMPUTER INTL INTERNET

CEDELE WHEELOCK SINGAPORE

CATHAY CINELEISURE ORCHARDSINGAPORE

Total: 642.27!!!

This is how my lifestyle is like.
Gawd, i dont remember spending that much money.

My account is kinda dried up right now, i guess Korean lessons have to wait. Salsa lessons have to wait too. No more impulsive shopping sprees.

But but but.. im saving up to go travelling.. Hopefully if everything goes well me and Joey will be going to probably Bali or Thailand, just the 2 of us, exploring the country and take pictures like nobody's business. Im crossing my fingers. I would very much prefer Bali.. Spa and massage.. WOOOOOTs! Lol..

But have to wait till our birthday month which is on November (she is 364 days younger than me)

Im feeling better now.. Joey accompanied me the whole evening.. It is good to feel loved. Yasmine was so damn sweet.. she kept checking if i was alright.. haha..

Haha.. i looked so sad yesterday.But today i manage to smile properly..

If you dont know me you probably think im obese. Man, i need to go lipo my cheeks already.

On my way home, i bumped into Shiwei. I told him i broke up and all that stuff. I bet he is probably thinking, " Haha serve you right, who ask you not to choose me instead."

Hahaha.. nah i think i think too much, he was being very sweet and all. If i chose him i'll probably be the one that will break his heart, but isnt that better than being dumped? haha.. It is like the hunter and the hunted, the predator and the prey..

Bla bla bla, i dunno what im talking about.

I had my weekends all planned out alrdy. Heh heh. Yeah it might seem too early to plan, but at least i have an agenda and i look forward to it.. Life becomes meaningful again..

PLAY with Daoqing on Fri..
Supper at night with Gavin..
and and and the highlight of the week..

Dennis is bringing me to JB to shop!!

And watch movies for just 5 BUCKS!!!

Yeah~ i cant wait!

I just have to cross my fingers and hope they dont suddenly fly my aeroplane last minute. LOL.

Till then, cya!!!

2008-08-30T22:40:00.000-07:00

I believe that as long as the feeling is there, no mountain is high enough to conquer.

But relationship is something that requires 2 hands to clap, not like i didnt know this a long time ago, it is just that i didnt expect him to drop the bomb on me.. It just ends without a warning, not even a quarrel. I just feel kinda lost right now.

I can only come to a conclusion that his feelings for me aint that strong enough.. we have been putting on a facade ever since we met.. for some reasons, i didnt want to reveal my true self and neither do he.

I dont know about him, but for me, im trying to suppress my feelings, ive been trying to be the perfect gf.. stay faithful, endure sad and frustrating nights alone, get along with his family and stuff.. but sometimes, maybe there is something call too perfect.. too good.. too unnatural..too difficult to communicate.

I dont want to point fingers.. im very tired of this whole relationship thing.. Relationships tire me out.. relationships cause me sleepless nights.. I thought that ive met the perfect guy and everything will just fall to place.. but i was being too naive.

Now, im back to my complicating status again.. I see no point in having a clean cut good girl life. Chia is gonna kill me if i tell her about it.

But the comforting thing is that, God gave me shit relationships, but God also gave me friends that call me first thing in the morning just to check if i was alright, friends that gave up their sleeping time just to talk to me.. friend who let me walk his dog to cheer me up, friends who accompany me to sleep cos i dont wanna wake up feeling lost and all alone.

I wouldnt trade them for anything else in the world.

Sum 41- Pieces

I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

Cheer up Yuting, forgive, forget, move on.

2008-08-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

My calories-loading days are over!!!

Ive replaced my sinful obsession with muffins to this..

The deliciously-colourful Fruit Platter!!

i love it.. The aunties here at my workplace kept complaining that it is too expensive, but in actual fact it goes like this:

For a nutritious plate of fruits: $2.50

For a nutritious plate of fruits that get rid of all the stress from work and makes you spend 15 minutes living in bliss before you start work again: PRICELESS.

(Copyright from Mastercard. Or issit visa?!? Whatever la haha.)

Just came back after dinner with my Tanjong Pagar colleagues... I will be leaving in 3 days time, wished i could have spend more time knowing some of them better..

These few days has been tough, its funny how the internal auditors seems to follow me wherever i go (They were at Raffles City for 3 godddaamn weeks).

It is such a hassle, we have to pay extra attention in whatever we do. Cashbox and CPU must be lock even if you are 10 metres away, so irritating.

And the people from the Housekeeping department dropped by yesterday, the management was like so frantic, want us to keep our workstation clean and tidy, lol, i dont really give a damn la, i just leave things the way it is before the Housekeeping people came, why be such a hypocrite?

It is not my fault that the things here are so old and unorganised, because we have such a F uped Centre Manager who dont even know shit.

But then again, she always do what she do best, smile smile laugh laugh to the auditors, what a good way to get away with things. LOL, that holy holy piece of shit. That is one of the reason why i dont go to church.

But most of the CSAs here are really sweet la.. not much politics, im gonna miss some of them very very much: Zuby, Cecilia (the MC queen), Martin (who always complain to me about his girlfriend during break time, lol), Emily (the pretty Malaysian girl), Herny (the funky preggy mommy) and Vivienne (the very hip auntie)

Oh yes Vivienne makes the best cheesecake, really heavenly!!!! No kidding!!! If only i have a mummy like that, she makes the best Kimchi and the best dumplings too!

Really admire her eh, she is like the chinese saying (can go in kitchen, can get out of living room). Next time when i grow old i want to be like her! LOL!

Oh ya i want to go for the BullRun 2008!!! Its like this marathon run around CBD area, organised by UOB i think. But Hui nee doesnt want to accompany me eh, that lazy woman. So now im waiting for Chermaine to reply my email. Why need to spend $ on an SMS when you've got company emails? LOL.

Okay okay ive to stop blabbering, bye!

3 more days~

Boyfriend i miss you badly!

2008-08-26T05:43:00.000-07:00

A Pissy Post..

The morning train ride to work always gets me OCD-ed.

Its just those little things that irks me, like have you ever encounter those people who have phobia using the escalators? They will like take their time trying to cross over like they are gonna trip and fall or something.

For goodness sake, take the motherfucking lift!

And and and.. some people like to tap their ez link and den take a step back just to see the card balance, its like wtf, its the morning rush hour ya, people are queuing behind you.

And not to mention those people who like to squeeze and touch me on the train, yeah i know it is the morning rush hour, but i would appreciate you to give me some breathing space, sometimes i really think i need an inhaler..

And and and... to someone that i know but barely know: Dont you ever dare to think that you can mess with my head. I am not like those other girls you like to cheat on.

No matter how good your "playa" skills is i can easily figure out your intentions. Yes you are charming but not charming enough to deceive me. So dont insult my intelligence please, thank you.

Omg what a pissy post.

But when i think about the weekends i feel happy again.. Boyfriend coming back in 4 days time~ Woots!!!

2008-08-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

Meant to blog bout this a few days ago but i was too busy figuring my ipod out..

UOB DINNER AND DANCE (BRANCHES DIVISION)

Where: Suntec Convention
Theme: F1 Grand Prix (Pronouced as Grand Pree)

It was such a grand event.. i shall let the pictures do the talking.

This crazy woman is slowly climbing up my best friends' list. Ha. We even got ourselves the same shirts for D&D!

CHERMAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She looks so freaking cute.

I cant live without her company emails! We can bitch bout everything, from our managers to the customers.. Other people have no idea how f**ked up work can be sometimes.

Mark Lee and another guy were the hosts for the night. Kumar was there too! You guys know how much i love drags right!!!!!

Martin from UOB Tanjong Pagar

Yeah they have Daytona USA, Photoshoot booth (with professional photographers and instant photos) and a booth when you can get airbrushed tattoos.. and there's an Xbox Challenge too!

That's a real HARLEY.. heh heh.. JEALOUS?

They were meant to escort our CEO who would be on the BMW behind which was the highlight of the night..

But i used it to camwhore before that and those 2 big guys looks so intidimidating, but they were really nice eh.

It is called dinner and DANCE for a reason.. but its quite funny to see some uncles danced to those club hits, but they are sporting la, so cute.

I can see why the company put in so much effort in making this event a happening one.. it creates a stronger bond among us, and gives us a sense of belonging to this big family.

Although i kept complaining bout shit, I feel truly blessed to be in UOB. =)

2008-08-25T06:03:00.000-07:00

Wow... this song made me drift off to fantasy land..

Funky Bahia - Sergio Mendes

One day me and my lover will go to a place like this, where there's sun, sand and sea.. i'll be wearing a summer dress like that and we can sip cocktails by the beach and dance to the rhythm of latin music..

At night, we can feel the cool sea breeze, candles by the bed and there is nothing we cant do...

That will be the best day of my life. =)

2008-08-18T05:42:00.000-07:00

SOMEBODY STOP ME!!!!!

Im thinking of signing up for the signature package at the Aramsa Garden spa.

http://www.aramsaspas.com/spamenu_gardenspa.html

Its like 200 ++ for one session eh.. but i fell in love with that place ever since the day i passed by it. I was on the bus and im like, omg how did that little piece of heaven exist at Bishan park and how can i not know?

And i went to do some research.. and turns out, their cafe is even more amazing..

They have got all the smoothies and Organic shit which i love love love~!!!

It would be best if i can have a gf to accompany me, i can imagine the 2 of us bitching in our bathroom robes, that should be quite amusing. Hahaha.

Anybody interested? =)

2008-08-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

Baby this song is for you!!!!!

Why don't we take a little piece of summer sky
Hang it on a tree
For that's the way to start to make a pretty world
For you and for me

And for the sun we'll take a lemon bright balloon
You can hold the string
Oh can't you see that little world of ours will be
The prettiest thing

We can gather rain enough for the stream
To hold our happy faces
When we want a breeze, I'll blow you a kiss or two
Take me in your arms and our little world
Will be the place of places
Nothing left to make but breakfast and love

We'll hang a little sign that just says Paradise
Population two
For that's the way to start to make a pretty world
For me and for you
For you
It's what I wanted to do, to do
To make a world.....for you

Im loving Bossa Nova just like i love you!!!! <3

2008-08-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

He comes and he goes.

My weekends passes as fast as a sky rocket.

My feelings for him is like a rechargable battery, weekends it is charging and now it is full batt. As the days go by the battery goes low low low~ (Like the Florida song)

But this time i need to retain this battery for 2 weeks, damn~ Im gonna miss him terribly.

Nevertheless, it is good to have some me-time and hang out with my beloved friends. =)

Although we have such limited time together, we got closer and closer each week.

This relationship is beginning to be real, and i looooove it. Sounds ridiculous but a relationship isnt a relationship wout arguments and quarrels.

Drrools.. i miss him terribly!!! ( Cant doubt my paparazzi skills, i once aspired to be a journalist remember?)

Hehehe..

How i wish i can squeeze myself inside his big green army bag.

Alright alright i'll stop being cheesy.

Bye.